I write fanfics now :) đ (19 years old, sys)Happy doughut season"Who is gonna play? Who has got my back?"
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You- okay, Iâll just have Rui send over Robo-Nene or Iâll go there myself with the pencils that are in our room. Pencils make good projectiles (speaking from experience)
-Akito
HaiiiiâŚhaii <3 (Youâll nevr guess who I am :). Some hints are đđ¤đ§Ą ) If you guess right, then Iâll give you a cookie -A
Hello darling <3 -toya
HaiiiiâŚhaii <3 (Youâll nevr guess who I am :). Some hints are đđ¤đ§Ą ) If you guess right, then Iâll give you a cookie -A
Hello darling <3 -toya
NEUVIE MY BABY DINT CRY đđđđ ILL GIVE YOU ANYTHING đđđđđ
âSorry for making you worryâ
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||heyyyy guys! I decided to say screw sleep, and I am now doing a fic instead! Is it going to be me projecting a little? Yeah, definitely. Based of a song? Yep! (Up all night - Straykids) I do hope yâall enjoy and if youâre going through something similar, just know you arenât alone. Also, this one is a hurt with no comfort for my angst lovers out there ;)||
It was another restless night for Akito. With headphones in, playing the same song on loop, Toya sleeping beside him. The faint glow of the computer lit up the otherwise pitch black room. The faint sound of typing also filled the room with the occasional sound of a car zooming by.
Akito often found it extremely difficult to rest, even though his tired body begged for it. Perhaps it was the caffeine he consumes daily is the issue? Either way, all he thought about was to create. Create something, leave behind something to be remembered by. Something for someone, anyone, to be proud of. Akito continued to type, tired olive-green eyes glued to the computer screen on his lap. Hours passed, before he knew it, he reached 4 am. No sign of sleep. âAkito?â A voice called out, sleepy and concerned nevertheless. Akito, snapping out of his trance, looked at the source of the voice. It was Toya, looking at Akito with concern etched on his face. His faceâŚso beautifulâŚso hand- âAkito?â He calls out again, causing Akito to snap out of his train of thought, responding gruffly with a âHm?â âWhy are you awake? Iâm not mad, Iâm just concernedâŚâ The blue haired male asked his partner. âIâŚgot carried awayâ Akito confesses. âAkitoâŚâ âYeah, I knowâŚI canât sleepâ Akito responds with a sigh. âIâll go back to sleepâ The ginger says, a part of him hating himself for lying to his lover. Toya thought nothing of it, going back to sleep. Akito ended up working the rest of the night.
âI need to sleepâŚâ
There arenât that many songs that make me cry, but one song always does. Any guesses? No? The song is called From Home by NCT U. That song hits home, quite literally. Dealing with feelings of loneliness isnât fun, but a quote from the lyrics stood out to me âKnow that you are not alone anymoreâ. Even if it feels like youâre alone, no one really is (*cough, definitely not thinking about our bf because we see them as our âhomeâ cough*) anyways, I needed to get this out or we wonât be able to sleep, as it is almost 3 amâŚ
Random Story Concept for spooky month
Demon hunters chasing down escaped 'painting' subjects who're actually demons sealed inside canvases
We would like to apologize for not posting as much as weâd like. Going through some stuff as well as being very â¨sickâ¨has taken a toll on us mentally. Also, college kicking our ass isnât much help. Weâll try to continue to post, weâll see! It just wonât be frequent. Hopefully we donât disappoint ^^ -Lucky
OMG VOLUME TWO LETS GOOOOOOO (watch us go into debt)
Oh yeah sorry aktyers we have lost ( no full aun no beats on vbs album 2 )
from the latest improved wandashow because I forgot the name right now...
||Yo! Lucky is back with a fic, this one being an Akitoya angst fic! (I am a sucker for angst) so please enjoy! Iâm definitely going back to writing, as I now have motivation! Whooo! Also, fair warning for sensitive topics discussed in this fic! Also, itâs from Akitoâs pov and may be slightly self indulgentâŚand major death!||
Another winter spent alone. Akito looked out his window. The scenery usually filled with color, is now drained. The white of the snow covering what was once colorful. He stared out the window. Another winter alone. Nothing new, right? How could he expect things to change after it being the same year after year?
Akito was in his room, posters slightly peeling off the walls, music heard from downstairs. He liked to be alone. That was until he met Toya. He changed everything, making him feel less alone. At the same time, he felt more alone than he ever felt before. Perhaps he had hope that things would change. âAkito?â A voice called out, sounding worried. Who was calling him? âAkito? You okay?â
It was Toya, a concerned look painted into his face and eyes. He worried about him. Something he was never used to. âAkito?â âHm?â Akito finally responds, snapping out of his trance. He had forgotten that he invited him to hang out. Ena was out with her friends and his parents, away on vacation. That meant that he had time to spend with his boyfriend. He heard some muffled noises before he heard the phrase âdoing alright?â ââŚyeah, I guess so.â He lied.
If anyone knew the truth, they would know he was lying. He didnât want to bother Toya, thinking that he wouldnât want to âburdenâ him and all that jazz. âAki, you donât seem alrightâŚâ âoh? I didnât noticeâ Akito responds to Toyaâs concern. âIâŚâ Akito began but trailed off. They both knew something was up, but neither knew how to address it. They both remained silent, Akito staring out the window once more.
âBeing a snowflake wouldnât be so bad, would it?â That would be the last thing Toya would hear. Akito died the next day.
I totally forgot about this, but I hope my posts will gain some traction! Maybe itâll be turn into something JJK related? đ more details will come out sooner rather than later!
my post in a long time. Gonna create a self-indulgent series for my own satisfaction as well as others who want to watch me create my own universe ^^ keep an eye out!
Sorry I went offline for a while, I had some issues to sort out, but itâs all good now! I should be creating more posts in the future so be on the lookout!
-Luckyđž
THIS
letâs talk, shall we?
itâs no secret that tumblr writers have been leaving or deactivating their blogs, especially in the last year or two. and i think the reason why is even less of a secret.
the fact that writers have to practically beg for feedback and interaction on a site where they post their works for FREE is ridiculous. the fact that most of the people who are reading and consuming these works donât even spare 10 seconds to add a nice tag to their reblog (if they even bother to do that) is borderline enraging. this is tumblr, not instagram or twitter. likes on tumblr do nothing for the writer. i donât care if you think that it helps them appear in the tags, or if you think that seeing yet another â___ liked your postâ is encouraging to them, because it doesnât and its not.
and speaking of likes, why is the ratio of likes to reblogs so fucking huge? and before you think iâm being dramatic, lets take a look at some of the notes from my own works.
at the time of me writing this, my one-shot, dream lover, has 821 notes. thatâs pretty good right? but letâs see how many are empty likes and how many are reblogs.
769 likes.
52 reblogs.
out of those 52 reblogs, 35 of them are empty. no tag, no comment.
one of my reactions currently has 2,038 notes. you may be thinking thatâs a lot, which it is and iâm incredibly thankful for how many notes iâve gotten on it. but how many are likes and how many are reblogs?
1,924 likes.
113 reblogs.
out of those 113 reblogs, 81 of them are empty.
one of my headcanons currently has 1,110 notes.
1,069 likes.
41 reblogs.
28 of those 41 reblog are empty.
why is it so hard to reblog things and give feedback?
âoh but it wonât fit my blog theme!â if youâre so fucking concerned about what your precious tumblr blog looks like, then send an ask. theyâre just as appreciated.
âi donât know what to say tho!â weâre not asking you to be shakespeare. if youâre really that no thoughts head empty just put a keyboard smash, if nothing else.
âbut iâm shy and embarrassed!â the anonymous option is there for a reason, and most writers have it turned on. being shy when you have the option of keeping your identity a secret is no excuse.
and yes, iâm aware that some writers donât have the anon option on, which brings me to my final point.
stop. demanding.
if a writer has requests open, be a decent human being and use your manners. going into their inbox and saying â____âs reaction of this.â is no way to request something. saying please, thank you, or even âhey, could you do a reaction of _____?â is a thousand times better than just telling them what you want them to write.
writers spend hours of their time and energy to write things for you to read, and leaving an empty like is meaningless to them.
if your liked a writerâs works, reblog them and maybe add some nice fucking tags while youâre at or send an ask to them about it. because sooner or later, after so many likes and barely any interaction, more and more writers are going to leave.
stop making them desperate for any spare crumb of interaction and start leaving feedback if you love these writers so much.
Sorry I havenât posted anything in a while. Finals. Iâll post something soon tho!
-Lucky đž
my post in a long time. Gonna create a self-indulgent series for my own satisfaction as well as others who want to watch me create my own universe ^^ keep an eye out!
I am currently experiencing Chuuya brainrot and its getting kinda bad đ I might write a self-indulgent Chuuya x reader fanfic to try to keep it at bay :)
-Lucky
out of curiosity, does everyone have a certain type of character they get attached to or are urs random
Bruh I just got an NSFW bot đ am I the only one getting these? /gen Iâm scared now đ
Cool book I got đ Iâm on the first chapter and itâs pretty good so far!
Reblogging this because it took too long for me to make this one, hopefully it gains enough traction and wonât flop đ
Drunk-Dazed: A Dazai x reader fic
Genre: Angst(?), fluff
||Welcome to my first BSD fic! I havenât written for this fandom at all, but I was craving Dazai content, so I have decided to give it a shot! Maybe I will make more if it gets enough likesâŚwho knows? In the fic, assume that {name} and Dazai have already been dating ^^ Also the whole fic will be from {name}âs pov. [tw for use of weapons like g*ns and katanas. Also mild-ish Cursing (if you consider it a trigger)]||
{(name)âs pov}
I never really liked parties...or huge balls at all, but here I am at a ballroom, people dressed in suits and dresses. Dancing wasnât really my thing, so I ended up watching others dance while I was standing by the food table, Ranpo standing not that far away from me, devouring all the sweets. I canât believe I let that maniac Dazai drag me into here. I mean, he does look quite happy. Everyone seems happyâŚbut something feels offâŚ
âGreetings Bella, may I have this dance?â A male voice asked. âAgh! Dazai, you scared me! Shit, well, sure! Iâm not the best dancer in the world, but-â I was caught off my him holding my icy cold hand with his rather warm ones. He exclaimed with a soft smile, âOh, itâs fine Bella, Iâm sure youâre the best dancer in this room!â âNo need to be sappy my gorgeous Foxgloveâ I replied with a small smirk. The man was stunned, blinking twice to register what he had heard. âFoxglove? Thatâs a new one. Iâm afraid you might beat me, Bella!â He exclaimed with a laugh. âWell, it was that or Hemlock. I thought Floxglove was better in retrospectâ I explained with a nervous laugh. âWell, isnât my Belladonna getting smart?â He said with a smile before the song ended, us bowing to each other.
Before I could thank him for the compliment, I sensed something was very off. â{name}? Is something wrong?â Dazai asked with concern. He never really used my name, unless he was being really serious like, business serious. âAh, itâs nothing Dazai. Why donât we get something to drink, yeah?â I asked with a smile that I forced onto my face. He looked at me with a brow raised. He then remembered our previous conversationâŚ
[Flashback]
âIâm not sure if we should go to the party. Being stuck in a room for 3 hours? Passâ I deadpanned before handing the slightly wrinkled envelope to Dazai. âIt will be fun Bella! HmmmmâŚah! How about we do a deal hm? A quid pro quo, so to speak?â He suggested with a rather concerning smile âUmâŚsure? Tell me the conditions first and then Iâll decideâ I responded, before sitting back down on the worn out couch we got at a garage sale 3 years ago.
âHow about, in exchange for you going to the ball with me, which is different from a party, we will-â âwait, itâs a ball? Iâm sorry for cutting you off, but I thought it was a partyâ I said in surprise âOh no, Bella. Itâs a ball, a pretty fancy one at that.â âA fancy ball? And what will I get in return?â âMy loveâ âDonât I get that every day?â I asked back âFair point. I will get you takeout from [favorite fast food place]-â âDeal. Also if you donât mind, could I bring my katana? For safety measuresâ I asked. He shot me a curious expression, âSure. Why would you want to bring it?â âJust in case anything goes wrong. The invitation looked suspicious to me.â âAh, I see. Well then, bring it with youâ He said with a nod. âThanks. Also if I suspect anything going wrong, Iâll let you know by asking for something I wouldnât get at partiesâ âUnderstood. I donât blame you for questioning the invitation. Iâm sure weâll be fine thoughâ he commented before going to get ready.
âI just want to make sure we have a way of protection, in case something does go wrong. I would hate not being able to do anything and just stand there all uselessâŚâ he paused and walked to me and embraced me in his arms, feeling my eyes water a little at the confession as well as Dazaiâs comforting hug. âYouâre not useless, katana or no katana. Youâre one of the most strongest [woman/man/people] that I have ever known. Donât ever think like that, okay?â He asked before kissing my forehead. âOkay. Thanks Dazai, but still, I would like to have a way to protect you. You always protect me, and Iâm considering this as my payback.â âI know, just make sure you stay safe yourself, okay?â He asked, his dark brown eyes looked into my [eye color] eyes, with a fiery and burning passion, I buried my face into his chest before mumbling, âI will. I love you Dazai. I love you to infinity and backâ His eyes widened a little before softly smiling and murmuring âMe too, Bella. You donât know how much I really do love you.â
[End Flashback]
He looked at me with worry, also noticing the atmosphere change. I went back to my spot, scanning the area. Everything looked normal, except for a male who looked fairly suspicious. The second I looked away, he slipped behind the entrance door and vanished. I looked behind and noticed Dazai was talking to one of the members. Perfect! I can sneak away and see who that man is. Now all I need is my- I had my katana on my back and only now did I realize my back felt lighter than before. Shit, whoever that person was, he stole it! Fuck, now I need to find out where he is. I sighed, quickly mumbling curses before slipping out of the venue.
It was fairly cold outside, me wearing a suit and forgoing the dress was a good idea. I went to the direction the person went and then I saw a figure holding a katana. He saw me and booked it, running towards a nearby Forrest. Oh, looks like heâs getting away. Well, shit I dashed after him, and it became a cat and mouse game. I happened to be the cat this time. I timed it right and leapt at the figure and tackled them to the ground.
I noticed the figures eye color, reflecting off the moonlight. Why do they look so familiar? Itâs too damn dark to see who it actually is. Damn it. I swiftly took my katana back and stood up, pointing the katana at the persons neck. âTell me your nameâ I stated, sharply. âI thought you would know who I amâ the figure replied with a rough cough. Ah, shit. âAkutagawa, I assume?â
âYes, you are correctâ he responded dryly. âSurprised to see you here. Why all the rush though? The party was just getting started.â I asked with a sly smirk. âWell, you see- Rashomon!â He yelled, seeing the all to familiar thing dart at me. I dodged it and when it attacked me again, I deflected it with my katana. âNice try, Akutagawa. Youâre going to have to try harder to kill me though and get my katanaâ I teased before swiftly dodging another attack.
âI guess I will give it my all thenâ He replied before he attacked, the monster darting at me, snapping its mouth. I dodge a few times before one of his hits grazed me and gave me a scratch. Itâs just a scratch, even so, Dazai will kill me. I mentally sigh before dodging another attack. I attempted to make a hit before he flung me and I fell into a bush. I quickly got up and dodged again. I wonder where Dazai i- my thoughts got cut off by the sound of footsteps, more like shoes running toward me â{name}! Are you okay?â Dazai asked, his voice full of concern. âYeah, just got a small scratchâ I said holding my arm and wincing in between my labored breathing pattern.
I heard the ruffling of leaves and before I knew it, the port mafia members surrounded us. Shit I mumbled something, getting into my fighting stance. âLooks like we got company, Dazaiâ I mumbled removing my hand and pacing it on the handle of my weapon. âIâll try to make this quickâ I said with a small laugh.
I heard a gunshot and quickly deflected the bullet, it hitting a nearby tree. âWell, what do you think we should do {name}?â Dazai mumbled âI say letâs book it back, we need to let the others knowâ I responded with a small smile. âGood idea Bella. I know I can count on you. Alright We book it on three. OneâŚâ I noticed the members getting closer. âTwoâŚ.â I grip my katana handle tighter, my heart racing. âthreeâ Dazai temporarily disabled them before we both dashed towards the venue, the mafia members vision being clouded with dust.
While we ran out of the forest and toward the ballroom place, Dazai noticed the injury I had âIâllâŚtakeâŚcareâŚofâŚthatâŚlaterâ Dazai said between breaths. I quickly looked behind me and Akutagawa was about it hit Dazai before I interfered and got hit instead. âDAZAI! GO!â I yelled to him âIâll catch up! Donât worry!â I yelled before I almost got hit by an attack. Dazai looked back at me and said âNo, Iâm not leaving you behind, especially after that injury you gotâ he stated before getting our opponent off of me. âWe should get going, we can talk laterâ I murmured before bolting to the place, Dazai nodded and followed right behind me.
[two hours after the party. Dazai and {name}âs house]
The fight that Dazai and I had to do was fairly rough, but with the help of the others, it was over fast. The ball had ended an hour after we fought them off. Dazai and I had decided to go back to our quarters early. Dazai has been at it at my injuries for 20 minutes. âYou need to be more careful when you fight, Bellaâ Dazai mumbled after finishing wrapping up my wounds. âAkutagawa has gotten speedier than the last time I or anyone I see has fought himâ I defended, crossing my arms in mock anger. âMy Bella is mad, oh what ever shall I do?â He asked dramatically. I laughed and playfully shoved him in response. It was moments like these that made life all the more better.
Before I knew it, the clock struck midnight and I was on our shared bed. Dazai was writing something in a journal while I was reading a book. I closed my book, using an old store receipt as a book mark. âDazai, do you know why he chased me?â I asked, glancing at the man who was laying down, sprawled out like a cat. âHe probably wants something from you, that all I know.â He replied with a yawn. âOkay Mr. Whiskersâ I joked before he pulled me down onto the bed, my head hitting the soft pillow. âI need to turn off the lights Da-â âItâs okay Bella, I got itâ Dazai interrupted before turning off the lights. âGoodnight, my Bellaâ He mumbled before burying his face onto my neck, causing me to laugh. âGoodnight my beautiful Foxgloveâ I said before kissing his head.
That night, the two of us fell asleep to the flaps of the curtain and the soft glow of the moon. A small reminder that even through darkness, there will always be a light, and one can hope that that light will never dim.
||Hello! Thatâs the end of my very long Dazai x reader fanfic! I would say itâs about 1k words (more or less)! I hope yâall enjoyed and an Eren x reader fic is on the making! Keep your eyes peeled for that!||
hi if youâre a Greta fan and a terf please just block me I donât wanna talk to yâall
reblog if youâre a lesbian who supports bi girls, a bi girl who supports lesbians, or if you want all wlw to have a nice day
I saw a bug crawling on my finger and Iâm close to crying, I hate bugs đ It probably flew away from me waving my hand frantically and screeching đ Iâm scared now