Wassup Tumblr. Finally Deciding To Post Here, I Like A Lot Of Fandoms, But I’m Especially Into SPN

hiiiii i want to hear about your thoughts with jack and death in particular (your posts are fascinating when youre dissecting him like a frog in a bio class <333333)

you're asking the right guy about this.

i think people forget that a huge part of jack's character is also in part how accepting and ready he is of death. he is pretty actively suicidal several points throughout the show!

going to sound insane here but i think the best showcase of jack's passive nature to his death is not in s15 where he's doing it in self-sacrifice. i think it is s14e20. moriah.

we watch jack actively kneel in front of dean. he tells him he understands. it mirrors back to s13e02. what is jack? he is a monster to himself. he is everything unnatural. unhuman nature is an episode title and it's all about jack. too angel to be human, too human to be angel, too wrong to be good. that's his own view! he welcomes death because he was never supposed to exist anyway! he's fine letting dean kill him there because he thinks dean deserves the chance of putting down another monster of the week.

dean doesn't. his free will wins and his love for jack wins. jack still dies, he just didn't die to the person he would prefer to die to.

The last like millisecond of the second gif makes it look like he has smudged eyeliner due to his eyelashes and the shadows 💪

Supernatural S5E01 Sympathy for the Devil

john winchester said you cannot kill me in a way that matters

Sam being adorably weird.

"because the ai generated gay sex cats killed my grandma, okay?"

need him in a way. not telling you which one

Tagged by: @jvnkless

Last song? Middy Titty by Paulie Leparik because my friend was listening to it and I was curious

Favorite color? Depends on the day, but it has been a range between dark green and dark blue

Currently watching? Nothing right now, but I just finished The Boys and Gen V

Last movie? The Package 😞 I was watching it with family (and for AlCal’s small role)

Sweet/spicy/savory? I tend to lean more towards sweet and savory, I have tummy issues so spicy is a no go for me

Relationship status? Very single

Current obsession? Gen V (and Sam Riordan from Gen V), Supernatural, and AlCal

Last thing you googled? I looked up the exact episode of Bugs because I couldn’t remember correctly

Tagging: (I have like 0 mutuals on here, and Jvnkless tagged the ones I actually have 😭)

PEOPLE I WANNA KNOW BETTER

tagged by @faithdeans !!!

LAST SONG? winner by connan gray

FAVOURITE COLOUR? blue

CURRENTLY WATCHING? the clone wars

LAST MOVIE? star wars episode vi: return of the jedi

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY? none. i like acidic flavours with maybe a hint of sweetness, mostly just acidic.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS? single

CURRENT OBSESSION? omniscient reader's viewpoint. apart from star wars that is. sw is always and forever in my head but again back to orv how to describe it. well imagine the most intricate rituals known to man, multiply it by 20, and add paradoxes and time travel and predestination to the mix. it has me by the throat. the gay subtext is a subtle as a punch to the nuts while setting you on fire. it's not even subtext i think the guys have just made denial their home

LAST THING YOU GOOGLED? most people only know meme

tagging: @accipitae @deathlnthevalley @jvnkless

Me as a shapeshifter in Supernatural

*explodes into a shower of gore and when the red mist clears i'm completely fine but wearing a different outfit*

hey yall! this was my jack piece for the hunting & haunting spn zine. ive said it before and ill say it again: it was an absolute honor and privilege to work with these lovely and talented people. hope yall enjoy!