Last Thing I Have In Me Im Done With Art

“ The ordinary man looking at a mountain is like an illiterate person confronted with a Greek manuscript.” - Aleister Crowley

it is not fun out there but its okay...more art i did for the instagram but i really like this one has some punk themes in it you know.

Fat Nick - PSA

regret

Nothing has been the same, nothing will ever be the same. Agony's distorted verbal attacks from the near but very present past, the calmness of the wind as it frisk the forest with its delict hands spreading an abundant amount of pollen as spring grows near and near. I ask the question of what will bring me back to clarity and normality but its not as simple as moving on or letting go you have to forget every last drop of blood that was ever shed the countless mistakes and hardships you've cost people. In this scope of matter and forms there is no longer a soul that knows me, now I'm just wondering to leave soon and be put to rest by decay of natural process. That's truly alone now I'm just a shell of who I once was my potential has fallen there is no other word that suites me more then regret. I regret staying a live for those I loved and I regret living, nothing will ever feel normal again not love not any relationships. My heart is nonexistent.

Nirvana Live @ Green Street Station, Boston July 15, 1989.  © Stacey Egan

Nicolás Lamas at Meessen De Clercq in Belgium at Meessen De Clercq in Belgium

We all need stop fighting each other come together, as i watch my days go by in my fathers world. One who brought laughter and knowledge, cure the race of humans in a whole come to terms and become equal. Instead of desecrate the world as we know it face bigger problems then just things that can offend us at times. A lot of time people trying to under our skin have to let go and let them be take the high ground. I even think that the riots are alright for some causes but others see it as a way to act for cause but just there to instigate make things worse. My father is mother earth and people who inhabit it, to that I say my father is to involved in his thoughts pride and ego thing that made him who he is in his life, not giving attention to mother earth in where mother earth will strike back to our ego so much will no longer take mother earth for granted and due to us as humanity and farther of civilization as we know it lets society that is generalized by politics and ethics in religion, stands on human rights of all races that do get oppressed and once we counteract this distraction together can do as what people never thought true Peace within tribes to neighborhoods and capitals of controls. person to person no matter race culture moral grounds ethics or advancements in technology to academically learning anything. Even if birth defects hinder them from learning fast as others. To see equal in all and no one above another for any reason. to get everyone in a great place mentality and social for better encounters easy support groups for heath dissolved that lead to mental struggles. Grow as humanity not a race nor a different generation or wealth stats but together nothing can hold us back from anything at that point i do believe so I am setting a dentistry for myself since I know how to help others with same problems i had. Ptsd bi-polar most likely not conferred but gave me medication for it, also what any and a lot people get more then should depression clinic or moderate only couple days. Show would yes can go to therapy and medians have are great most are not toxic to body for long time use and ofc others are more dangers but for people who need it great thing, I dont want to see people limit themselves taking meds rest of there life. Gotta have help from things in life to make you grow as a person not for yourself but others bc thats when you grow for yourself and feel better able over come anxiety that plagued life before. I want people do anything want that is of course not against law and in normal right mind but somethings is normal not no more gotta be open to stuff and older ideas from others to talk conversation with each other and make one another more educated on things,not fight,argue and call each other names as we do. See from each others perspective of reality we project out into world and able to stop small things then soon the big things work together as The People of America and to move on to people of world and its well being. Together we are unstoppable, feed into the ego of humanity to make us understand more at one day not limit ourselves to our Self conciseness and expand outward evolve from primitive apes who can now talk do more things to Wise intellectual beings of reality and world as we know it. Dont limit yourself, can you do it.

The most Zest person can be the one who stares back at you when you look in the mirror but you never know if you wad dead.