When My Dog Had Surgery He Cried A Lot The First Night, But He’d Stop When I Laid Down Beside Him.

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she’s stopped eating again, she’s stopped dreaming again, she’s stopped sleeping again, she’s stopped breathing

I’m at the point in my life where I need you to be straight up honest and back up every word you say with actions. If you miss me, tell me. If you wanna see me, show up or ask me to come over. If you’re upset with me or something in general, tell me. I’ve done the whole playing games, chasing hearts around that never belonged to me. I’m done doing it. If you want me, I’m here, where I’ve been. Say what you mean and mean what you say.

When you light a lantern and send it into the sky, you’re supposed to make a wish. I thought I wanted a promise that Peter and I would never hurt each other. I wanted something that doesn’t exist. I wanted happily ever after. But I know now that I don’t want a love in half measures. I want it all. And to have it all, we have to risk it all. If I could do it over, I wouldn’t change a thing. Because everything that’s happened has brought us here. This is our story, and we’re still at the beginning.

i stay up late at night thinking where did i go wrong and how am i not good enough for anything or anyone.

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