โช ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ข ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ญ. ๐ ๐จ๐ฃ๐จ ๐ฌ๐๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฎ
no warnings
โStop! Stop it, okay?! I-I donโt know why you keep wasting money on me, Iโm not broke and I did fine without you before and I still can now! So, stop trying to buy my affections!โ
Your words, spoken in haste, and a mixture of embarrassment, had done far more harm than you couldโve imagined.
Satoru had always been a gift-giver. As long as his eyes had been on you, heโd bought you gift after gift, despite your protests. Whether it was a meal at a restaurant far too expensive or a trinket that โreminded him of youโ, he spared no expense.ย
And while it was sweet in its own way, every time you watched him trade money for a gift, you felt an uncomfortable feeling twist in your stomach.
Since you were young, youโve always taken care of yourself. Everything you had now came from years of hard work and suffering. Youโd long learned not to trust gifts from others- it was almost certainly a trap.
For the life of you, you couldnโt figure out why Satoru insisted on spending so much on you, but you wanted it to stop. It feltโฆ dishonest. Surely, he didnโt believe that an endless wallet was the only thing you cared about?
But as you watched his smile disappear and his eyes lose their glimmer, you faltered. Surely, his smile wasnโt trembling, your eyes were playing tricks, they had to be.
โO-oh, I seeโฆ I didnโt mean to insinuate that you couldnโt, I justโฆ never mind. Iโll leave you alone,โ He whispered weakly. He smiled but it didnโt fit his face in the slightest. It was watery and wobbly and just plain wrong.
Before you could evaluate your mistake, he was gone. โIโm sorry to say this, Yn, butโฆ that was most disappointing.โ
You whipped around, almost having forgotten that Nanami had also been accompanying you.
โWhat do you mean? Just because you donโt care if he spends all his money, doesnโt mean I donโt have to!โ
The sorcerer shook his head, clicking his tongue. โThat is not what I meant. Youโre smart, smart enough to know that he isnโt buying your affections.โ
You scoffed, arms crossed. โWell, why else?โ Nanami looked away, sighing. โI understand that people have taken advantage of you, and lied, but thatโs not Gojo. He cares deeply for you and this is his way of showing it. Granted, it might not be the ideal way, but itโs his way nonetheless.โ
You paused, not quite knowing how to respond. โWell, itโs too late now-โ
โSo you would give up so easily? This might not be my place but, Yn, he doesnโt look at anyone else the way you look at him. And I can tell that you look at him the same way!โ
Nanamiโs impassioned outburst took you by surprise, it being uncharacteristic for the usually mild-mannered blonde. You gulped, trying to rid yourself of the lump in your throat.
โB-but what do I say? What if he wants nothing to do with me?โ
Nanami rolled his eyes, placing his fist on his waist. โThis is Gojo weโre talking about. He wants you still. Apologize to him and tell him how you feel, itโs glaringly obvious, by the way,โ He added teasingly.
You buried your face in your hands, a mix of embarrassment and shame mixing in your chest. โThanks, Kento, Iโm sorry to ditch you like this,โ You smile sheepishly. Nanami spared you a small smile and waved a dismissive hand. โDonโt be; Iโll be stopping by the bakery.โย
With that reassurance, you let out a quiet laugh before making your way to where Satoru was sure to be. Even though Satoru had a perfectly good (and spacious) apartment, whenever he was upset by something, he could be found in a small abandoned park, usually looking up at the sky, whether day or night.ย
As you passed by a small dessert shop, the perfect way to apologize popped into your mind.ย
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Just as you expected, Satoru was seated criss-cross in the grass, eyes glued to the sky. Knowing he could see you, even from behind, you held out the small bag as a peace offering.ย
From just a few feet away, you could hear his scoff. โOh, so now youโre trying to โbuy my affectionโ?โ He grumbled petulantly.
You winced, but couldnโt deny that you had deserved it. Undeterred, however, you sat beside him and dropped the bag into his lap.ย
He shot you a skeptical look before opening it up and rifling through it. โKikifuku and mochi? You must be desperate for my forgiveness,โ He mocked, popping a mochi ball into his mouth.
You let the bite in his words roll over you and instead nodded. โI am, butโฆ I understand if you donโt. I lashed out at you for no reason, but I wanted to let you know that I didnโt mean it and Iโm very sorry,โ You confessed.ย
You felt his eyes on you, and despite his sunglasses, you couldnโt bear to look into them, feeling too vulnerable. โNot forgive you? But you need me,โ He grinned, a joking lilt in his voice. The corners of your lips lifted. โYouโre right, I do,โ You answered, catching him by surprise.ย
You heard rustling and out of the corner of your eye, you saw him set the bag of sweets down, his expression more serious than a moment ago.
โEarlier was just a misunderstanding, Yn, Iโm not leaving you behind,โ He promised, reaching out to hold your chin between his fingers, his eyes peeking over the black rims of his shades as he turned your face towards his.ย
โI know you have a hard time trusting othersโ intentions, but Iโve never once believed you were that shallow, but I still donโt want to make you uncomfortable,โ Satoru smiled, letting his forehead rest against yours. โIโll limit the gifts, but next time, donโt let your feelings build up. Let me love you the right way, yeah?โย
You felt so many things that it was nearly overwhelming, but most of all you felt a love that you couldnโt contain. You could scarcely process your actions before you were cupping Satoruโs face in yours and pressing your lips to his.ย
Arguably not the way you envisioned this conversation going, but if the way the sorcerer held you tighter to him was anything to go by, he wasnโt complaining. His lips moved against yours in a way that nearly hypnotized you, robbing you of your ability to think or breathe.ย
All too quickly, he was pulling back, a bright grin spreading across his face. โSo, you need me, huh?โ He teased. You groaned, already regretting your honesty. โSat-โ But his lips were already on yours again before you could complain.ย
Maybe you didnโt regret it that much.
During this strike please do what you can! If you arenโt in position to donate, remember to support Palestine online and in person by heeding the strike and spreading as much awareness as possible!๐ซถ๐พ
I am so sorry to bother you with this stupid question, but Bisan has asked for a complete stop in economic activity. Can I still donate to help Palestinians or is it better to avoid any transactions for the week ? Thank you so much for what you're doing
hello anon. don't apologise, you're a breath of fresh air after the recent visitors in my inbox. I think a slightly more accurate description of Bisanโs ask is to stop or minimise all economic activity not in direct support of Palestine. Now more than ever, I would encourage people to donate to escape funds for Palestinians, to direct aid organisations like CareforGaza and the PCRF, and to buy e-sims as theyโre running low.
Below Iโve compiled a list of resources below but this is definitely just a small sample size of what you can do to help during this strike. This post here is an extremely comprehensive resource that Iโd recommend you have a look at.
Care for Gaza:non-profit charity that distributes money, food and other resources directly to families in Gaza.They maintain a regular presence on Twitter and Instagram. You can donate to them via Paypal here.
PCRF / Palestine Children's Relief Fund: non-profit organisation that distributes essential food and resources to families in Gaza. Most recently, they delivered 30 tons of vital medicine, and 82,000 pounds of flour.
Medical Aid For Palestinians: deploys medical teams to treat Palestinians suffering under Israel's malicious bombardments.
Donate e-sims to Palestine: massive post with tutorials and relevant links, with discount codes included in the post and in the replies.
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โช ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ญ. ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ฎ๐ซ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข
warnings: brief, nondescriptive mention of throwing up
a/n: the end feels a little rushed but i've had in this in my drafts forever
A chest-rattling cough left you, one harsh enough that you collapsed backward onto your bed. You were supposed to be doing homework, but youโd had a virtually unshakeable cold, and it was making everything that much more difficult.ย
Between classes, exorcizing curses, and extra work, youโd hardly had the time to recover and it had long since begun to take its toll. The buzzing of your phone broke you from your thoughts and you dug it out of your pocket with a pitiful sniffle.ย
You werenโt surprised to see the text from your boyfriend, Megumi, especially since youโd been holed up in your room since classes had gotten out hours ago. His text, though short, radiated concern.ย
โHey, is everything okay w you? Youโve been locking yourself in your room for the last few daysโฆ im getting worried.โ
Ordinarily, his attention to you would make you swoon, but making him worry was the opposite of what you wanted. What you actually wanted was for your cold to go away quietly without anyone noticing.ย
You were busy, but you couldnโt imagine that it compared to what Megumi faced, and you hated the idea of adding another thing to his plate when it was such a minuscule matter.
You quickly typed back a lame excuse about homework and how busy you were before tossing your phone to the other side of the bed. As you curled up with a soft wheeze, you rolled your eyes at the notion of studying.ย
At this rate, nothing was getting done until tomorrow, most likely. You let your eyes close, hoping that when you awoke, youโd be feeling better.ย
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You shot up, wide awake before you could even process the act of waking up. Soft knocking cut through your daze, and you blinked, confused for a new reason. โYn? Can I come in?โ Megumi. Shaking your head to further orient yourself, you responded. โCome in!โย
As the door instantly realized that shaking your head had only made you more dizzy, but you didnโt have time to dwell on that now that your lover was already walking up to you.ย
โYn? I brought you some snacks and stuffโฆ youโve been really busy and I donโt remember you getting dinner,โ Megumi murmured, holding out an adorable basket of fruits, crackers, a blanket, and face masks.ย
You momentarily forgot your illness and quickly stood up to throw your arms around the ravenetteโs neck. โYouโre too sweet, love, I really appreciate it,โ You grinned, leaning into him. Without even seeing his face, you knew that his cheeks were tinted pink as he held you close, but it only made him more endearing.
โItโs nothing,โ he smiled, pulling away, โwhat are you working on?โ You accepted the basket and turned to gesture to your (forgotten) work when it hit you.ย
A wave of nausea washed over you, causing your head to spin and your stomach to churn. โYn? Are you-โ Before Megumi could even finish, you were stumbling over to your trashcan, bile rising quickly in your throat.ย
You hardly made it in time, dropping to your knees just as you began to heave. Footsteps echoed behind you and then hands were holding back your hair and rubbing your back.ย
โShit, youโre okay, just breathe, love,โ Megumi whispered, fear seeping into his voice. After what felt like an eternity the ordeal was over and you slumped backward into your boyfriendโs waiting arms. He tucked you into his chest and gently wiped your face with a tissue.
โHey, hey, eyes on me, yeah?โ He soothed, caressing your cheek, but his face turned stricken. โYouโre burning upโฆ have you been sick?โย
You averted your gaze, shame burning through you at not only throwing up in front of Megumi but also how quickly he saw right through you. โJust a little under the weather,โ You mumbled, โIโm sorry you had to see that,โ You added quietly.
Megumi scoffed, but not unkindly. โYou shouldโve told me, love. Have you taken anything? Well, I guess you havenโt since you havenโt even eaten,โ He answered himself, looking right through you. โHow long have you been feeling like this?โ He asked suspiciously.ย
You hesitated, but his eyes narrowed and you knew that there was no point in lying. โAbout a week,โ You revealed. โThat long-! Yn, why didnโt you say anything?โ Megumi rushed, conflicted about what to do.ย
โItโs justโฆ everyoneโs busy and has stuff to worry about, yโknow? I didnโt want to add another thing to your plate. It really isnโt that big of a deal, I promise,โ You insisted.ย
โโNot a big dealโ?โ Megumi echoed, frowning deeply, โYn, you just threw up after being sick for a week. You donโt have to hide this stuff, especially not from me, okay? I donโt want you to be suffering all by yourself.โย
Not giving you a chance to make another excuse, he easily moved you to your bed and carefully laid you down. Guilt began to sit in your stomach like a pit as you watched Megumi mutter under his breath, no doubt creating a plan to help you.
โI donโt want to lecture you, especially not when youโre feeling like this, butโฆ I donโt want you to think for a second that youโre just โanother thing on my plateโ,โ Megumi started, lithe fingers caressing your cheek, โyouโre my priority, always, I want to help you as much as I possibly can because I truly care about you, more than you can possibly understand,โ He finished, leaning closer to you.ย
You felt your cheeks warm and you nodded in understanding. โSorry for disappearing on you,โ You murmured. Still, Megumi looked somewhat relieved as he brushed a cool hand across your forehead.ย
โIโm just glad I know nowโฆ stay put, Iโm going to grab a couple things,โ He mumbled, already heading toward the door. As much as you felt slightly guilty to derail his day, you couldnโt deny that it was nice to have him take care of you.ย
A couple of minutes passed, and you felt your eyelids begin to grow heavy and you were losing the battle against sleep.ย
Just when you were about to truly give in to your exhaustion, a damp, cool towel was placed on your forehead. Your eyes blinked open, meeting familiar ones. โFeel good?โ He questioned quietly. You nodded, lost in a deep yawn.ย
โI brought some medicine for you to take, and then you can get some rest, okay?โ Megumi decided, opening a small pill bottle. You sighed but relented and accepted the large-ish capsule and the glass of juice with a small โthanksโ.
You quickly downed them both, but you couldnโt stop yourself from making a face at the gross aftertaste, to which Megumi let out a quiet laugh. โNot too much,โ You huffed, but pulled him by the arm, contradicting your words.ย
โWant me to stay while you rest?โ He asked, sitting beside you on the bed. A resounding โyesโ rested on the tip of your tongue, but you didnโt want to essentially trap him here, especially if he had other tasks to attend to.ย
โI donโt mind, Iโm kind of tired myself,โ He added reassuringly. You pursed your lips, but when the back of his hand carefully caressed your cheek, the rest of your resolve crumbled. โIf you insist,โ You grinned.
The ravenette rolled his eyes, but joined you beneath the covers, nonetheless. For a few seconds, the two of you maneuvered around until you were comfortably tucked away in his chest.ย
Megumiโs lips pressed against your forehead for a long moment and he held you closer to himself. โYouโre important to me, okay? I want to be the first person you come to when things happen,โ He whispered.ย
You finally felt yourself truly relax now that you were right where you belonged. You managed a whispered โI love youโ before you succumbed to your exhaustion.
requests are open and reblogs are appreciated!
๐ง choso or gojo smau??
๐งtalk to me (like you love me) ft. toji
๐ง requests are open...!
Omg I love your work๐ can I please get a best friends brother with Choso๐๐ฉต
Thanks for the request and sorry for the wait! Your fic is here๐ซถ๐พ
yall i just heard chosoโs voice for the first timeโฆ iโm 600 words deep into this google doc rn <3
โช ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ข ๐๐๐ง
no warnings
โStop! Stop it, okay?! I-I donโt know why you keep wasting money on me, Iโm not broke and I did fine without you before and I still can now! So, stop trying to buy my affections!โ
Your words, spoken in haste, and a mixture of embarrassment, had done far more harm than you couldโve imagined.
Satoru had always been a gift-giver. As long as his eyes had been on you, heโd bought you gift after gift, despite your protests. Whether it was a meal at a restaurant far too expensive or a trinket that โreminded him of youโ, he spared no expense.ย
And while it was sweet in its own way, every time you watched him trade money for a gift, you felt an uncomfortable feeling twist in your stomach.
Since you were young, youโve always taken care of yourself. Everything you had now came from years of hard work and suffering. Youโd long learned not to trust gifts from others- it was almost certainly a trap.
For the life of you, you couldnโt figure out why Satoru insisted on spending so much on you, but you wanted it to stop. It feltโฆ dishonest. Surely, he didnโt believe that an endless wallet was the only thing you cared about?
But as you watched his smile disappear and his eyes lose their glimmer, you faltered. Surely, his smile wasnโt trembling, your eyes were playing tricks, they had to be.
โO-oh, I seeโฆ I didnโt mean to insinuate that you couldnโt, I justโฆ never mind. Iโll leave you alone,โ He whispered weakly. He smiled but it didnโt fit his face in the slightest. It was watery and wobbly and just plain wrong.
Before you could evaluate your mistake, he was gone. โIโm sorry to say this, Yn, butโฆ that was most disappointing.โ
You whipped around, almost having forgotten that Nanami had also been accompanying you.
โWhat do you mean? Just because you donโt care if he spends all his money, doesnโt mean I donโt have to!โ
The sorcerer shook his head, clicking his tongue. โThat is not what I meant. Youโre smart, smart enough to know that he isnโt buying your affections.โ
You scoffed, arms crossed. โWell, why else?โ Nanami looked away, sighing. โI understand that people have taken advantage of you, and lied, but thatโs not Gojo. He cares deeply for you and this is his way of showing it. Granted, it might not be the ideal way, but itโs his way nonetheless.โ
You paused, not quite knowing how to respond. โWell, itโs too late now-โ
โSo you would give up so easily? This might not be my place but, Yn, he doesnโt look at anyone else the way you look at him. And I can tell that you look at him the same way!โ
Nanamiโs impassioned outburst took you by surprise, it being uncharacteristic for the usually mild-mannered blonde. You gulped, trying to rid yourself of the lump in your throat.
โB-but what do I say? What if he wants nothing to do with me?โ
Nanami rolled his eyes, placing his fist on his waist. โThis is Gojo weโre talking about. He wants you still. Apologize to him and tell him how you feel, itโs glaringly obvious, by the way,โ He added teasingly.
You buried your face in your hands, a mix of embarrassment and shame mixing in your chest. โThanks, Kento, Iโm sorry to ditch you like this,โ You smile sheepishly. Nanami spared you a small smile and waved a dismissive hand. โDonโt be; Iโll be stopping by the bakery.โย
With that reassurance, you let out a quiet laugh before making your way to where Satoru was sure to be. Even though Satoru had a perfectly good (and spacious) apartment, whenever he was upset by something, he could be found in a small abandoned park, usually looking up at the sky, whether day or night.ย
As you passed by a small dessert shop, the perfect way to apologize popped into your mind.ย
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Just as you expected, Satoru was seated criss-cross in the grass, eyes glued to the sky. Knowing he could see you, even from behind, you held out the small bag as a peace offering.ย
From just a few feet away, you could hear his scoff. โOh, so now youโre trying to โbuy my affectionโ?โ He grumbled petulantly.
You winced, but couldnโt deny that you had deserved it. Undeterred, however, you sat beside him and dropped the bag into his lap.ย
He shot you a skeptical look before opening it up and rifling through it. โKikifuku and mochi? You must be desperate for my forgiveness,โ He mocked, popping a mochi ball into his mouth.
You let the bite in his words roll over you and instead nodded. โI am, butโฆ I understand if you donโt. I lashed out at you for no reason, but I wanted to let you know that I didnโt mean it and Iโm very sorry,โ You confessed.ย
You felt his eyes on you, and despite his sunglasses, you couldnโt bear to look into them, feeling too vulnerable. โNot forgive you? But you need me,โ He grinned, a joking lilt in his voice. The corners of your lips lifted. โYouโre right, I do,โ You answered, catching him by surprise.ย
You heard rustling and out of the corner of your eye, you saw him set the bag of sweets down, his expression more serious than a moment ago.
โEarlier was just a misunderstanding, Yn, Iโm not leaving you behind,โ He promised, reaching out to hold your chin between his fingers, his eyes peeking over the black rims of his shades as he turned your face towards his.ย
โI know you have a hard time trusting othersโ intentions, but Iโve never once believed you were that shallow, but I still donโt want to make you uncomfortable,โ Satoru smiled, letting his forehead rest against yours. โIโll limit the gifts, but next time, donโt let your feelings build up. Let me love you the right way, yeah?โย
You felt so many things that it was nearly overwhelming, but most of all you felt a love that you couldnโt contain. You could scarcely process your actions before you were cupping Satoruโs face in yours and pressing your lips to his.ย
Arguably not the way you envisioned this conversation going, but if the way the sorcerer held you tighter to him was anything to go by, he wasnโt complaining. His lips moved against yours in a way that nearly hypnotized you, robbing you of your ability to think or breathe.ย
All too quickly, he was pulling back, a bright grin spreading across his face. โSo, you need me, huh?โ He teased. You groaned, already regretting your honesty. โSat-โ But his lips were already on yours again before you could complain.ย
Maybe you didnโt regret it that much.
๐ ๐ณ๐๐ข๐ซ๐, 20, ๐ฌ๐ก๐/๐ก๐๐ซ
๐ ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ค, ๐ซ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง, ๐ง/๐ฌ๐๐ฐ
๐ ๐ข๐ง๐๐จ๐ฑ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง
๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐/๐ซ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐
๐ง ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ...
๐ง find your peace (in my arms) ft. s. gojo
๐ง please don't hide (not from me) ft. m. fushiguro
so sorry I didnโt see your answer but yes itโs about choso and Iโm almost positive you know what is๐ญ
I have heard whispers๐
GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE๐ค๐พ๐
ok im doing this again๐๐พ
im going to post both but which one first?
edit: thank you to those who voted!! The Choso fic is in my masterlist <3
โ๐ฆ๐จ๐จ๐ง, ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ข๐ ๐ข ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐, ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?โ
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