I Spent Like Ten Minutes Last Night Just Finding A Bunch Of Stuff For An Outfit That’s Probably Never

A dysphoria venting poem

Again, and again / I find myself in / these places / and spaces / where I can’t help but almost stare / and compare / and silently cry in despair / because all the girls around me / are so pretty / and then you’ve got me / in my hoodie / who just got a haircut / which is ok but / i feel like there’s no way / anyone would ever say / that i look as good as they / do. Inside my little closet / my prison / that traps me inside it / and I have to hide / and lie / and say that I / am completely fine / but inside / I’m dying / and I want to start crying. / It’s awful. / And it’s all / around. The way / that they / just talk / and walk / and do anything / just makes me want to say something / but would they think / I was worth their time? / Would I even be worth a dime? / I cry inside my closet of pain.

thank u barbie for showing bi/lesbian solidarity

what about short guys

Short girls reblog if you agree

UPDATE: Wrong pronouns for anxiety friend, they did research and found out they’re nb. I’m out to dwarf friend as well now. I came out to her using an AMAZING character secret reveal during a game of D&D to set it up, and it went great thanks to the incredible DMing of anxiety friend. Anxiety friend will henceforth be referred to as Any (short for Anonymous) and dwarf friend will be referred to as Barrel (in-joke). Barrel and I put together both an amazing outfit for me to wear to the school dance and a way for me to delay coming out to my parent until after said school dance. Unfortunately, this dance is not until later in the school year. That’s it for now!

I just realized it’s been a while, here’s an update on my existence:

- i’m a girl, and i’m not out as one - school’s back, so that’s a thing - made two friends - one is a lesbian with a self-proclaimed resemblance to the dwarves of d&d - the other has anxiety and is a boi - only problem is, he wasn’t born a boi and has religious parents - he’s the only person i’m out to as a girl atm - also my crush, a cis football boi, is an idiot but somehow that makes him cuter I DONT KNOW EITHER

My question is, am I the only one who wants a get pan pride flag just to run around with it like a cape?

everyone needs to look at her blog because she is one of the best people i have ever seen ever

I feel really crappy about myself and Idk why. I basically do everything I do just to make other people laugh or at least feel a little better, because when I make other people happy then it make me happy. But today, it just feels like I can’t make anyone happy. I usually turn to scrolling through my dashboard, but that’s just reminding me that my posts are basically guaranteed to not even have a chance to make anyone happy, let alone be noticed. Sorry the length! Needed to get that out.

1. don’t worry about it. this blog is built for the followers and you never have to worry about annoying me with anything.

2. i’ve dealt wit some similar stuff and i’m really sorry that you’re going through this, those emotions are super tough. something that i’ve found in life is that you need to live your life for yourself. that doesn’t mean that you are selfish or ignore the needs of others, but your life is just that- yours. so try and work toward making yourself happy just as much as you would anyone else. it improves your life immensely and it actually ends up making others happier as well.

hope you start to feel better, sending you all my love💕🌸

i was scrolling through my old posts and i saw this

elect this man right freakin now

I just realized something. One moment I basically pour my heart out into a poem, then the next I’m posting about how humans are basically just cucumbers with anxiety. If you have ever wanted a perfect description of my personality, that’s it.

NEW UPDATE: first crush stopped attractive because he hangs out with this one kid is honestly the worst and it rubs off on him. new crush speaks french tho so that’s neat

I just realized it’s been a while, here’s an update on my existence:

- i’m a girl, and i’m not out as one - school’s back, so that’s a thing - made two friends - one is a lesbian with a self-proclaimed resemblance to the dwarves of d&d - the other has anxiety and is a boi - only problem is, he wasn’t born a boi and has religious parents - he’s the only person i’m out to as a girl atm - also my crush, a cis football boi, is an idiot but somehow that makes him cuter I DONT KNOW EITHER