Some IZ Art And Kofi Doodles From One Of My Streams

Something I made while dealing with my own stuff and hoping drawing this would pick me up somehow. Maybe it worked.

FT my cat. His name is Mischief

Challenged myself to only spend one afternoon on a colored animation+background✨🤡

Scene is from my Announcer fic, you can check it out if you‘re 18+ ;)

Now that Cas has officially told the Winchesters that he loves them, I want him to just randomly tell them all that individually more often.  Like, Sam and Mary would be like “Aw, I love you too Cas” nbd and then Dean just gets flustered and doesn’t know how to respond and Sam and Mary are just like “Dean, don’t you love Cas?” because they knoooooow

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Nice invader zim art, it’s really neat. Is it ok if you can draw zim as an irken elite.

sure

ok, cute outfits and all, but there is something we didnt see yet... are they gonna dance? (wink, wink, nudge)

Hehe of course 💚💙💚💙

And Dib find out that Zim is a great dancer ///UWU///💚💙💚💙

Just look how cute they are UWU

Zim took off his gloves cause he want to feel Dib’s hands UWU

This show kills me....

I have the most awful image of Dean after Castiel dying in my head.   I keep reading all these wonderful metas pointing out how Dean sleeps on one side of his bed and has it set up for two.  Now I keep picturing Dean taking a pic of Cas and putting it on the pillow where Cas should be and he just lies next to it on his side of the bed and stares at it while he falls asleep.   Can someone draw this for me please????  (Or if it's already out there can someone show it to me?! :) Thanks! )

How I Thought the Finale Was Going to End Was Much Worse

I must also express my relief at the season finale.  It was upsetting as it was, but I was imagining it so much worse. This show just seems to rip my heart to shreds so this finale was my "best case scenario" ending.   My "worst case scenario" involved this: Dean kills Metatron and goes into a murderous frenzy where he is incoherent and nothing is as it seems.  In this frenzy he starts trying to kill Sam and deals him a fatal blow when Cas suddenly intervenes to save Sam and Dean kills Cas accidentally.  This snaps him out of it, because he's in love with Cas and he sees what he's done as Cas crumples to the floor slowly and Dean is paralyzed as the last bit of grace explodes from Cas' body.  Dean sees Sam dying and truly believes he himself is evil and realizes he can't control the MoC and kills himself on the First Blade.  Sam watches in horror as Dean impales himself and crawls over to him and Dean is dying and crying and saying he's sorry and Sam is trying to calm down Dean even though he is also dying and reassure him that Dean isn't evil, that it wasn't his fault even though Dean knows it is his fault and Dean dies in Sam's arms and Sam lays next to Dean crying and grabs Dean's hand tight and looks to the side of him seeing Cas' dead body and grabs Cas' hand and then Sam lays back, tears slowing as sleep takes hold and he also dies.   And we are left with all of TFW dead and holding hands.   Then suddenly Gabriel and Chuck appear standing over the three.  Gabriel is smirking "Well lookie what I found."   Chuck looks burdened and walks around a little like this is an annoyance, a kink in the hose.  "They always did fight the script and look where it gets them..." Chuck looks down at the three a bit sadly, but then smiles. "But we can't have that...  There's still a story to finish here." Chuck smiles and then snaps his fingers and we we end the scene.   BECAUSE THIS IS THE KIND OF STUFF THAT THEY HAVE MADE ME EXPECT TO SEE!!!!  Everyone is always dying... so how do they make it worse???  KILL EVERYONE.  Ugggh....  It's so sad that I actually half expected that ending, that I am that traumatized lol  

Dean and Cas Interactions S10

I personally think that the lack of Dean and Cas interactions or mentions in the second part of season 10 have more to do with the Mark of Cain rather than the actors and/or writers. They gave us a bunch of stuff in the beginning with Cas pining for Dean and the shout outs in the musical episode.  We have Dean even asking Cas to end him if he gets out of control and Cas just generally being worried about him.  And of course the Cas/Collette parallels.   Dean’s been a little off this season because of the Mark of Cain and having been a demon at the beginning of the season.  He’s struggling with it.  The worse he gets, the more he plays it off and tries to subtly distance himself from the people he cares about.   That’s why I feel there’s no “chemistry” or “eye-sex” going on between them.  Dean’s not doing well.  At all.  He has WAY more important things going on with him than whether or not he is in love with Cas or Cas is in love with him.   When he was feeling decent, we got some of that fluff.  But now that he is just going downhill, he can’t be bothered.  Personally I feel that if Dean wasn’t behaving this way towards everyone (not just Cas), I would be a little confused when shit hits the fan with him especially if he was showing that lovely chemistry and having a lot of moments with Cas up until that point.  That chemistry shows that Dean is feeling normal and okay.  The chemistry is muted when he’s not.  If Dean was acting normal, the characters and viewers would have no reason to suspect that he is handling this poorly and should the MoC flare up, it would seem forced.   Now, they’ve always got problems in their life, so why didn’t that prevent Dean from making goo-goo eyes at Cas during the Apocalypse?  Or when Sam was soulless?  Or when the leviathans were wreaking havoc?  Or when the angels fell?  Or when Sam was possessed by an angel?   The reason is because during all that time, Dean was sure of his personality.  He knew what he was and wasn’t.  He had control of himself.  Yeah, he might have had nightmares or be guilt tripping about his time in hell or sad about all the death that follows the Winchesters.  But he was still Dean.  And he was human. Now Dean is dealing with something out of his control, that is forcing him to be a certain way, it’s changing him.  He was a DEMON and he tried to KILL SAM.  The MoC is trying to make that happen again.  He doesn’t trust himself not to cause damage.  That’s why he asked Cas to kill him if it got to that point.  He’s trying to fight it, but he’s losing.  He is not doing well.   It’s because of that compromised state of mind that he’s in he isn’t being normal Dean and hence not creating a normal chemistry with Cas. That doesn’t mean that he doesn’t still care about Cas and Sam and Charlie.  It just means that right now, that’s not even a concern in his head.  He just doesn’t want to hurt anybody even if that means his death or him leaving forever.   That’s why I feel that there hasn’t been as much interaction between Cas and Dean in the second half of this season. After becoming human again, Dean felt reasonably well and we got some normal Dean that made everybody happy.  Then he’s just kind of faded away because he is basically relapsing.   This is just how I see it and why I personally am not discouraged.  Would it be nice to see all that Cas and Dean fluff?  Absolutely.  But when I see it, I want it to be believable and not stand out.  I want it to flow naturally and not be placed in there just for the sake of it.  Even if it means that there is a point in the story line where they don’t get to interact as much, like right now. The nice thing that the writers’ are doing for us right now is continuing to show that Cas cares about Dean.  That Dean is still always on his mind even if Dean can’t right now.  That’s the other reason I believe that they aren’t deviating from the Cas and Dean relationship.  (It’s also the reason I believe that Cas being canonically in love with Dean will be the first thing to come in their saga, but that’s a theory for another time) For now though, everything in the fandom is just speculation (including my own feelings and theories).   Season 10 finale is almost here so lets’ see what they give us!    :)

Alt Zadr day 3: angst  wherin Zim causes himself irreparable PAK damage and leaves Dib all alone  @alt-zadr-b1tch3z