R3v3rie - ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Reverie ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

the days repeat over and over and over and over and over and over and over and when and over and over and when will this end and over and over and stop please and over and over

i hate being emotionally deregulated, why can’t people just care?

4.20.23 - Guardian Angel. (excerpt) I find it sad now, how life was so bad that I needed him. I find it sad, how I can sit here and ache. How I miss him as if he were real. How I can grieve over having to now endure my hardships alone.

i miss him so much. i miss his quick wit, i miss his comforting presence, i miss the constant companionship, i miss the everything about him.

it’s so hard missing someone your brain created, that because i am doing better they took my friend away.

i don’t know what to do, how to fix this pain.

me when i’m off my meds lol

when you're a child and you stay up past your bedtime you get punished by your parents, when you're an adult and you stay up too late you just get punished by the ghosts and spirits and demons and such

WOMP WOMP

(i took this pic to post and the app asked if i wanted to send my streak to someone LMFAO)

notes app ramblings

i just want to be pretty. i want to be good and sweet. i hate being this way. i hate myself. i hate the world for turning me into this monster. i hate it all.