Sometimes I Forget I Don't Really Have Anyone I Can Truly Rely On. My Anti-depressants Make It Very Easy
Sometimes I forget I don't really have anyone I can truly rely on. My anti-depressants make it very easy to forget about it, they help me experience natural sorrow as less important, brush it off. The moment I realise it, what my relationships with other people are truly like, I can't help but to feel sad.
Everytime someone bitter points out that "you're not a happy person", I never deny it. Actually, idk what's the word for it in english. In polish I'd say that I'm not "szczęśliwa" which means being content with one's life as it is as a whole as opposed to "wesoła" which describes those moments of happiness or just experiencing positive affect. I am happy sometimes, there are things that make me happy but I'm not "szczęśliwa".
I don't understand why people use it as an insult. It's not something we can always control, the thing is, I want to be happy and I seek happiness but I will never deny who I am in order to get it. I won't sell myself for happiness, I'd rather take it and possess it but sometimes it's just out of reach.
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sarmatka = polish noble woman
I might not be noble based on my social status but me, my female body is noble by default and should be treated as such. With dignity and respect.
It's not a "thing" to be bought and sold, despised, shamed and mutilated, it is who I am as a person. It is what makes me a woman.
are there any other women who hate TIMs but are not anti-sexual, homophobic garbage?
because I love big female tits and ass and I won't shut up about it 🏳️🌈
This is the power of female individualists. Not all women can be like this and those who are get silenced by violence, hate and force in our society because people are intimidated by them so much.
Anyways, yeah this is the kind of woman I'd get on my knees for whenever, wherever.
Every single time I watch princess mononoke I can't help but root for lady eboshi a lot more than I probably should. She's the fearless female leader of iron town who commands absolute respect from her townspeople, puts an emphasis on improving the working and fighting capabilities of the other women in the town (many of whom are former brothel girls who were mistreated and underpaid in the past) despite the men disagreeing and mocking her for it, and is the only ruler who has ever viewed the lepers as people, even encouraging them to do what work they can and valuing their contributions.
gender ideology is the biggest cancer to this earth
my sister hates her body she says her shoulders are too broad
my mother was always a woman who wasn't 100% feminine (like me) she was always shamed for that and called less of a woman, now she hates herself and how she looks even though she's in her 40's
this is what this bullshit does
honestly fuck drag, fuck your obsession with femininity and degredation of women who don't want to conform
I want to see women in leadership positions, I want to see women in the military, police forces being generals, ordering men around.
I want to see real strong beautiful women who are not afraid to be smart, be tough and say whatever they want to say and do whatever they want to do. Fuck your disgusting gender ideology bs.
I feel like bc I was bullied it taught me sth.
It may seem like a cope but hear me out.
Nobody stood up for me back then so I realised there's not alot of people willing to do it for whatever reason. I want to work hard to be the person willing to stand up for others. No matter if others do that or not. Even if I'm the only one.
Someone needs to be that example.
