If I Weren't Myself, I Would Be Attracted To Me. I Mean, I'm Exactly My Type: Male, Brown Or Black Hair,

It's my mum's birthday!

Transmed Thoughts #1

You shouldn’t be proud to be trans. It’s a problem that needs to be solved. It ruins lives. It hurts people. I would do literally ANYTHING to not be trans. Just be born a real male. But I can’t.

Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck on a ferris wheel. One minute I'm on top of the world the next I'm at rock bottom. Over and over, all day long. Because a lot about life is great. But nobody knows I'm transgender.

-Turquoise

Percy’s “you’re gonna find out” to Ares ohhhhh holy shit

(Ik I’m late lmao 💀)

You can tell that Percy Jackson is Jewish in the same way you can tell that Will Byers is Jewish: both their mothers are so, so incredibly Jewish.

HOLY SHIT THE FOURTH EPISODE IS SO GOOD!!! This is when it really became something for me. The acting improved, story improved, world building improved. And so many exciting scenes from the books to look forward to that weren’t in the movies.

I am constantly getting blue balled in this damn house

My therapist says I don’t really have the right to be angry at my parents because they accept that I’m trans when it’s not generally accepted.

I’ve grown up in fear of them because of how bad the verbal and physical abuse was/is (mostly while I was younger).

I just can’t agree. I know how lucky I am. I’m on T as a minor. I’m literally blessed. I also know how I felt as a five year old, running from my dad, multiple times a week, as he chased after me, screaming how he’s going to kill me, and trying to often.

It’s a weird combination. One saved my life, the other ruined it. I’m so grateful, but I also will forever hate them (my mom for defending my dad no matter what, and hiding his actions from others like police and DYFS).

I feel like no one can really relate to this but I feel guilt for my anger/hatred/not forgiving them because of how accepting they are. It’s so weird.

Almost every friendship I’ve had with a male has had undertones of homoeroticism (and gay allegations)

I hate these people so much it’s actually so unfunny and almost 200K likes??