If I Had A Nickel For Every Time I Cried My Way Through The Last Episode Of A Mike Flannigan Series,

sometimes a family IS a non-psychic girl who communicates w the dead, a boy w visions, a boy whose dreams materialize, a guy who has been dead for years and Richard Campbell Gansey III

when i’m going about my day listening to the oppenheimer soundtrack and suddenly i am become death the destroyer of worlds

“I loved you completely and you loved me the same. That’s all, the rest is confetti…”

Mike Flannigan your days are numbered

me: yeah i know a little bit of latin

the latin: cubitum eamus??

I feel like we forget sometimes how insane Ronan's crush on Adam was. Like, oh my god? They weren't even dating for most of these... The longing, the yearning, the devotion, the lovesick pining - 10/10, *chef's kiss*, nobody is doing it like him. He loves Adam - lonesome, unknowable Adam - like it's breathing. They make me violently ill.

too many people forgetting blue is a glorious and fearless animal. too many people forgetting blue sargent main character of all time. what if your girl shredded and crocheted her own wardrobe and covered her room in various crafts and wanted to study ecology and needed multiple pins to keep her hair back and worked 1 million odd jobs including teaching penmanship to third graders and agreed to ride in a helicopter with strangers on a first date and kissed a ghost bc she realized she could and slipped her hand into her friends’ hands whenever she felt like it and joined their quest with the same wonder and loyalty as if it were her own and LITERALLY breathed life and energy into the people around her. you would never shut up about her probably

my new year’s resolution is to be so mysterious and alluring that I haunt a man’s every thought and dream for the rest of his life

Richard Papen is the kind of guy to say “i know a spot” and then take you to a run down apartment with a hole in the roof in the middle of winter

something about adam parrish believing he’s unknowable, that no one truly knows or understands him not even his closest friends

something about adam parrish being ronan’s second secret, quite literally a core piece of who ronan is

omg ingydar is so fucking good

like the stmbolism?????

the dark cherries as a stand in for blood?????

the comparisons of the horse and the narrator’s experience with childbirth and miscarrige????

the poetry that is the lyrics????

“You are as far from me as memory  With fixtures fracture varyingly  The juice of dark cherries cover my skin  Six years in, no baby” ?????

AAAAAA ITS JUST SO GOOD