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when hozier said "my life was a storm since i was born, how could i fear any hurricane?" i cried

men will never understand this pain.

last night, i had a dream that i was pregnant and throughout the first half of the dream, i was anxiously waiting for my baby to be born. the father wasn't present (still kinda mad that i never got the context of who tf knocked me up 🙄) but i didn't care because i loved my child so much that nothing else in the world mattered.

i know it was only a dream, but istg i could feel kicking in my stomach and i would crave random snacks.

i spent my time making sure to only eat certain foods if they were healthy for the baby. i would spend my day tending to its care to make sure nothing would harm my unborn child. and near the end of my pregnancy, i found out that my child was gonna be a girl !! 🥳🥳

the second half of the dream was spent raising my daughter.

she was literally the funniest, kindest, and the most perfect girl i'd ever encountered. i loved the little shit to death. like i'm not exaggerating when i say i would happily die for her if she asked nicely.

she liked to eat popsicles -- her favorites were the pink ones and she refused to eat anything flavored orange.

she loved slushies, but hated brainfreezes. like, ik that nobody enjoys getting a brain freeze, but she despised them. she would refuse to drink / eat cold foods due to her fear of getting one. ☹️

her favorite way to pass time was to draw in her coloring book. she liked to use crayons more than colored pencils or markers. she said they blended better ??

i loved her with my entire heart.

but when i woke up from my dream and my little girl wasn't with me? that was the most pain i'd ever felt in my whole life.

i cannot even begin to explain how mind altering that was for me. all my life, i swore up & down that i would never have children. i said this because i helped to raise my younger siblings for YEARS and i hated every second of it. so why would i willingly put myself through that? well i was given a pretty good reasoning after i met my daughter ☺️

i want my baby girl back so bad.

“I love being me, it pisses off all the right people.”

currently writing a new fic & istening to noah kahan while my cat is snuggled up beside me. my sheets are freshly cleaned and i just started burning a new incense that i ❤️ the smell of so my room doesn't smell like her shit

life couldn't be better 🤭🤭

i’m a matt girl but hear me out…

— ★ !! about me

hello!! my name is erilyn, but i go by ‘lyn’ as a nickname. i mostly write on wattpad, but im trying to get into tumblr as well. i have lost of published and finished wattpad books — if you’d like to check those out, my username is erilynlovesbooks. i release a chapter at the same time everyday. my followers really appreciate my consistency, so ill try my hardest to bring some of that onto tumblr as well :)

my favorite things to do are read, write, watch the triplets videos, and snuggle with my cats. oh! speaking of pets, my cats are who i will probably talk about the most because they’re evil gremlins. however, i have a dog and she’s my favorite thing in the world. so, even though she won’t be mentioned as much as my cats, i don’t want you guys to forget about her because she’s the loml 🫶

below, i’ve listed things that i like and dislike. regardless of my personal opinion, i want you all to remember that i respect and support any contradictory opinions of your own.

likes !!

- reading / writing

- my two kittens , indie + teeves

- my dog , sadie

- sweets

- outerspace <3

- feminism >>

- the ocean

dislikes !!

- chocolate…

- bugs w/ lots of legs

- oranges ( the fruit )

- messiness

- misogyny / homophobia / etc.

like i already said, i will respect your opinions as long as you respect mine. on my page, i will not tolerate hate in any way. if there is an issue, come to me. do not argue in my comments or anything like that.

hey i just wanna say i hope your doing ok, and i hope your finals season went well!! ❤️❤️

aww ty bbg, im doing pretty well !!

also i took & passed all my exams so i'll be trying my hardest to be more active now

— ★ !! 07

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i use social maker 😜

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