A Burning Hill // Mitski

Not a big fan of what melatonin has been doing to my dreams lately.

If it keeps you from killing yourself it's not stupid. This applies to anything btw.

Rebecca Ross, Divine Rivals

Désolé - Gorillaz . https://youtu.be/ZLKZKmdZEjM

Désolé, désolé quand tu pars (Sorry, sorry when you leave) Désolé, I’m a long way from land Desolé, I don’t know what to do Désolé, désolé, try to hold on to you

Fun fact, désolé both means sorry and desolate in french! This song struck me as very… Theon Greyjoy angst. Just a lil doodle for the sad, dead meow meow, with some alt vers for eye candy.

the beach

“It’s okay to not be okay”

Unless it impacts your work performance…

Or your grades

Or how you act

Or if it causes you to say no

Or if you’re harder to be around

Or if you need time alone

Or if you talk about it

Or show symptoms

“It’s okay to not be okay”

Unless you have trauma

Unless you have one of those “scary” mental illnesses

Unless it inconveniences me

Unless you’re undiagnosed

Unless you cry or scream or make a scene

Unless you don’t keep that shit to yourself

Unless you make me uncomfortable

Unless I can’t infantilize or fetishize you

Unless you have hallucinations

Unless you have psychosis

Unless you get angry

Unless I think you’re cringe

Unless you can’t preform hygiene tasks

Unless you’re disabled, or trans, or gay, or not white, or fat, or AFAB, or intersex, or a man… so I guess anyone

“It’s okay to not be okay”

As long as nobody ever finds out.

Our society has a severe issue with performative activism, and mental health is a huge example of this. Every time someone considers reaching out, they run through this list mentally. This is why true activists and resources need to be loudly supportive of all the things on this list. Take the subtext out of your support.

whats your favorite sea creature

That’s a hard question and depends on the week you ask but currently am obsessed with Shipworms (who live in mangroves and wood in marine environments so close enough to me), which are actually bivalves like clams and oysters and not “worms”…

Also love Conches, cetaceans, frogfish, stingrays, echinoderms in general..