Today Was The Day Of Trans Visibility. I Want To Be Visible As A Cum-addicted Whore Seeking Pervs Online.

I'm hoping so much to rejoin with some people I've met here. Such a wonderful Doms, such filthy horny anons...

Sad thing I'm not interesting enough to try and stalk me moving from blog to blog. It'd be kind of hot to know that somebody is watching my every move enough for that. They'd be probably well aware of my other social media, ready to blackmail me into submission. The only reason it hasn't happened yet is that I'm too much of a slut. Any dirty anon message make me so exited and obedient, that there's no need for pressure. But they have their means to force me into things if needed. That's what matters. And that's what's making my panties wet right now.

the thing about how i'm into misgen/detrans kink is that its not even about gender. like yeah i get off on ppl calling me a girly fakeboy slut, but i'd get off just as much on ppl calling me a pathetic faggot bitch. deadnaming me and making me dysphoric is about power and sadism/masochism not gender

its about feeling degraded and humiliated and dominated and cheap and dirty and used and desperate and worthless and inferior and helpless and pathetic and mindless and broken and objectified and weak and trashy and ruined and and and

like i don't wanna be mommy's precious puppy or daddy's special princess and get cared for and valued along with getting fucked. i wanna feel disposable. that's what i get off on

I'm a switch in real life, mostly leaning towards the role of the dom. I'm comfortable taking care of other's needs and know my ways and my limits.

But here I prefer to present myself as a sub to get engagement I lack offline. There're a lot of dark kinks that I think of from the outsiders perspective. And describing it by text feels much hotter from the sub role. It's interesting how our tastes vary depending on the context.

So, I eagerly respond to sub's requests on dirty DMs and asks, but don't want to dedicate my blog to them. The content I post here is meant to satisfy another part of me. I guess, that personal messages are just closer to real-time kink in my eyes while writing down fantasies and answering anonymous asks is smth I imagine as my own private fantasy.

This being said, I've got some amazing experiences chatting with doms here and would love to go through it again. Guess, in my perfect world I would have a long-distance dom for everyday activities and a bunch of subs for occasional sessions.

It has worked like a charm and he's messaged me right now! I haven't read what he has to say about my last forced fantasies I'd sent him yesterday. First thing first: I'm putting my toy back in place to feel how he's fucking my mind through my cunt

I love edging. And I love to do it at inappropriate times and places. My line of work allows me to stay alone for long shifts with close to none clients. And I use this time well, stuffing my holes or keeping a vibe pressed to my huge needy clit. I can not come like that, I'm one of those bitches trained to only reach orgasm in one position.

There's literally no chance and no risk of me cumming at work. But I can mastrubate lazily for hours until my jeans get wet, not just my underwear. I turn off any vibes as somebody shows up, but of course I have no way of taking toys out from my cunt and ass. So I may spend a good hour having conversation with a stranger while clenching over a dildo. It's hot and I don't consider it dragging others into my sexual life, as they will never guess what's going on and get uncomfortable.

That's how I've spend the last six hours btw. With a fake cock pushing in and out of my cunt on its on and a vibe on my clit. Only making short pauses to recharge the toys. My panties are extremely sticky right now. And that was the sad boring night by my standarts as I have failed to lure anyone on the internet to some dirty talk. I know that amazing guy who's promised me to show up today, but he didn't. I had to reread his icky fantasies send to me before. That's good, but I go cock-crazt much faster if someone dictates me what to jerk of to in real time.

I don’t even decide when to stuff my cunt anymore – it’s in her power. I don’t have to watch porn or think about sex, I just get the feeling at some point that my cunt is hungry. And I know that I must satisfy her needs, respect her rights.

Even being unowned I must stay a good slut. I must encourage myself to get wet more often, to get horny for no reason, to easily take a dick at any moment. Any desire to fuck myself should be satisfied, and the process does not end with an orgasm. I'm doing it until I ran out of time or my toys die.

Because good sluts expose their holes to others. Because a slut’s pleasure is a side effect, a reward for obedience. Because slut's only goal is to get fucked.

I must only think with my cunt and serve her. My personality is just a side effect of a functional female body built around her. I'm only alive and sentient to keep my cunt usable for real men to have on a whimp.

Did you know that you can just come to my DMs and tell me, what a scum on Earth I am? Because you can and I'll repeat after you

• for my Master I should say:

This Cunt is an illiterate, piss-covered ugly ashtray 🥰

• ...what should I say for you, anon?

Hi, uhm how did your dom/you introduce the degradation/degrading phrases you say to yourself for the orgasms? Sorry, me and my dom are new to this kind of play but we’re very interested in it.

Hi! Forgive me my english in advance. If I understand correctly, you are asking specifically about the word choice. If so, there's been no introduction. I've been ordered to humiliate myself and I'm being creative, referencing the kinks we have previously discussed. I'm acting on the assumption that my dom will find reading this enjoyable. If not, he's as free to put on limits as I am.

There's also a context of us being casual and only doing scenes by text. I'm not really obligated to do this and he has no way to check. We're not in contact not physically nor by calls. But I find the game extremely hot and it was my idea to post publicly and not via DMs.

It's a big pleasure to feel a touch of a partner who gets you, while masturbating. Him reading this makes me really think of what I'm rubbing to. Especially if I've just been blowing off steam, because I need to create a humiliating scenario to wright down and it gets me wet again.

Hope you and your dom will find a way to get into this kink in a way that suites you personally. It may be very different depending on the type of relationship you have, not just your preferences and limits.

Making a list of kinks and taboos for the pinned post is always the most difficult part for me.

I love about everything in some measure. I guess, that comes from the fact that my primary kinks as the sub are CNC and free-use. I'm trained enough to enjoy any kink others present to me, if that's their honest and passionate fantasy including me with no regards to my consent. I've got experience with getting into the weirdest stuff just because some anon has spammed me with it enough while skillfully putting me in my place.

I guess, another major kink is mind-break then? Or does it count as breaking if I'm already that gullible?

I love edging. And I love to do it at inappropriate times and places. My line of work allows me to stay alone for long shifts with close to none clients. And I use this time well, stuffing my holes or keeping a vibe pressed to my huge needy clit. I can not come like that, I'm one of those bitches trained to only reach orgasm in one position.

There's literally no chance and no risk of me cumming at work. But I can mastrubate lazily for hours until my jeans get wet, not just my underwear. I turn off any vibes as somebody shows up, but of course I have no way of taking toys out from my cunt and ass. So I may spend a good hour having conversation with a stranger while clenching over a dildo. It's hot and I don't consider it dragging others into my sexual life, as they will never guess what's going on and get uncomfortable.

That's how I've spend the last six hours btw. With a fake cock pushing in and out of my cunt on its own and a vibe on my clit. Only making short pauses to recharge the toys. My panties are extremely sticky right now. And that was the sad boring night by my standarts as I have failed to lure anyone on the internet to some dirty talk. I know that amazing guy who's promised me to show up today, but he didn't. I had to reread his icky fantasies sent to me before. That's good, but I go cock-crazy much faster if someone dictates me what to jerk of to in real time.

Oh no, while I was away my Dom's blog got deactivated. Hope he'll find me again. I've been missing him while busy offline and will wait and hope as long as needed.