Literally… Every Note I Take Just Makes Me More And More Excited To Start Fully Plotting Out My Screenplay.

34/100 days of productivity

a bad anxiety day today, with my final manuscript deadline tonight. i managed to get it in early so i can spend lots of time relaxing tonight 

i’ve got sunshine on a cloudy day

Ig: pascalfrancesca_

6 February 2019 | Finally feeling like I have a decent handle on some of these tenses—yay! That coffee shop I mentioned a bit ago that had the white chocolate honey lavender latte had a rosemary shortbread latte today and I just couldn’t help myself. It was so extremely worth every happy little brain-nourishing calorie. 

2020 December 3rd

a cup of mocha to keep me awake to do some physics practice and for a 2:30am math review session. we love zoom uni in different timezones !

fresh start to a new semester— my mint plant died at the end of the last one. sort of looking at the glass now as ready for new growth?

“The Roman genius, and perhaps the Roman flaw, was an obsession with order. One sees it in their architecture, their literature, their laws — this fierce denial of darkness, unreason, and chaos...” — Tartt, The Secret History

01.01.2021 | 2020 has been difficult, for sure. I worked as an Operating Room nurse for a few months before med school started. it was full of personal wins, but also loses. I got accepted in my dream hospital right after passing the board exam, worked my dream job, accepted in med school, but I’ve also lost patients more than I can count, heard cries over unimaginable hospital bills, and encountered grief and challenges more than I was prepared for because of the government’s incompetence.

so I tried my best to sort out my life— scrub in surgeries while going to med school interviews, advance study for the incoming sem, stick to my routine and schedule, et al, to feel in control of the things that are in my hands. Perhaps I’m no different than the Romans— in my fierce determination to deny darkness, unreason, and chaos. to provide some sort of structure in the midst of uncertainty.

2020 has been difficult, for sure. but 2021 will—should be different. 2021 will be prosperous, full of hope, and better things. there may be loses too, but I’m rooting for more good things than the bad.

you did good this 2020, and you will do better in 2021. we all will. happy new year, everyone. :-)

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- ̗̀ feb 9th 2019 ̖́-

astronomy notes!! 🎒 —

snow weather makes for good lighting

i’ve been spending some more time on my bio notes and the sunlight was just divine today…

1/15/2021

My first new post of the new year!

just for a little update, i just finished laurel everywhere which is the book I did this journal on. ( highly reccomend) but due to the end of the semester I have a little break from school currently. How have y'all been recently?