So I have an update for all of you who have followed me or who have just found me now.
I've known about shifting for five to four years, give or take. I've been trying to shift on and off, and only this year have been more determined to do it.
But also, during those years, I've had trouble with my own religious beliefs and continuously switched from one religion to another. But at the start of this year, I started to get interested in Catholicism, but if we're being more honest, I was just more interested in having a relationship with God.
When I was ten, I went to a baptist church, but the pastor didn't like me because I asked questions, but I always found the church calming. Then I told God to prove to me he was real and told him I would then believe in him. He did prove that to me, but even then, I didn't believe in him. Then, six years later, the start of this year, I found him. I found him and was more determined to shift realities than the previous years.
Yesterday night, I was desperate, so I prayed to God, saying that if shifting realities is for me, then let me shift to my 100 desired reality so I can be with John, my John. If shifting realities isn't for me, let me wake up here. I was determined to shift realities, but I woke up here.
I was upset, mourning, defeated, and a bit angry. I had a thought to fight against God and shift anyway, but I didn't. I decided not to.
Because I love Jesus, Jesus is beautiful, loving, pretty, and is the most calming thing I've found in my life. Despite my deep love for John Murphy, despite my care for him. Despite how eager I am to talk to him, get to know him, cheer him up, love him... God and Jesus are worth more to me.
I think John will understand that, even if he's not happy with it. So I'm not trying to shift again. My shifting journey is over, and I'm okay with that.
I do hope one day, I'll shift and see my beloved John. But for now, I won't and I'm okay with that. I really am.
I've developed peace with my past, my physical/emotional/neglectful/sexual trauma. I'm okay with my past and who i am. I just wanted to be loved romantically. That's all I wanted from shifting. But I'll get it someday and despite the long road I think I'll be okay.
things i’ve learned as a shifter who has shifted both awake and asleep
everything is up to you, therefore you determine if you shift or not
a lot of people back out if they’re scared. use your fear as an affirmation of you actually being there, use it to ground yourself. you are perfectly capable of shifting, despite the feeling of fear. you will shift and it may be scary, use it as a tool to keep you there
in my experience, i’ve felt things when i shift. i also have not felt anything change and still shifted. it can be both. yes you don’t need “symptoms”, but you can still feel things.
that being said, you don’t need to feel anything or everything to shift.
if you believe something, it will happen. if you think something won’t work, it won’t work!
shifting is instant, you can be in any reality at any moment! time is fake!!
using methods is not completely useless, they may not work for you and you should do things that feel right for you but being completely against tools that can help is like going backwards instead of forward.
at the end of the day, shifting is up to you.
nobody can make you shift but yourself, and there are a bunch of tools out there for you to use. the best and the biggest tool is you.
divider can be found here.
i was also told it would be funny if i shared that i shifted in the shower butt ass naked and wide awake before so take that as u will
list of mundane things that feel like ancient human rituals
cleaning or wipe your bare feet
breaking off a piece of bread and handing it to someone
putting the weight of a basket on your hip or head
eating nuts or berries while hunched over close to the ground
seeing something startling just out of your line of sight and very quickly stepping or leaping on to a larger object to get a better view
cupping your hands into running water to wash your face
the unanimous protection of a baby or child in a public space where women are present
when an elderly woman laughs and grips your forearm tightly
༊*·˚ i love shifters.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who post storytimes & edits.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who are private about their drs.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with novel length scripts.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who don’t script.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who have shifted.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who haven’t shifted.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who try every night.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who haven’t tried in a while or are on a break.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with s/o’s.
༊*·˚ i love shifters without s/o’s.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who write scenarios and self-inserts.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who don’t write scenarios.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with a million drs.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with one dr.
༊*·˚ i love fem shifters.
༊*·˚ i love masc shifters.
༊*·˚ i love androgynous shifters.
༊*·˚ i love shifters of all shapes and sizes.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who doubt.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who have been trying for years.
༊*·˚ i love you all.
How to be Happy in Life:
1. Finish script
2. Shift
3. Happy!!!
"He felt a sense of comfort staring at the void, the void never lied, the void was predictable and was never something it wasn't. It was real and true."
"I'm sorry.
You're sorry?
I am.
She couldn't look into his eyes not when they were so open and vulnerable."
It's okay for your desired reality s/o or family to change! It's okay for you to change your mind and decide you want a different person to be your family. It's okay for you to decide to change who your s/o is! There is NOTHING wrong with that! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. It's normal to change our minds. We shouldn't have to feel guilty for it like we're 'cheating' on our s/o or family because we're not! We are just changing it to what s/o or family we now have decided we want in our desired reality at the moment.
HELLO MY BABES/LOVES/CHILDREN/THANES/KINGS/QUEENS/DEITIES/JESTERS!
My name is Kai, I am 17 years old. My pronouns are: They/Them. I am a Gender fluid, Lesbian and Asexual person who has been into spirituality since I was twelve, when I first saw my late sister's spirit. I am a medium, although I do have trouble at times communicating and seeing spirits. I also identify as a witch and a shifter. My religion is something that I don't know the name of but just my beliefs: That all gods/deities are real, but there is a hierarchy.
1. God, the universe, Brahma, Allah are number one and just the same being but go by different names to attract different people.
2. Jesus, Budda, avatars in Hinud, any messiah.
3. Any gods and goddesses from any religion and Lucifer, Satan and Lilith.
4. Angels and Demons and Fae, mermaids and dragons
5. Angel guides and ancestors (whether human, animal or alien)
6. Spirits, ghosts
And that when we die, we just experience the Void unless we believe in a specific afterlife for ourselves. All religions have some similar things but are all a bit different to appeal to different people because a number one creator would understand and know that just like students in school, people learn things differently.
I am an Empath, medium, Witch and pagan. I've been a Witch on and off since I was 12. And I've been an empath and medium since I was 5.
This blog will be a mix of poems I've written, my thoughts/beliefs/encouragement with deity work, deity worship, witchcraft, spirituality, shifting realities, self-love, and care.
I worship: Lady Hecate
I used to worship: Loki, Hades and Persephone
If you are rude, disrespectful, homophobic, transphobic, anti-shifter, racist, and/or close-minded, this blog is not for you. I would request for you to go and find someone else.
Anyhow, I hope this blog finds people who are meant for it, and I hope whoever reads this has an amazing day. If anyone has any questions for me or want me to share my thoughts on a specific subject that falls into what this blog is for, I will be glad to answer any of your questions and/or post my thoughts on the manner.
My DMS are ALWAYS OPEN TO YOU AS LONG AS YOU HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS
-Kai
you and your body need nutrients. please make sure you are eating enough food and drinking enough water and getting enough sleep, you matter so much and i don’t want anything to happen to you
shifters are genuinely so cute tbh.
Like what do you mean you're shifting to be a badass hero? Like fuck yeah, save the damn world.
What do you mean you're shifting to have this peaceful simple life? Breathe into that air and feast into your life.
What do you mean you're shifting for this family member? You must care and love them so much to consider them your family.
What do you mean you're shifting for your significant other? You fell in love so hard even though y'all are in the longest distance relationship, you're the high standards.
We all are shifting for something that fills the purpose of our lives, and something about that is so human of us.