Having Bpd Is Literally The Worst Thing Ever. A Mood Swing Can Hit You Literally Anytime Any Second Of

Having bpd is literally the worst thing ever. A mood swing can hit you literally anytime any second of the day. You’re literally at the mercy of this fucking illness. Does it care that two seconds ago you were having an amazing time with your friends? No. Does it care that no will understand why you’re frowning and sitting in a corner when you were literally laughing two seconds ago? No. It doesn’t give a fuck about anything or anyone. Not one thing. It just consumes you. And makes you hate yourself for being like this because there’s nothing you can do about it. Nothing.

More Posts from Shadetpf and Others

1 year ago

Most Fuckable Elements round 1

2 years ago
The Raising Of Lazarus

The Raising of Lazarus

Rembrandt

Oil on panel, c. 1630-1632

7 months ago

best brownies in the known universe (at least, according to my grandma)

some year and a half ago when i was getting ready to move out i combed through all the family recipes that lay lost to time and one of the ones that i found was my grandmas brownie recipe. idk where she got it from (nor can i ask cause she has dementia) and its a printed out email she sent to my mom in june 2000. but by george these the best brownies i have ever tasted. would she be pleased that i am sharing this recipe with my vast following? absolutely.

YOU WILL NEED:

5 tablespoons butter (unsalted) 1 ounce unsweetened baking chocolate (or as much as your heart desires) 2/3 cup unsweetened good cocoa powder 1 cup sugar (white) (superfine preferred, normal works fine) 1 cup sifted white flour (can use gluten free) 1/2 teaspoon baking powder as much cinnamon as your heart desires (your heart needs to desire at least some cinnamon. its essential to the recipe) 3 egg whites 1 egg splash of vanilla extract (again, non negotiable step!)

preheat your oven to 325 degrees. grease a square baking pan (9x9 preferably).

in a small saucepan over medium heat melt the butter and baking chocolate. while that is melting, sift together the flour, baking powder and cinnamon into a small bowl. once the butter and chocolate is done melting add the cocoa powder and cook it together for 1 minute. add in the sugar and stir. it will get very thick. this is correct.

set that aside to cool. while thats cooling take a large bowl and put in your egg whites, egg and vanilla. beat it up with preferably a whisk but you can use a fork if youre fresh out of whisks. once the chocolate is cool enough to not scramble your eggs dump it in the eggs and mix it together. add the flour in gradually and keep mixing until its smooth and happy.

spread into your greased baking pan. put it in the oven for EXACLTLY 18 MINUTES. very crucial step. they will come out slightly under done. that is what we want. as they cool they will continue to cook in the pan. we dont want them to get hard and sad. they are not good when they are hard and sad. do not overbake them. you will be sad.

slice them up and as the official last step on the original recipe says: EAT ENJOY AND MAKE MORE! (theyre very good with mint chocolate chip ice cream)

7 months ago

being successful in your fav subject feels so validating

2 years ago
I Want The Blissful Sweetness Of Doing Nothing
I Want The Blissful Sweetness Of Doing Nothing
I Want The Blissful Sweetness Of Doing Nothing
I Want The Blissful Sweetness Of Doing Nothing
I Want The Blissful Sweetness Of Doing Nothing
I Want The Blissful Sweetness Of Doing Nothing

I want the blissful sweetness of doing nothing

1 year ago
Every Time.

Every time.

2 years ago

i want someone who will read books to me next to my grave

2 years ago
@academia-lucifer
@academia-lucifer
@academia-lucifer
@academia-lucifer
@academia-lucifer
@academia-lucifer
@academia-lucifer

@academia-lucifer

1 year ago

kinda feeling a little empty

  • gedvnkengewitter
    gedvnkengewitter reblogged this · 5 months ago
  • gedvnkengewitter
    gedvnkengewitter liked this · 5 months ago
  • invisiblethorn
    invisiblethorn liked this · 6 months ago
  • ohbutwheresyourheart
    ohbutwheresyourheart reblogged this · 8 months ago
  • neraido-skonh
    neraido-skonh liked this · 8 months ago
  • thedarkestdescent
    thedarkestdescent liked this · 8 months ago
  • tiredpigeon09
    tiredpigeon09 liked this · 10 months ago
  • ilviloc
    ilviloc liked this · 10 months ago
  • robingoodson
    robingoodson liked this · 10 months ago
  • dixiethapixie
    dixiethapixie liked this · 10 months ago
  • macry
    macry liked this · 10 months ago
  • artist-izzy
    artist-izzy liked this · 10 months ago
  • perceptivepov
    perceptivepov liked this · 10 months ago
  • ekjett
    ekjett liked this · 11 months ago
  • freshllamalover
    freshllamalover liked this · 1 year ago
  • acidr0ze
    acidr0ze reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • prunedroses-blog
    prunedroses-blog liked this · 1 year ago
  • shadetpf
    shadetpf reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • shadetpf
    shadetpf liked this · 1 year ago
  • reasons-not-to
    reasons-not-to liked this · 1 year ago
  • lepertamar
    lepertamar liked this · 1 year ago
  • whisper-overseer
    whisper-overseer reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • writersblock654
    writersblock654 liked this · 1 year ago
  • sleepingstruggle
    sleepingstruggle reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • wickedmental
    wickedmental reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • i-should-be-studying-lol
    i-should-be-studying-lol liked this · 1 year ago
  • xoweightless
    xoweightless liked this · 1 year ago
  • missionskinknee
    missionskinknee liked this · 1 year ago
  • the-locked-cellar-door
    the-locked-cellar-door reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • thisfeelswrong
    thisfeelswrong reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • thisfeelswrong
    thisfeelswrong liked this · 1 year ago
  • sherlockwolf
    sherlockwolf liked this · 1 year ago
  • misskittii
    misskittii reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • hellchii
    hellchii liked this · 1 year ago
  • alphavill3
    alphavill3 reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • susahnasomething
    susahnasomething liked this · 1 year ago
  • h-is-trash
    h-is-trash liked this · 1 year ago
  • ephemeresque
    ephemeresque liked this · 1 year ago
  • bbunicorns
    bbunicorns liked this · 1 year ago
  • damaged-beyond-repair0696
    damaged-beyond-repair0696 reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • faeriexgoblin
    faeriexgoblin liked this · 1 year ago
  • meeresstillstand
    meeresstillstand liked this · 1 year ago
  • blueyouthnightmare
    blueyouthnightmare liked this · 1 year ago
  • amvthvst
    amvthvst reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • amvthvst
    amvthvst liked this · 1 year ago
  • adoptflowers
    adoptflowers liked this · 1 year ago
  • rocklyn98
    rocklyn98 liked this · 1 year ago
  • kutikue
    kutikue reblogged this · 1 year ago
shadetpf - shade
shade

yo gregori

59 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags