Monbeauloup - Our Tragedy Was Written In The Stars

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fear makes people do terrible things.

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Two words. James Potter.

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"The sense of me" by Mud Flow & "Patterns" by Matthew and Me (I couldn’t choose) ♡

Sirius secretly sends Remus little notes all December, then reveals himself on Christmas

December 1st 

Your eyes are mesmerizing I could watch them for hours

- Xoxo 

December 3rd 

I hope you have a good day, remember to smile. It makes you miles prettier. Not that you’re not already stunning.

- Xoxo 

December 9th 

I love you

- Ღ 

December 11th 

I would wait a whole lifetime for you. 

- Seriously 

“I love you? Wow. Are you sure you have no idea who this is?” 

Remus sighed and shrugged, taking the folded paper from James’s hand and tucking it back inside his pocket neatly. That was the thing. The notes were always short, barely two sentences at the most, written in a script that looked somehow familiar to him but he had yet to pin how. The notes could barely mean anything. They were just pieces of paper, right? 

But Remus hung onto them. It had been almost two weeks now and every two days, without fail, he would wake up to another small folded paper next to his bed. James and Peter swore they never saw anyone enter their dorm, it was theirs after all and no one else should have been able to get in without them noticing. 

“Maybe they’re levitating them through the window?” Sirius offered one morning while tossing his tie around his neck. Remus had cocked an eyebrow and asked, “Who would go to all that trouble?” 

Sirius grinned and shrugged. “Who knows, Moony. I mean, who wouldn’t?” 

Remus frowned. “What do you mean by that?” 

“I mean…you’re you.” Sirius uttered a slightly awkward laugh before leaving the room with a wave. “C’mon it’s time for breakfast, don’t take forever coming down.” 

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Parallels

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10th March 1977

Dear Remus,

I’m reduced to a thing that only wants you. I've never told you, but it doesn’t make it any less real. I’m in love with you. I’ve been for three years. I hate myself for it, but i’m so in love. Stupid, unbearable love.

I tried to make it go away,

I tried to run from it,

I tried to fight it,

but you always found your

way back to me again.

Please forgive me. I never wanted to lose you. I’ve always held our friendship dear, but i couldn’t fight my feelings any longer. That’s why i’m composing this letter to you, in these sleepless hours of the night. My heart feels heavy, i’m so scared. The gravity of my love for you drowns me in a precipice of ecstasy, dreaming of you. I miss you, in a simple desperate human way.

I hope you won’t hate me. I couldn’t bear it. I’m scared to look you in the eyes again. Maybe you could not tell my feelings, but it's only because i was worried and frightened.

All my love forever,

Sirius.

Dmm just thinking about how exile by Taylor Swift are Sirius and Remus most inner thoughts/feelings, when Sirius was in Azkaban after thinking Remus was the spy. 😓✋

Remus finishing reading The Secret History and just sobbing into Sirius’ shoulder, while clutching onto his shirt and him being held close by Sirius. Remus can’t even explain why he’s crying bc that book is a fucking emotional rollercoaster.

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