Woaahhh first post :0
I literally have no idea how to do this, so enjoy some random ahh Nikolai sketch i did like a couple days ago. (i feel like i should introduce myself, but i have no idea how to work Tumblr vro, pls send help 🙏)
yes...yes I am
(I love my moots, you don't understand. Idk how to show my gratitude my other way >:3)
are you gonna give me notifications forveer @localmentallyillwriter
OKOKOK
Sooo yk Jessica rabbit I think she'd look exactly like that, and OMGGG SHE'D BE THE JUDGIEST QUEEN EVERRR
She'd brag often that she uses her ACTUAL hair instead of wigs and somehow she'll always be in safe or above (and if she never gets into bottom or loser, and if she ever gets to loser she ALWAYS wins over her competitor)
I think though she wouldn't always win, maybe once or twice (she's very salty about this)
(If you search up season 10 Aquaria win I think that's the outfit she'd wear to get the win :D)
Mori is in this as well !!! HES RU PAULLLL CAUSE THEY LOWK GIVE OFF THE SAME VIBES !!!!!
Higuchi also is a queen, Akutagawa, Kaji, Hirotsu (I'm forgetting the names of the other members but there ALL queens >:3)
I don't think any of this will make sense to anyone who doesn't watch Ru Paul's drag race but ermmm yeah >:3 (if you are gonna watch it, there is quite some inappropriate Queen dances and shit, but the drama 😭😭 anyway, I need to sort this out properly, but hope it's good enough)
(Apart from Eve, cause i know she does😭)
But who wants to hear about my DragChuu au
(I've thought of everything, it's consuming my mind but I can't for the life of me get motivation to draw her😫😫)
ykw fuck it, imma repost this to this acc as well >:3
(even though I'm supposed to be normal, and calm, and nonchalant and not an attention starved cunt over on this acc....)
WAHHH I NEED MORE ATTENTIONNN, SOOOO PLPSLPLSPLS FOLLOW ME ON PINTEREST 🥺👉👈
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alright buddy, wrap it up we all know your lying
Bro is letting the inner freak slip out🤨🤨🤨🤨
Atsushi: “N-no! I just want to be friends-!..”
*throws this n skedaddles cause lmao why was i being so dramatic?? i can draw, i js need to take some time🏃➡️🏃➡️🏃➡️🏃➡️🏃➡️*
Sigghhh, this is kinda a coping drawing😔😔😔
I wish I had Mike as a father, AICHAOR CURSE ME FOR CREATING A PARENT THAT I WANTED FOR MY SHITTY AHH OC >:( it's not fair :(
Anyway I rlly can't draw cats at all😮💨😮💨 mbbbb
js finishes the no longer human manga !!!!
*I'm gonna kms, wtf the manga is actually so much more detailed and sadder*
This book is such a rollar coaster and I actually feel so sad and just dead......I hate this book 10 OUT 10 DO (not) RECOMMEND!!!!
HIHIHAAIAIAHAIA ^^ yapping + important info for ppl who want to dm/are dming me :3
Kk Since a lot more people are finding my acc and dm/messaging me, I WANNA MAKE A FEW THINGS CLEAR SO I DONT ACCIDENTALLY COME OFF AS RUDE OR ANNOYING OR SMTH !!!
I usually yap alot whenever I get comfortable, or I js wanna yap. Sometimes I'll keep messaging if I think I need to explain something or I think I've done something wrong (which is often, but I try to keep it as little as I can) and sometimes I'll get so scared I've done something wrong, so I text very little (so people don't get made at me >_<)
I don't like texting first. I used to always have to do it with every single person, so now it really fucks me up when I have to message first (after a while though, when I get more comfortable I won't mind :3 I'll text first a lot.) I don't never text first, it js makes me feel like I'm begging for attention when I do lmao😭😭
I don't know if I'll always reply to messages. I get extremely paranoid if someone I don't particularly know or like/dont like the look of their blog, messages me first. Most of the time I try to message first, but idk if your thinking of messaging first, js be mindful and I'll most likely come off as rude😭
If I'm in a shit mood or episode, I probably won't reply to dms, unless my devious ahh decides to get a hold of my messages, sorry if I'm extra chatty and annoying. Most of the time I js cling to one person I like to talk to. (Which is insufferable whore on here then my dearest on Pinterest🤭🤭) if I am acting strange, it might be best to just leave me alone. (MAYBE DONT JS ABRUPTLY STOP TALKING, MY AHH WILL GET PISSED AND ACCUSE U OF LEAVING ME)
Uhh sometimes I randomly talk abt suicide or self harm, MB ILL TRY TO KEEP IT TONED DOWN !!! Maybe dont fully ignore it, js tell me to stop or try to comfort ?? Ahh, idk only my dearest can make me feel better abt it🥰🥰
Yikes, I'm realising now I probably should have put this out sooner.
I try to act as normal as I can, but if it's not blaringly obvious I struggle sometimes. Like a lot, and it's hard, so I'm sorry, but I still love talking to you guys ^^
Also if it gets to many people and to overwhelming ill turn off dms :3
>_<
HELP ME PLEASE OMG, IDK WHAT TO ADD IN THAT CORNER(ToT)
I did have Catzai but idk, I don't know if it fits....
AHHH I LOVE ENA DREAM BBQ !!!
(i need to draw Mitu omggg shes so silly >.<)
AHHDHAH YOUNGER ME WOULD BE TWEAKING, I NEVER THOUGHT ENA WOULD EVER GET A GAAAMEEEE.
I think Ena was one of the first interests i ever got :3