Saving For Later

Trigger core /psys

spudmortemec - a gender derived from the shovel that was used to bury a body

I wonder if we should post our art here, we haven't posted any in a long time and it was only art of headmates. Might do it, will see

Bugs are my passion :( please dont let them go to waste!! Support if you can!!! -Billie 🪲

Can we boost this one until it reaches the Oklahoma City Tumblrites? This seems like something this website could rally and solve. Help save all this genetic information? I messaged them to offer to consult with the entymology lab near mine to see if they could store the bugs with us, but they are VERY far away and would have to drive long distance to us.

UPDATE: Based on people's stories in the comments, the guy behind the project is a misogynist wad who has burnt every bridge in the city, and that's why no one will help him. I understand everyone who does not want to help him, but I'm still not sure what to do about the bugs because I hate to give a dumpster fire of a science man a pass to get places in life without being made to character develop, but he also seems to be in charge of resources that if lost, would be a loss to an entire field and not just him. :/

no one should force you to:

switch.

tell them who is fronting.

give them your alter count.

tell them what trauma caused your CDD.

go to therapy if you are not ready yet.

list your alters' names, ages or roles.

change the language you prefer to use for your experiences (unless that language is genuinely harmful).

assign/have a host alter.

go searching for your trauma if you do not remember it.

forgive those who hurt you if you do not want to.

disclose an introject alter's source.

be open about your system/alters.

hide your system/alters.

use PK or SP.

use plural language when you prefer to be treated as one.

use singular language when you prefer to be treated as multiple.

if someone expects you to do something, you do not have to do it just because some other pwCDDs are fine with it. you deserve autonomy & the ability to choose what you will/won't reveal or do. no one should take that from you. 🤍

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˗ˏˋ queercanillial ´ˎ˗ [pt: queercanillial end of pt] — A type of queerplatonic attraction that's connected to cannibalistic urges, such as wanting to eat the person or be eaten by the person you feel queerplatonic attraction to. —

— COINED BY ROACH —REQUESTED BY: ME!!! !!! —TAG : @gengernoway @webby-mogai

[pt: coined by roach end of pt] [pt: requested by: me !!! !!!] [pt: tag : @gengernoway @webby-mogai]

[ID: a drawing of a grey simplified cockroach drawing with closed eyes and a speech bubble with text in it saying "READ OUR DNI. . ." end of id]

the attraction type template thang was made by webby!!! whos blog i already tagged up there, credits to them!!!! oh also original canillial attraction which was big inspo for this also by webby-mogai

4 use soon <3

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This is so real 😭 yeah us - ⌚

[Text: This C-DID system has multiple personality disorders, not "multiple personality disorder".]

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We usually say everything pre-realization is the hosts memories but the reality is that we can actually pin point certain memories and name who lived them. Before we knew we were a system fictives still experienced source memories, and when we were waaay younger we literally talked about having a 'sister in my head'

My point here is that this is true, the disorder does not form when you realize you have it

As a reminder:

We were not fully aware of being a system until around 2015-2016. I was around 19 years old (I think). And that’s absolutely valid - this disorder is made to be covert.

But becoming aware of your system =\= it forming. Your system forms from childhood trauma. Becoming aware of it later in life doesn’t erase the other aspects of OSDDID, such as the dissociative amnesia and impact OSDDID has on your identity.

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