So, My Precious Blog Has Been Suspended By My Own Fault. Now I'll Try To Navigate This Site In A Safer

Hi, uhm how did your dom/you introduce the degradation/degrading phrases you say to yourself for the orgasms? Sorry, me and my dom are new to this kind of play but we’re very interested in it.

Hi! Forgive me my english in advance. If I understand correctly, you are asking specifically about the word choice. If so, there's been no introduction. I've been ordered to humiliate myself and I'm being creative, referencing the kinks we have previously discussed. I'm acting on the assumption that my dom will find reading this enjoyable. If not, he's as free to put on limits as I am.

There's also a context of us being casual and only doing scenes by text. I'm not really obligated to do this and he has no way to check. We're not in contact not physically nor by calls. But I find the game extremely hot and it was my idea to post publicly and not via DMs.

It's a big pleasure to feel a touch of a partner who gets you, while masturbating. Him reading this makes me really think of what I'm rubbing to. Especially if I've just been blowing off steam, because I need to create a humiliating scenario to wright down and it gets me wet again.

Hope you and your dom will find a way to get into this kink in a way that suites you personally. It may be very different depending on the type of relationship you have, not just your preferences and limits.

I love edging. And I love to do it at inappropriate times and places. My line of work allows me to stay alone for long shifts with close to none clients. And I use this time well, stuffing my holes or keeping a vibe pressed to my huge needy clit. I can not come like that, I'm one of those bitches trained to only reach orgasm in one position.

There's literally no chance and no risk of me cumming at work. But I can mastrubate lazily for hours until my jeans get wet, not just my underwear. I turn off any vibes as somebody shows up, but of course I have no way of taking toys out from my cunt and ass. So I may spend a good hour having conversation with a stranger while clenching over a dildo. It's hot and I don't consider it dragging others into my sexual life, as they will never guess what's going on and get uncomfortable.

That's how I've spend the last six hours btw. With a fake cock pushing in and out of my cunt on its own and a vibe on my clit. Only making short pauses to recharge the toys. My panties are extremely sticky right now. And that was the sad boring night by my standarts as I have failed to lure anyone on the internet to some dirty talk. I know that amazing guy who's promised me to show up today, but he didn't. I had to reread his icky fantasies sent to me before. That's good, but I go cock-crazy much faster if someone dictates me what to jerk of to in real time.

the thing about how i'm into misgen/detrans kink is that its not even about gender. like yeah i get off on ppl calling me a girly fakeboy slut, but i'd get off just as much on ppl calling me a pathetic faggot bitch. deadnaming me and making me dysphoric is about power and sadism/masochism not gender

its about feeling degraded and humiliated and dominated and cheap and dirty and used and desperate and worthless and inferior and helpless and pathetic and mindless and broken and objectified and weak and trashy and ruined and and and

like i don't wanna be mommy's precious puppy or daddy's special princess and get cared for and valued along with getting fucked. i wanna feel disposable. that's what i get off on

Confession time...

Please re-blog this if it is okay to anonymously confess a fantasy to you.

Making a list of kinks and taboos for the pinned post is always the most difficult part for me.

I love about everything in some measure. I guess, that comes from the fact that my primary kinks as the sub are CNC and free-use. I'm trained enough to enjoy any kink others present to me, if that's their honest and passionate fantasy including me with no regards to my consent. I've got experience with getting into the weirdest stuff just because some anon has spammed me with it enough while skillfully putting me in my place.

I guess, another major kink is mind-break then? Or does it count as breaking if I'm already that gullible?

I deserve to be tortured

I'm more desirable when in pain

I'm more fun when pushing my limits

I'm prettier while crying

Sore red ass and bruised thighs are sexy on me

I'm sucking better while choking

I'm giving better anal without lube and prep

My cunt feels nicer while I'm in pain from having a full bladder

I deserve all of this because I'm a good slut

A good slut must see pain as a reward because it brings pleasure to males

I'm a switch in real life, mostly leaning towards the role of the dom. I'm comfortable taking care of other's needs and know my ways and my limits.

But here I prefer to present myself as a sub to get engagement I lack offline. There're a lot of dark kinks that I think of from the outsiders perspective. And describing it by text feels much hotter from the sub role. It's interesting how our tastes vary depending on the context.

So, I eagerly respond to sub's requests on dirty DMs and asks, but don't want to dedicate my blog to them. The content I post here is meant to satisfy another part of me. I guess, that personal messages are just closer to real-time kink in my eyes while writing down fantasies and answering anonymous asks is smth I imagine as my own private fantasy.

This being said, I've got some amazing experiences chatting with doms here and would love to go through it again. Guess, in my perfect world I would have a long-distance dom for everyday activities and a bunch of subs for occasional sessions.

Today my Master has explained to this Cunt that orgasms are no longer for free! So, for the first week of the February this Cunt must pay for everytime she comes by saying smtg disgusting or humiliating about herself.

This Cunt should also force herself to orgasm at least five times while imagining getting fucked by disturbing and unpleasant males met offline.

The game is started!

ORGASM PAYMENT:

~ this cunt is a needy crybaby, spanking herself as a reward for being whorish enough

~ this cunt is a cheap whore, dreaming of becoming a public free use toy

~ this cunt is a pathetic ashtray, rubbing to the thought of public humiliation

~ this cunt is a degradee with a sloppy hole, needing to take a rubbing break while making a list of five worst males she should have spread her legs for

~ this cunt is a submissive coward, easy to blackmail and ready to lick dirty boots while shaking in fear

~ this cunt is a dumb primitive bitch, driven by her carnal need to feel a cock pressing to her cervix and filling her with cum

~ this cunt is a disgusting freak whose status should be made public so that anyone on the street could act with her accordingly

~ this cunt is a public toilet with a gaping asshole, ready to be abused and punished for pretending to be a male bottom

~ this cunt is a rapebait, acting like a victim to bring violence upon herself and deserving to get violently gangraped threatened with her life

STRANGER SUBMISSION:

1.

There's been that customer this week… A weird guy. Offputting. Sometimes you just know the person is shady just by the way they look at you. That one was even hinting that he's a criminal while we smocked together. "There're different ways to push different people", he said. "See how much I can tell about you already without knowing you", he said. "You're a nice guy. Good customer service. I'll return", he said.

He hasn't returned, but I've felt anxious till the end of the shift for no reason. It's not like he's actually guessed anything right about me, not a single thing. But he was unpleasant and smug and extremely creepy. I honestly don't want to meet him ever again.

What if I will, though? What if he did guess stuff right? Precisely about me being a female. How would it feel to get railed by someone so subtly creepy while allegedly non-violent?

2.

That was a brief encounter, but deeply annoying. Young dude, almost a boy, I'd say. Spoke to me about his girlfriend in a degrading way. One of those men who ridicule the mere idea that a female sexuality is something more than craving a dick.

"She wants a sex toy, can you believe it? I'll get her the cheapest and smallest dildo, she'll remember to only want a real thing". I rolled my eyes: sure, dude. I thought that he obviously has a small dick if he's so disappointed that he can't find a dildo small enough for his plan. I hoped the girl will drop him after that shitty present. I haven't had time to be annoyed out loud though, so I just brushed it and minded my own business.

What if I confronted him? What if it slipped that I know what females want in bed first hand? How easy would it be for him to prove me wrong? How embarrassing it would be to come, clenching over his tiny cock?

3.

A scary neighbor. I knew him briefly, not like we've been properly introduced. There's always this aggressive one, blowing up on anyone who breaths the wrong way. He's a veteran, that's probably the reason why his short temper does feel like actual danger somewhere deep in my guts.

He's yelled at me once when I was walking a dog for a friend and it barked in the direction of some child. I apologized and rushed home. I tried to reason with my fear by thinking how ridiculous he was. It wasn't even his child, and said child wasn't frightened by the dog at all. It wasn't any of his business, but he's somehow viewing himself as the guardian of the neighborhood peace. All barking, no biting, just like my friend's dog. Still, I've shivered. Still, my heart was beating too fast for a good hour and I kept thinking of what I should have said if he proceeded bugging me. Of how I could have tried to calm him down to defend myself.

What if he did proceeded? Whould it be me calming him down or him punishing me? How much of a danger to the kids would he find me after finding out what's in my pants?

4.

That clingy guy at the gay bar. Not to the point of harrasment, so I've tolerated him trying to seduce me for a while but too handsy not to be yakky.

Just a normal person, I guess, but I was deeply uncomfortable by all the touching and found him generally not attractive, not my type at all. We've parted peacefully, though he seemed rather offended by me not going along with what he's probably seen as playing shy or hard to get.

And I've left feeling a bit gross and a bit sorry that I've rejected the chance to get sex. Sometimes you have to choose between doing it with someone you're not really into or not doing it at all. And I rarely choose the latest.

What if I decided to do it? What if he got disappointed even more after revealing my anatomy? How would I bear being gross for someone I find gross myself? Would the humiliation he'll put me through differ if he was gay or bi?

5.

And the one that was actually bad. I was scared for my life, not able to escape that man if he decided to harm me. It was at my previous work place, me alone at the night shift at the shop. He comes in, boss me around in a typical middle age ex-gangsta way. Displeasing, but not too scary. One of those customers you should entertain for hours while they feel important and dominant because of your politeness. The thing is — it really lasted for hours. And he was a ranging homophobe in the middle of the crusade for "fracking up fags". There was a car waiting for him, I saw it through a window. Three other guys like him, younger by the looks, his subordinates. I chatted with him, he liked me to the extent of giving me his number in case I need to beat the shit out of someone. After he left, I wanted to throw up from stress. I was tired with my whole body from tension, because that could have ended really badly for me, if he has clocked me out. I had dodged a bullet.

But… What if I didn't?

UPD: There's only one day left and I'm still to fulfill my second task. Meaning I'd have to spend most of that day fucking myself in different ways, remembering all the worst males I've encountered in a raw.

Sounds like a potentially mindbreaking experience. Wish me luck and send me encouragements. I'll probably cum to anything you send me in such state <3

Stay tuned as I'll try to wright down everything in detail!

Of course, I am. Spending my day off with my hole constantly stuffed is the rule. And the only way to stay calm and relax, less distracted by my cunt's needs. Highly recommend it to all the girlies out there! You'll think less about the embarrassment of having a dripping cunt if you shut it up and make it happy. Best dysphoria life-hack, I promise!

Reblog if you're currently playing with your girly pussy

I don’t even decide when to stuff my cunt anymore – it’s in her power. I don’t have to watch porn or think about sex, I just get the feeling at some point that my cunt is hungry. And I know that I must satisfy her needs, respect her rights.

Even being unowned I must stay a good slut. I must encourage myself to get wet more often, to get horny for no reason, to easily take a dick at any moment. Any desire to fuck myself should be satisfied, and the process does not end with an orgasm. I'm doing it until I ran out of time or my toys die.

Because good sluts expose their holes to others. Because a slut’s pleasure is a side effect, a reward for obedience. Because slut's only goal is to get fucked.

I must only think with my cunt and serve her. My personality is just a side effect of a functional female body built around her. I'm only alive and sentient to keep my cunt usable for real men to have on a whimp.