I Just Wanted To Share With All Of You What Happened To Me Today - Rip Me And My Sanity

I love this series so much, so here’s some Cecil for anyone who still likes it

mercury is in reverse cowgirl again

Anyone play among us?

Jesus Christ

My mans been acting up lately. Should I get pregnant with him and abort the baby as protest?

im at work

what makes them think they have the right

please donate if you can guys!! I’m 15 and have kinda strict parents so I can’t but if any of y’all can that would be great!

awesome possum, even with the work i've had done on my mouth to repair the damage after the assault and everything, it looks like it's still too little too late and i'm going to have to get them all ripped out and replaced with dentures. fuck. this is just... so much more than i can even think about right now, but my shitty medicaid is still gonna leave me with like at least 2 or 3 thousand to cover out of pocket if not much more and like, i really miss eating solid food and being able to open my mouth in public, and i'm kinda tired of being in like burning visceral agony all the time so i don't really have many options here and i gotta get this figured out. i'm gonna have another appointment in like a week to work out more specific numbers and appointment dates and stuff but right now i desperately need to start raising money for this. fuck. even if i could just get literally a dollar or two from half of my followers, that would get me where i'm trying to get for this. please. i'm so fucking desperate to finally have this whole fucking thing just over with, even if it's only possible through getting them all ripped out. i don't care anymore i'm just so fucking sick of my mouth hurting and not being able to eat and this post is probably rally badly written and rambling but i just left the dentist and i'm trying really hard to not start sobbing at the bus stop and everything is overwhelming right now

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literally anything helps

tldr got my teeth smashed in from transphobic asshole, fixing didn't work and now we have to extract them all and i desperately need to raise money for it, don't have the exact total of what my deductible will be for it but i'm aiming for at least 2500 right now to start 💜

I get really explosively happy whenever I see posts about hella flirty Mari

so what if marinette embraces her inner chat and becomes Very Flirty????

i would like that  thank u

sigh. ok. so. here is something that people who are Very Online and do a lot of tumblr discourse do not seem to get: many marginalized groups experience huge issues with their sex lives being stigmatized and/or with being consistently desexualized.

queer people’s sex is stigmatized because it’s viewed as dirty and sinful and wrong, to the point that even within the queer community, a lot of positivity that people create for queer people is contingent on us being ~uwu pure soft sweet beans~ who are always ~sweet and tender~, never sexual, never rough or hard, and absolutely never kinky.

mentally disabled people are viewed as eternal children who could never possibly enjoy sex or experience sexual attraction/desire, to the point that people will literally say that it’s bad to be sexually attracted to mentally disabled people and that it’s comparable to pedophilia. (stares at entrapta discourse).

physically disabled people and fat people are viewed as looking so ugly and horrific and disgusting that nobody could ever possibly be attracted to us—even if we can experience sexual attraction, we could never possibly have sex, because nobody could ever be sexually attracted to us in return.

so, in light of this, it is incredibly important to keep in mind that headcanoning (or canonizing, if you’re a creator) people within those groups as asexual is not inherently better and more progressive than portraying them as experiencing sexual desire and having healthy sex lives. i’m not saying “you can never view characters in those groups as ace”, i’m just saying that you cannot get mad at people just for viewing them as sexual. we are also trying desperately to reclaim our sexuality and to see ourselves represented for once.

somebody viewing (or, again, even canonizing) a character as having and enjoying sex is not like, a terrible horrible aphobic crime against all ace people, particularly when that character is in one or more of those groups. like, i’m bi, but i don’t say that viewing a character with no canon sexuality as a lesbian or gay man is inherently biphobic. viewing a character as sexual is not inherently aphobic. 

i remember a few years ago, there was a WTNV episode that vaguely implied that cecil and carlos had sex, and people lost their shit and accused the creators of being aphobic. but cecil and carlos are gay men, and sex between men is incredibly stigmatized, and portraying them as having a healthy sex life is wonderful and progressive and important.

and now, in current tumblr discourse, if a gay/fat/disabled person tries to say “hey it’s pretty weird to consistently headcanon all gay/fat/disabled people as asexual, because when you do it to those groups consistently, it starts to feel like you’re desexualizing them”, people absolutely rip them to shreds and call them aphobic. 

like someone i follow is Right Now Currently being attacked and called aphobic just for saying “martin (tma) is canonically fat and gay and people in those groups are often desexualized so it’s weird to see people consistently insist that he can’t possibly enjoy sex; it’s also weird to see people consistently insist that he must have never had sex in his entire life ever because fat people are consistently viewed as people who nobody could ever be attracted to, so it can carry the unfortunate implication that nobody could be attracted to martin because he’s fat”

tl;dr: stop saying that viewing gay/fat/disabled characters as having and enjoying sex is inherently aphobic, people in those groups are very consistently desexualized and/or have our sex stigmatized, so representation for people in those groups who have and enjoy sex is just as important as ace representation

so i’ve seen pictures of 3d printed piezoelectric violins & cellos

but, fool that i am, i never stopped to wonder what they sound like

it turns out they sound actually how you’d expect

There's a lot of accidental anti-semitism in the world , but sometimes I come across the deliberate and malicious anti-semitism im DND and I'm just reminded that no matter how much I love this game it does not love me back and the original creators never wanted me to play it.

Today's example is: Phylactery

In d&d:

In real life

That's right. they named the evil artifact that the evil undead spellcaster hides their soul in after a Jewish ceremonial object.