Something so crazy
Something inside my head
Stops me right when I think it is
Time to let go and not keep hoping
About our chance at life, a human gets tired
Of waiting for that perfect moment to come
Indeed you give me, you do but in time
With a lot of patience, this is how I’ve learnt to
Last with, your heart always assures: if not now
Then later, time isn’t ours, it’s not our fault
Why would I hold on to a rope as thin as time
To keep my calm, to stop me from breaking
A million times over, every second you’re not here
When would you know, how would you tell me
When time’s right? That it is working in our favour
Tell me when, do I believe that you’ll find me
Waiting for you.
I sought every clue, negative or true
To not wait any longer than this very moment
You’ve granted me the joy of patience
And with it, I know I’ll be the happiest
With you, in this world & the next
@allyreyna thought youd love these !
ESTETICA //
You pulled me closer,
And closer.
I let your love sink in like venom.
With every drip i found my life hanging between sweet solace of death and the nightmare of the present.
To you I've gifted my life ,
My love.
To you I find my home ;
Yet you seem like the canon that shoots down my fragile home.
You settle beyond the grays and
I sit on the sun watching you
Paint me in a gloomy sky.
-sincentralx.
“Zebra Cliff House”
Im empty, here and there.
A big hole placed where my heart used to beat to find
Joy
Love
And fear.
There are dimensions of misplaced memories lying in there, every piece showing a different side ;
A kaleidoscope
With shapes and patterns but with no particular image that stands out.
And maybe as i write this to you,
I might start to feel the pieces from every dimension to make space for another jagged memory.
And maybe,
This memory will make me feel,
Maybe this memory will speak for me and tell you
That I've been trying to heal.
Written By @sincentralsposts
Photo by @yesterday-in-thought
And the ones whom you thought wereyour world don't orbit around the same sun as you anymore.
You are missed everyday .
11 February 2017.
This is the last time
That I'm truly here
In every possible way.
Because I've let this place go.
With every visit,
I lose one core memory
Only for it to be replaced with another one elsewhere.
So if you ever ask me,
Why I am done
I'll tell you why.
Because there isn't any of me left here
To come back to.
-simra.t