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you know what you are, darling?

all mine.

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i wish so deeply for someone to love me. for once, someone to love me with my best interests in mind, the same way i have been selflessly loving others my whole life. love me like a person, not a concept. love me like a person, not a toy. love me like a person, not a distraction. love me like a person, not a buffer for the in-between. love me like i love them. with all their heart.

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