Rajdeepwasekar - Amazed By Each Other

Leave a color in my ask

Deep Red - I’m in love with you. Red - I love you. Pink - I think you’re cute. Blue - You’re amazing. Rose - You’re pretty. Purple - You’re hot. Plum - I would fuck you. Violet - I would date you. Aqua - I could stay on your blog for hours. Lavender - You are my tumblr crush. Orange - I want to get to know you. Tangerine - We have a lot in common. Amber - I wish you would notice me. Cream - I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog. Beige - I don’t know you at all. Yellow - I don’t like your blog. Green - I don’t like you. Olive - I think you are unattractive. Brown - I hate you. Grey - You scare me. Black - Delete your tumblr.

Chika Unigwe, “Heart of Darkness”  |  Alejandra Pizarnik, “Psychopathology Ward” (trans. Yvette Siegert)

I just wish, it would be easier to get reciprocate. To get love as you love, not just by saying but by showing, replicating, dying for it. Making it above everything and at the end of the day, you can close your eyes with them and you have the best sleep in the world. You feel relieved. You feel most special person.

People just say long distance relationship doesn’t work. It works. It fucking works. There is love, what is not there is the capability to take time for some, I’m not talking about your free time but taking time when you are with people, taking time when you are busy, taking time to make the other person feel special . Taking time to not just say I love you but to tell how you want to love them. Taking a moment to connect with them, not just physically but mentally. How you want to do things for them and how they run in your mind whole day. They are more important than anybody else, anybody.

It is important to show love. It is very important to make the loved one special because it is very hard to live like you are not loved by that person. Doesn’t matter what you do, how many people you have in your life, you will not feel good if that person doesn’t make you feel special and unique. Yes unique. If they don’t love you in unique way , if you don’t. It just doesn’t feel right. Just show they. Money, property, everything will go away, people will go away but not the love so you need to hold it tight. If you are not able to breathe you need to push more because the fastest athlete in the world also knows that his breathes gonna stop but it will come back just by little push. And it’s gonna worth it. Life is too short. One day when you would be taking your last breathe, you would just wish for more time, wish to make love to the person you love the most, wish to wake up at nights and tell them what fucking they mean to you. And you know it would be too late to be realised that thing that no one is better than that person who loves you the most. It will be too late. Same for the another person. If you lose that person all you will think of is how you could have made them love more than before you did and it would be too late. Too late to tell how you want to love them.

Too late.

“I want to inspire people. One day I hope someone looks at me and says “because of you, I didn’t give up.””

— Unknown

Mood all the time 😓