I Can See What Op Is Getting At But I'm Sorry This Is Just This Guy *not Knowing Words.*

joined a metal gear related discord server and realized that half the people there recognized me from the art i post here 😭 we really are a small community arent we

from “what does love mean? see how 4-8 year-old kids describe love” by ladan lashkari

[”when someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. you just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” billy - age 4]

my god..

Pt2

Shit pansexuals say and what they don't realize they're saying:

"Hearts not parts!" > everyone else only cares about their partner's genitals, making me more virtuous

"Pansexual means I'm attracted to trans people too!" > no one else could ever love a trans person because they're a special Other category that you need to include instead of just being men and women

"I'm more comfortable with the term pansexual." > I don't give a shit about the history of the term pansexual and I am actively trying to erase bisexual history. I spout transphobic and biphobic bigotry disguised as "wokeness" and I don't even realize it, or if I do, I simply don't care. I value the warm, fuzzy feeling I get more than the history and goals of LGBT people and what they have fought for decades to accomplish.

"I don't see gender." > I am making an effort to ignore something that is pretty integral to a person's identity.

"I need to get to know someone before I have sex with them." > I think I am Unique and Special. I am more pure than those filthy, sex crazed bisexuals who will sleep with anyone. I am incapable of comprehending that most normal people desire emotional connection to a person they're sleeping with.

"I identify as pansexual." > I am no different from someone who is bisexual, except that I'm more special because my internalized biphobia makes me think bisexuals are icky.

"Let people identify however they want!" > I have not thought critically about the impact of this because I don't care about anything beyond my immediate surroundings.

"It's not hurting anyone." > I have likely read many accounts from people who have been hurt by my label, but I am choosing to ignore that because thinking critically about it makes me uncomfortable.

"Pan means all and bi means two." > I'm not clever enough to realize that there are only two kinds of attraction: homo (same as me) and hetero (different than me). I am also actively ignoring the meaning of the purple stripe on the bisexual flag.

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Last song: The Foundations Of Decay - My Chemical Romance

Currently watching: Star Trek TOS I rlly gotta pick it back up

Three ships: Raisune, Otasune, Pepsicola

Favourite colour: Brown

Currently consuming: none :(

First ship: Soriel

Place of birth: Milky Way

Current location: Andromeda

Relationship Status: Single, I got my own problems

Last movie: Star Trek TMP

Currently working on: Moving out & learning Brazilian Portuguese

Tagging ummm:

@liquidsnakedoubledeeznuts (ur not singled out I just don't have any1 else LMAO) [also no pressure ofc,,]

tag people you want to get to know better

was tagged by @aztarion teeheehee thankies jez mwah💖💖💖

tagging: mmmh. @kazooyah @kazamajun @shiroboom @solidsnakecake @gothpirates @zenyamin @purgetrooperfox @ntaras but no rush or pressure tho it's just for fun

last song: Devil's Child - Judas Priest

currently watching: I finally picked up revolutionary girl utena up again 🥹 (im so sorry it took so long drake)

three ships: kazjun, subscorp and uuuuuuh jarthur (not even really a ship let alone romantic, its more like. an experience now)

favorite color: lmao

currently consuming: sour cream and onion pringles

first ship: PROBABLY vegebul back in middle school

place of birth: brittany

current location: south france✌️

relationship status: I dont really care

last movie: Slay The Princess which is totally a movie and not a game I cannot play right now

currently working on: like four different aus I need to put into words now. playing laughing having fun👍 also getting the crystal heart in my new hollow knight save

i looooove characters who are sacrificial lamb coded. characters who have never lived for themselves. characters born to be a tool, a weapon, a sacrifice, all of the above. a character raised by the heroes to save the world, at any expense, even their own health, even their own life. a character raised by the villains to end the world, at any expense, even their own health, even their own life. characters who are denied personhood so they can be used as tools instead. characters who never even had a chance to be people because they were shaped into something else from the moment they were born. characters who were born to die.

some highlights from a current wip (everyone and their mother has made a bbc ghosts modern au but i have thomas/isabelle brainworms and needed to make my own take on one with them as the focus)

You guys really liked my last poll so