OF COURSE I GET MY PERIOD ON MY WEIGH IN DAY, JUST MY LUCK.
I know maintaining is better than gaining, but I just feel so stuck. May the honeymoon phase find me again. ❤️🩹😔
I’m gonna cry. I just had to end my 26hr fast, now I feel awful, and my leg is weirdly numb.
I’m now gonna weigh in on Feb 5th, just because weighing myself everyday and seeing every little change isn’t working+ my scale is a bit broken tbh, and it removes and gains like 20 pounds from my weight, even minutes apart and it’s really messing with my mind.
one of my fav ana communities is gone :(
Genuinely need to lose weight quick, because I need to die, but I have to die sk1nny.
I HATE HATE when my parents confront me abt things, like I understand it but I just want them to shut up and leave me alone tbh.
Like today my mom was all like ‘Stop taking to me like your the parent and I’m the child’ well maybe if you regulated your emotions and stopped acting like a five year old I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if I didn’t have to comfort you everyday because you feel unhappy with your life I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you didn’t expect me to always be all sweet with you, and make you feel better about being with my dad then I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you stopped complaining about every single little thing that’s wrong, I’d treat you like a parent.
Stfu.
Also she got mad that I’ve been using pmo, in regular speech since it’s disrespectful, ITS A FUCKING JOKE. She was all ‘What if your dad told his father he was pissing him off?’ Yeah I guess it wouldn’t go over well bc my dad’s father is practically abusive.
Anyway, I think I’m just mad bc I broke my fast.
JUST TOOK A SHARPINER FROM MY ART TEACHER, I’VE BEEN MAKING CUTE BABY STYRO’S ALL DAY, SINCE I’VE BEEN HOME. ❤️❤️❤️
Thou mayst have fasted 3 days; why even a week, if I may? But be not deceived, for thou art still fat. 😔