Lost-coffedemon - Lost

i wanna make out with him while we watch shitty horror movies 🥺

mlm/nblm only post!

Gentle Reminder:You are beautiful, Don't let anyone tell you otherwise

I think it is brave and also very sexy of me to continue living

I'm not gonna say that I'm happier since I'm with you

But maybe I don't want to die that badly any more

Where I want to be:

-at home

-with you

-home

-in your arms

-at home

-you

-you're home

I really love my boyfriend!

He just looked at me and started smiling, so I asked him what he's smiling about and he said "you're just so cute. I love you so much. I love you more than I love communism!" I'm melting.

I hate how everytime someone comes up to me with the question what I want to do with my life, I have to say that I have no idea.

I want to sit outside in the grass and enjoy the sun. I want to learn how to play the piano. I want someone I can fall asleep and wake up next to. I want to play silly shows at the theater and watch awesome musicals. I wanna start the revolution with my friends bc capitalism sucks. I just don't know what I want to do to earn my money. But what you do for a living isn't the only thing you are and are doing. But it's still that what they actually want to know.

Being alive is weird.

I'm studying Philosophy and History? How did I manage to get here? I'm turning 21 on Tuesday? I never even thought I'd make it past 15?

Can I come over?

Can you hold me closer?

Can I crawl in your bed?

And lay down my head?

To get some rest,

On your shoulder or chest!

'cause I feel a bit shaky,

but you feel like safety.

My thoughts are in a rush,

and everything feels way too much.

You're my last sense of direction,

so I need (this) platonic affection.

Because my head got too loud,

it's like there's a giant cloud.

I feel the darkness grow,

and I'm feeling low.

You help me feeling okay,

But not in a romantic way.

With you I don't have to mask,

so is it okay if I ask:

Can I come over tonight?

Because I fail to find light.