summary: being a loner has never bothered yoongi until now. until you.
pairing: yoongi x reader
genre: mafia AU, pining, eventual smut
rating: 18+
word count: 12.9K
notes: y’all. i finished it. i can’t tell you how much it means to me that you guys read the things i write, talk to me about them, leave amazing feedback. i hope every last one of you knows that this makes me endlessly happy.
warnings: FEELINGS my god so many feelings forgive me. standard smut warnings including but not limited to: oral (m/f), protected sex (she’s a DOCTOR y’all), an inordinate amount of talking during/before/after sex.
betas: no way could i have pulled this chapter off without @hobi-gif and @btsarmy9593 . seriously these two saved me from myself a wild number of times and i appreciate them so much.
squad: you guys truly are at the heart of my tumblr experience. thank you for being with me on this story from day one. your encouragement and friendship makes all of this worthwhile @ladyartemesia @untaemedqueen @ppersonna
Chapter 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | EPILOGUE
*****************
What kind of person am I?
Am I a good person?
Or a bad person?
Many ways to judge
People – Agust D
*****************
Kim Namjoon is in a shit mood.
An organization that – to this point – has had as much impact as a fart in this city is on his radar for the second time in a month. One of his most trusted captains has been keeping him in the dark about a situation that has put him at odds with that same organization. And it’s a Thursday, which means his wife is probably making Jjajangmyeon.
Namjoon does not skip Jjajangmyeon night.
But tonight, he’s doing just that – trading his seat at the dinner table for the passenger seat of Hoseok’s luxury sedan. He’s already chewed his way through half a roll of the mints he took up when he stopped drinking and the air in the car is starting to smell like a tube of toothpaste.
“Run it down again,” he orders tersely.
Hoseok keeps his mouth shut. He’s been largely silent for this entire ride, steering well clear of Namjoon’s dangerous mood. He locks eyes with Yoongi in the rearview mirror and raises a brow.
That’s all you, pal.
Yoongi clears his throat.
Keep reading
A - Z with Yoongi
S: Smile
[cr. in the soop: qdeoks]
so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god
Some kahwa in the evening, to go with sociological theory
Käthe Butcher (German, b. 1990) – A Hug in the Garden, 2020
As widespread lockdowns swept the globe earlier this year in response to the threat of COVID-19, intimacy became fraught. For artist Käthe Butcher, the loss of an embrace or casual peck on the cheek was incredibly difficult. This desire for connection culminated in “A Hug In The Garden,” an emotional rendering of two women holding each other. (Source)
Yesterday, I wrote about a post about the whitewashing that can happen in BTS fanfics and why we need POC writers in general - and in the BTS fandom. Today, I have a post with more than 60 BTS fanfic authors of color. Shout out to the Possums, my various contacts, and my other moots for their help.
Please share and support these writers!
Please do not repost and only reblog. This post took over 6 hours to collate. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The beauty of such a large and diverse BTS fandom is that there are so many talented ARMY authors in our fanfic communities. As I mentioned in my post about how whitewashed BTS fanfics can be, I get especially happy when I come across fellow POC writers. Thanks to my own reading and networks of BTS friends and writers, I’ve compiled a list of BTS fanfic writers of color as a jumping off point to explore more POC authors and content creators.
If you are a writer of color and I did not include you (or didn’t rec a fic of yours), it’s nothing personal. Sometimes, I don’t know if writers identify as POC or I just haven’t come across your fics yet. Feel free to comment with your handles and a fic to check out and I will try to add you or update when I get a chance (and if I don’t, at least it will be in the comments once the comment itself is approved or moderated).
Read more >>> (leads to my site and not tumblr)
Keep reading
I just want to be held, is that too much to ask for?