Feeling Kind Of Apathetic But Having An Every Day Is All There Is Kind Of Day But I Made Soup And I’m

My dad (a surgeon for context) has black shoes he wears to work, always thought he’s a genx guy he picks the simple colors. Visiting my parents this weekend and he comes home late, emergency add on “blood was pouring on my shoes an hour ago and you would never know”

Since yikyak kicked off all the non college students this will now be my stream of conscious posts, sorry in advance.

Anyways in my dream last y night I was a training ballet dancer and now I’m convinced I can stand on my toes. Is it a bad idea to try

Bought a pie for work today, forgot the pie at home, now I have a whole pie at home and I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing

I will not be sleeping for several days and that is a good thing

OG!Cale fanfictions recommendation:

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[og!Cale-centric] in accordance by pheenick 💝

[LCF] Love is gone by sleepycale 💝

[LCF] Are you saying Goodbye? by JadedMindscape

[og!AlCale] "Unexpected Meetings" - series by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] "dreams" - series by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] the root of the problem by abralhugres

His Majesty's Messenger by Aisha_mirai

A Man who had No Love by Justsamrandumbfujoshi

[og!Cale-centric] Forgive Dad by Verzy

[og!AlCale] Winter Affliction by abralhugres

[og!Cale-centric] the red means... [you belong to me] by Further_From_Humanity 💝

it's you by Milamimi

[og!AlCale] In another life by Verzy

[og!AlCale] don’t go where i can’t follow by shuangxuans 💝

[og!AlCale] a Lout and a Prince by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] the villainess gets revenge by abralhugres

[RokCale] feelings too strong to contain by abralhugres

[RokCale] Type of kisses by wifteria

[RokCale] Knock on the Coffin by esdegen 💝

[RokCale] Salvation & Sin by Luc_00 (Dawn_007)

[CJS x Heniroksoo] you drew stars around my scars (but now i’m bleeding) by todoloey

[og!AlCale] "Switched" - series by abralhugres

[og!Cale-centric] Nightmare in the Flesh by Verzy

Complicated by abralhugres

[ROokCale] Why Cale Henituse can't leave the duchy by wifteria

[Og!AlCale] ( IF I AM THE SUN ) by AKingsAffection

[RokCale] You Are Mine by ThisIsVee 💝

ON-GOING

[LCF AlCale] Crown Prince's Rule Breaker by minamintsoo

[LCF x ORV] The Kimcom in Rowoon by Tsukki_yan 💝

One Bad End is Enough by AsterEfflores 💝

[og!Cale-centric] his brother's keeper by thursdays 💝

Cut Yourself On My Glass Plate by SkylerSkyhigh 💝

Open Your Eyes And Take A Look Around You. by VaraUser 💝

Reacting to Reading by Cortes01

Acquaint Fate by Unlucky_Cactus 💝

[LCF] Ancient Powers Hijack Cale's Body by mishamoonberry

[og!AlCale] Fuck our Problems by Verzy 💝

[og!AlCale] death is the only ending for the trash queen by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] crossed fates - series by abralhugres 💝

[og!AlCale] puppy love by abralhugres

[og!Cale-centric] Vermilion made of Cinnabar by PoisonousLana

[PolySoo x og!Cale] more is better ;D by abralhugres, small_mew 💝

[LCF x BNHA] BNHA react to TCF by KNX7

Hunter by Theta_Shi

The Silver Coin and The Pretty Rock by ThisIsVee 💝

This Time Around by ThisIsVee

everyone around him dies by abralhugres 💝

[og!ChoiCale] 그렇더라고요 (When You Love Someone) by mishamoonberry 💝

[og!AlCale] (what we lose in the fire) by AKingsAffection 💝

my world as i wish for by mishamoonberry 💝

Group Hug!!!! by squidballsinc

[RokCale] Damage control by Mir_Hope20 💝

Patchwork Soul by ThisIsVee 💝

Cale's Guide to Raising Your Yandere Brother by GingerVee (ThisIsVee), ThisIsVee 💝

End My Suffering Dear Duke! by Aceresa 💝

[RokCale] Everyone Deserves to be Loved by Loveable_Psychopath

I Reject The Maidens! by C0rr3ct 💝

[RokCale] Sleeping Partners (they really just sleep) by FollowerOfCaleism 💝

[RokCale] The Sun Proposed to the Moon by Nami_San18

💝 The one I love the most ❤❤❤

This is my latest updated og!Cale fanfictions I've read

The one without [...] in front of its title means that the story /somehow/ involved both KRS and Cale

And, yes, I'm a hardcore og!AlCale and RokCale shipper

I do read some krs!Cale-centric fanfiction but when it come to LCF 'canon'-verse, I avoided E-rated and shippy ones and I don't usually bookmarked them

It's hard to find one to my liking because most M-rated and T-rated ones still with ships and s3xual content while there are few with those rates because of the theme or gore or language but most are not, so...

I like the light read ones, but most of the times I just want to read the heavy ones that without ships but those are so rare...

Idk whether you, @grumpywiltedlettuce, already read them or not but these are the one I like the most!!

Cale Being Mistaken as a Dragon

Some of my favorite sections to reread

ch77

Litana could see that the man had a magic bag on him, but did not have a sword or anything else, as if he had just come into the forest for a stroll. He also seemed to know his way around. He had an odd atmosphere around him. She suddenly thought of something.‘…Is he a dragon?’ She recalled the legend about the dragon that would grant your wish. The legend did not say anything about the dragon’s appearance nor how it showed up. Litana knew her thoughts were probably wrong, but she could not help but become full of anticipation. It was at that moment. Litana made eye contact with this man named Cale and could see him start to smile. “I am not a dragon.”

ch100-101

“Young master-nim, are you perhaps a dragon-.” Shawn and Tasha both froze up, while Choi Han’s pupils started to shake.”No.” Cale was very stern. “I am not a dragon.”

ch109

The Elf who stopped Cale did not budge at Pendrick’s actuals and became chaotic as he looked toward Cale.“T, tha-.”The Elf started to speak in a shaking voice. “Do, do you believe in mana?” Cale thought the Elf was asking if he was religious. Cale started to laugh out of nervousness. The middle-aged Elf flinched after seeing Cale’s smirk. This relaxed demeanor and those cruel eyes that looked down on anything other than himself. It was the same as the great gaze of a Dragon. ‘The feeling of a Dragon that is floating around in the air.’ There was no way a Dragon would be spinning around in circles like this. The Elf was certain that Cale was using his aura and spinning it in a circle to play around with the lifeforms in the restaurant. It was something a Dragon would do. If that was the case, then there was only one person the Dragon it could be. ‘That person has the strongest scent of nature on him.’

… He had to be a Dragon. But he did not dare to say that out loud….“I do not believe in something like mana.”A Dragon would have responded that he believed in mana. However, Cale answered that he did not believe in mana.

Cale looked directly into the Elf’s eyes and made his stance clear.

The Elf slowly started to look down. “… I will proceed as you wish.”…“I apologize for disturbing you. I will pretend not to know you in the future, sir. I pray that you are not upset.” ‘…This is too weird. It definitely feels like he is treating me like a Dragon. An Elemental that has met a Dragon would definitely tell this Elf that I am a human. What is going on?

ch222

He flattened himself against the silver shield and observed Cale, who was on the other side. To be more accurate, he was observing the area around Cale. “…I smell a Lord. That power from earlier was definitely a Dragon Lord. I know it was. I’ve smelled it before.” ‘This crazy bastard.’ Cale could not help but think that way after seeing this scene that. seemed to be straight out of a horror movie. “Are you a Dragon?” The mage’s eyes sparkled. The fiery thunderbolt. That thunderbolt was made up of pure natural power and mana. This was not something a human mage could do…. “You’re a Dragon. Hmm? Are you a Dragon that came out to play? Is it you? Or is it that thing next to you? Hmm?” Bang! Bang! The Dragon half-blood’s two fists slammed against the shield. ‘This crazy bastard. Does Arm only have lunatics like this?’ Cale looked toward the completely insane person and started to speak “A Dragon that came out to play my ass. Sounds more like your brain went out to play. Stop spewing such nonsense.” “Hahahaha!” The Dragon half-blood started to laugh at Cale’s response. “Yes, I knew you would be that way. Dragons are always good at doing things like this. They feign ignorance and then play around with people much weaker than them. Kahaha, how fun. This is so much-.”

Edit: ch639

[Bakehe] could see the long vertical pupils after seeing Rasheel’s eyes up close. He then started to think about the spells Rasheel used that even the Royal Mage could not use. Rasheel’s mana and skills were also strong enough to take down a sword master like himself. ... The person calling him a human bastard was not human. ‘…A Dragon! Smile. Rasheel started to smile. “You finally get it? You finally understand who I am?”

The young boy walked over to Bakehe and made a comment. “We gathered to prevent you from working with the White Star to create chaos in the world.” Bakehe recalled how Rasheel couldn’t even talk back to this young boy. He had acted as if he was addressing a superior. Who could a Dragon address as a superior? '…Another Dragon!’ It would be impossible unless it was another Dragon. “I heard that the kingdoms on the Eastern continent are working with the White Star to cause chaos on the Western and Eastern continents.” The young boy gave off a noble demeanor. He seemed even more Dragon-like than Rasheel and naturally gave off a sense of being a ruler. “We could not sit back and let you do as you pleased. Did you really think you could survive after pulling this kind of crap?” ... “If you continue your alliance… Your future will only consist of chaos, destruction, and despair.”

The young boy looked toward Rasheel, who added on in a growling voice. “Human, make sure to heed our warning as we are saying it as the representative of the Dragons." Cale nodded his head. ‘I’m not a Dragon, so Rasheel needs to say it as the representative of the Dragons.' However, Bakehe thought that Cale nodding his head looked more majestic and caused him to think. ‘The Dragons are gathering because of what the White Star is trying to do!’ Dragons were too strong. They were able to easily handle a sword master like Bakehe. ‘And if there are multiple Dragons……?!’ Would he be able to survive?

There's probably some im missing

Hey bitches bros and nonbinary hoes. Guess who saw another movie? You don’t have to guess it’s me, it’s always me. Anywho Wicked was great 7.4/10, not my normal type of movie (Musical) but incredible if you know anything about Oz and the Wicked universe. Fantastic sets and songs and acting, Ariana Grande does look a bit anorexic and her acting makes her feel punchable in a good way- it is the first half of the play and runs a good 2 hours 40 minutes but it doesn’t feel that long. Lots of relevance to today and metaphors reflecting politics and society. Made my sister cry, can’t wait for part 2.

Some days you are a responsible adult and other days you sit on the kitchen floor at 1 AM eating Nutella with your fingers and buying ornate mirrors on Facebook marketplace 

F ok if anyone’s still up go to bed and note to future self the birds start chirping at 2:45 in May

austin butler has become a jump scare in my life, like im for sure happy hes finding success but going from Dune 2 to Masters of the Air to Elvis... thats some range