ᥥ⑅ᥥ Unhealthy Relationship, Unlimited Flow / Killing Games, Codependency Implied, Mention Of Killing

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Hello darling :))

How's the blog migration going??

HELLO LOVE mwah mwah mwah<333

you have no idea i shshsgdhsg I finished these exams better than I had hoped but worse than I could, - at my usual level hhhh, so I mute all social media and started writing!!!

I was thinking of coming up with a better design, but I'm not a good designer, so I plan to start writing first and solve something there, since I also learn html in parallel so that at least everything is beautiful :333

I'm thinking of sharing a blog at the end of the week, but I do not know,,, I'll look at the development process. after all, I already have the primary colors, I like the text, and most importantly, - I have the best pfp!!! so there's just a couple of things left to do, and we're ready<3

okay, but imagine that you are, for example, a transmigrator and all that, and you accidentally find yourself in the world of the dark problematic book that you read, but as one of the parents of the future female mc (where, you know, she only has a very controlling and caring father who went crazy after the death of her husband, but then she finds herself in a world without support and all sorts of horror begins), while her second parent [you] died shortly after her birth (not as a result of childbirth, but let's imagine that there is no "childbirth" in this world as such, but that's another topic) partly because of their homesickness and soul pain, since "father abducted his spouse [you] and forcibly married them and held them just like he holds daughter."

and imagine that you are now this very spouse, even before meeting your "husband", but after a chance acquaintance with him you realize that you like him and he is actually very respectful and careful and so loving, even if still clearly "love sick", and you have a good marriage (despite the fact that you have to run away anyway, because your new "family" is very against it), and you live well together and love each other — and you still die, but you don't disappear.

instead, staying until the next "circle of reincarnation", which will come in a couple of decades, and all this time you are watching how your husband, who was supposed to be overprotective of your daughter and make her stay at home, actually gradually turns your gentle princess into a very combative, smart and cunning girl who grows up on his stories about you and your love and this "cruel world", and you even begin to suspect that your daughter may be a transmigrator too,,,,,, at the same time, your vision of what is happening is limited, but you also cannot completely leave, because it turns out that you need to complete a mission, to break the cycle of rebirth that you are currently experiencing, as the plot of the book is cyclical until it is broken from the inside or repaired, and you are reborn into someone like an NPC maid,,,,,,,,

I've run out of the hyperfix that's been with me for more than six months, so I'm going back to writing... all roads lead to Rome, obviously...

well, I passed the exams of the first wave, but now I'm lying with a fever and I can't walk without dizziness & can't do anything because of weakness. it's not that it's a bad end to the year, but it could be better. for example, without illness. it would be much better. especially considering that the temperature doesn't go down much and i have only fever without anything else. i don't know. exhausting.

my dear, I hope you love all these huge multi-volume books<3 oneshot is not oneshot-ing, I feel like a chinese writer who needs to type the required minimum number of words to publish

panna cotta, I want to show you this so badly... I mean, I just finished the whole initial world building and did 1/6 of the headcanons, and it's really so long and messy, but I just want you to see it... even if you might not like it, which is also okay, I just want you to see... I think even if you're a gatekeeping dragon, I still love you😔

I accept the idea that I'm just being soft, because this is my last exam and I'm nervous, but I feel so annoyed when "politicians" and "officials" are spoken of with contempt - you know, not about individual subjects or a group, but as a whole.

I understand that this is normal, because people like to feel like victims, and when it's "someone who has power, but they're evil and tormenting us, and we have to fight against," but it's actually so annoying. like, I was reading a novel just now, and it was good, and the main character (the scientist) had a ± high EQ and IQ, but they introduced (I'm sure) a future antihero who is a "terrible politician who was not accepted in the scientific world because he has no talents and everyone looked down on him, because he's a poor scientist and only suitable for politics and a sly (/neg) type," and, of course, the main character behaves, imo, strangely and unfriendly for no particular reason, although he used to be very gentle and friendly, simply because this person is a "politician", and I'm already 90% sure that I'm going to give up this novel soon, although I really liked it before, and I love the idea and plot of the novel. it's simple. It's unbearable. what did the officials and politicians do to that people??? did they burn down their home village and eat their favourite dog??? shake my head shake my head.

ᥥ⑅ᥥ soulmate au, mention of death

soulmate au,

but instead of "soulmate" it says the name of the person who's going to kill you / you're going to die for, but that name can also mean the person who's going to spend the last seconds of your life with you. meeting them before death is avoidable, but death cannot be avoided.

imagine: it's the first time you meet a dirty teenager who killed his owner, who resembles a wild animal that needs to be cleaned up properly, like a small animal trapped in a trap — but this is the one whose name is on your arm, and you know for sure that it's him.

(bonus points: your name is written on his hand, but AVENTURINE doesn't know because you use a pseudonym instead of your real name.)

Finally bringing chomps back? It's been too long 🙄😒 /t /j

I can't wait!! It was actually really fun to see you design ur blog, so Im excited to see it again (*´∇`) /gen

-panna cotta

I was just waiting for you to gain strength & start sleeping & eating normally so that it would be more pleasant to chomp<333 at least i hope you do it🤨🤨🤨 i dont eat bones

heheh,,,, silver tongue, smooth talker<///3333 /t /affectionate i hope so, pretty thing<3 will make everything prettier again, wouldn't we?<3

whenever tumblr shadowban me, it feels like enlightenment into real blogs. im the chosen one.