Chronic Pain And Final Exams At The Same Time Isn't Fun

had to cancel so many plans with my friends recently...

do they seem mad? -nope

did they say that they are mad? -nope

do i still think that they are mad? -absolutely

me: oh! i think i feel ok today!

me: [sits up]

me: oh. never mind

"you complain a lot" when i haven't even told them half my symptoms and mentioned not feeling well two days in a row

the urge the give my dnd character a chronic illness cause i want representation

collapsing on the floor in front of people that question my chronic illness just for them to freak out like i haven't told them this could happen at least 5 times

i miss travelling without basically taking a mini pharmacy with me

loving people with chronic health conditions and there being nothing to do to help them SUCKS

i have chronic issues myself but when i break down it's mostly because the people i love are miserable

i am tired of seeing the people i care about suffer without being able to help

fighting the occasional urge to scream, because being chronically ill feels unfair and it really is all too much sometimes

started doing physical therapy again and my chronic pain got worse... really debating just quitting rn

i ate a dry piece of bread... nothing else... my stomach feels like someone is stabbing me