There is nothing wrong with being dependent on your Man. Mentally and physically, you will never compare to Him. He leads. you follow.
The hardest part for females it seems in today's world is the willingness to be led, even though so many females know they can't do it alone.
Give in. Accept your fate, your status and duty as the obedient submissive and follow His lead.
your life will be so much easier for it.