Same🥲

listen

just listen

I RELATE TO THIS SO MUCH....i feel like the universe is telling me I have ADHD

One of the aspects of ADHD that's hardest for me is dealing with what I call Pings. There are many kinds of pings. Like that niggling feeling that you've forgotten something. Or when you keep remembering something but you can't do anything with it because you're in the wrong place. Pings are like notification dots, but they're in your brain, and they're often glitch, but mostly helpful (and very annoying).

I'm so desperate keep track of everything and not forget anything at work recently that I now have a Ping stuck in the on position no matter what I do. It's the "oh I just remembered something I needed to tell you" Ping. Every time I talk to Anyone at work I can't walk away because I am Convinced I'm forgetting to tell them something! But then I can't remember it, so I just leave.

And right now I am sitting here, absolutely convinced that I said "Oh, good reminder! I better put that in my calendar" to someone in the last 4 hours. But I have no clue who or where, and I have no hope of remembering what.

I'm so friggin' exhausted. My brain is whirring like a 10-year-old laptop all day every day, trying to keep track of all this stuff, with little to show for it. And all I'm left with is a lingering sense of impending failure.

Writers don't get to rest.

So, I’ve been pulled over a few times in my life. Not many, but a few. And I’ve also been in a couple of cars that got pulled over. And let me tell you, if you were actually doing something wrong, the officer doesn’t make any small talk, just straight into “I clocked you doing 70 in a 55.” The only time I’ve ever gotten the “do you know why I pulled you over?” was the time when I wasn’t doing anything wrong, and I got let go even though he insisted to the end that I was doing 87 in a 70 (white privilege at work).

“Do you know why I pulled you over?” is a trap. It means there’s a good chance the officer doesn’t actually have a good reason to ticket you, and is trying to get you to waive your 5th Amendment rights and incriminate yourself. If you make a guess, that’s a confession of guilt.

But there’s another trap, that I’ve heard of but haven’t yet experienced. It’s “do you know how fast you were going?” With that one, they’re hoping you’ll say no, because then they can name whatever speed they want – you just said you didn’t know how fast you were going, if you deny the speed they name then you’re lying to them.

No because Steve had 5 years to get with Nat but instead chose to go to therapy and talk about a dead b*tch from the forties. Smh.

annabeth trying to dismantle a GOD's unbeatable machine because her fatal flaw is hubris and percy just knowing he was going to sit on the machine because his fatal flaw is loyalty THIS FUCKING WRITERS ROOM PLEASE SPARE ME

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