Latest Posts by lost-coffedemon - Page 3

I think falling for you was my biggest mistake

The biggest I've ever made

But actually I feel no regret

And you're still in my head

In my head, in my heart

I don't even know where to start

You still feel like home

And I feel sick to my bone

Because it went from "you make me want to stay alive"

To looking at this stupid knife

You kinda make me wanna die

And all I do is cry

I don't wanna get out of bed

I feel like I'm seriously mad

It feels like talking to a wall

And I know the worst of all

Is that I still love you

And you probably don't know I do

Sometimes all you need is a really good hug

Sometimes

Sometimes I have the feeling that no one could ever understand me. I don't even understand myself sometimes.

My head is filled with stuff but at the same time it's empty. I can't focus. Every time I try to write it down I get lost inside my mind. It's like a jungle. I can't really talk about my thoughts, my worries. Sometimes I don't feel like I could truly trust anyone.

As soon as I'm alone it feels like the darkness is eating me. I feel so lost. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking, just for once

Sometimes I just wanna run away

I didn't had the chance to re-watch the umbrella academy with the original sound but just in case it's only in the German version: five calls the three Swedish guys the IKEA mafia

The Umbrella Academy Season 2 + soundtrack.

I actually thought I was doing alright until my therapist told me feeling nothing isn't something you're supposed to feel and now I don't know how to reply when someone asks me how I feel

Not to be gay or something but would you travel with me to Manhattan and walk over the gay street while holding hands?

I hate how everytime someone comes up to me with the question what I want to do with my life, I have to say that I have no idea.

I want to sit outside in the grass and enjoy the sun. I want to learn how to play the piano. I want someone I can fall asleep and wake up next to. I want to play silly shows at the theater and watch awesome musicals. I wanna start the revolution with my friends bc capitalism sucks. I just don't know what I want to do to earn my money. But what you do for a living isn't the only thing you are and are doing. But it's still that what they actually want to know.

the best anti depressant for most people would be anti capitalism

Where I want to be:

-at home

-with you

-home

-in your arms

-at home

-you

-you're home

wanna bury my face in a man’s neck and smell his hair and skin while we cuddle up under the covers while it rains outside. basically, i’m gay

mlm & nblm

Me: *throws rocks at gods window*

God: *opens window* "what do you want?"

Me: "my gender is broken I don't want it anymore"

God: "what's wrong with your gender?"

Me: "it has dysphoria"

God: "what the f**k is wrong with you?" *closes window*

Before quarantine, when we still had school, my teacher asked us about the founding fathers. We should only say one name so I decided to say Alexander Hamilton and she was like "that wouldn't be the first name I'd thought of… it's because of the musical right?"

Me, throwing rocks at God’s window: Hey! Hey! Where’s my dick!?

Why are dicks so expensive?

My life basically 

Being on testosterone and having to go through puberty a second time because of that is weird. Like I'm completely calm, watching sherlock with my boyfriend and one second later I'm horny.

Hi my boyfriend is cute while he's sleeping

But I just realized that we have to get up in 30 minutes so I don't get to look at his sleeping face anymore and now I'm kinda sad

"You're saying there's a multiverse!?"

Miles Morales: Whoa! Living in a universe full of other super heroes must be so cool! I bet you go on awesome missions with another member of your badass team every day!

(MCU) Peter Parker:

Peter: ... uhm yeah well... it's not quite like that actually...

Miles: What do you mean?

Tony, bursting in: PETER!!! You forgot to call me after patrol again last night, I was worried SICK!!

Natasha, coming in after him: Little spider! You came late from school today! Don't tell me it was that Flash kid again!

Steve, following her: Is he bothering you? I could kick his ass if you want!

Thor: YOUNG PETER! MAY I CHALLENGE YOU TO A ROUND MARIO OF CART

Clint, falling from the vents: Pete! Did you finally confess to that girl you were talking about!!? Did you!? Did you?!

Peter:

Miles:

"Somehow Voldemort has retur-"

"Shut it Potter!"

(looks in the mirror)

ew what the fuck is that-

I really love my boyfriend!

He just looked at me and started smiling, so I asked him what he's smiling about and he said "you're just so cute. I love you so much. I love you more than I love communism!" I'm melting.

nobody:

me: *has homosexual thoughts about him*

I want all of them

Vintage LGBT Badges

I made a handy diagram

Hi I miss my boyfriend

That's all I just want to cuddle :(

I was thinking about how ‘Grinch’ and ‘Scrooge’ are words for people who hate Christmas but aren’t exact synonyms and then this chart happened.