repose
him and hym.
It feels like it's been years since I posted one of these; my bad
Almond Milk: Barista Sing falls for a haughty new customer. Rating: General Audiences
Chaos Theory: Ash's posthumous impact on the people who cared about him. Rating: Teen Audiences
Dusk Til Dawn: Howl's Moving Castle AU. Fun Fact: I watched HMC for the first time, just so I could read and understand this fic, and it was worth it. Rating: Teen Audiences
golden fly-boy: Eiji makes it to the Olympics, with Ash by his side. Rating: Teen Audiences
The Hands of a lover, and other synonyms for comfort: Ash may not be able to define his relationship with Eiji, but he knows that it doesn't hurt. Rating: Teen Audiences
If you'll return to my side: After breaking up with Eiji, Ash goes to Max and Jessica for advice. Rating: General Audiences
porgi, amor, qualche ristoro: While enjoying the winter holidays in Izumo, a commercial triggers bad memories for Ash. Rating: Mature (mentions of Ash's past trauma/CSA, description of severe anxiety attack)
Postcards: Ash Lynx is dead; Eiji starts recieving random postcards from him. Rating: Mature (mentions of past abuse/assault, graphic depictions of violence). I highly recommend subscribing to Special Agent Rick Henry, FBI, which is this fic's companion piece, written from Ash's perspective.
The Song of a Dull Knife: a jet-lagged Eiji rushes to visit Ash in the hospital. Rating: Teen Audiences
What Is and What Can Never Be: The only way to save Eiji is for Ash Lynx to die, and Ash knows it. Rating: Teen Audiences (not as sad as it sounds, I swear)
Previous List
Make sure to check all tags before reading these; I try to give summaries so that you know what you're getting into, but double check. And if you can, give a comment/Kudos for any fics you liked. Enjoy!
Bonus: here's some official art to cry over
he wants that cookie so effing bad
✨New official art of Ash and Eiji✨
by Banana Fish (supervising) anime director Ayumi Yamada (山田 歩).
Please follow and support her on Twitter/X: @ 24_ayame
In light of the recent stage play clips going around, I'd like to show you this fantastic thred by @ ahsokabro on Twitter
BANANA FISH - The Musical
eiji??? no
ok ig we're establishing the homosexual vibes early on
I'm sorry but I can't ignore how Ash didn't know if he was going to come back from the Arthur fight and the last thing he did was to put a little blanket over Eiji,,,
I am saved by the fact that you exist
BANANA FISH (2018) #22 As I Lay Dying
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