I Have Not Had That Kind Of Oppertunity In Ages. I Really Wish I Could Have Kept The Clothes I Would

I have not had that kind of oppertunity in ages. I really wish i could have kept the clothes i would often take from my Mom's closet to crossdress with when i was a kid growing up, same goes for her vibrators that i had also stumbled across during those times. if it wasn't for me having these experiences when i was growing up and learning about pornography back before y2k. I probibly would not have experimented when i did or like i did. initially, when i would dress up wearing my Mother's clothes, makeup& perfume, it never felt wrong, it always felt like i was in the right clothing, when i would watch porn i would always aspire to imitate what the females were doing in those films. this would only reinforce that i am destined to be a woman. As i got into my teenage years i went astray from my feminine destiny and would hide my true feelings of being a woman and my sexual attraction to men and my gender identity, although during my in the closet years would only prove to be the most sexually active period of time i had with men. as i would be on the out in highschool i managed to realign my female gender identity with my sexual preference for men. these days, I have all my own lingerie, dresses, heels, breast forms and makeup, so i really dont need to her stuff anymore. I have spent the last 15-20 years learning about fashion, how to apply makeup, and compiling my wardrobe and im always going to be adding to it as the years go on. However, bout 2 months ago my Mom decided to get rid of whole mess of brand new with tags on it sports bra's and I wound up taking all of them, not having seen several were old and used. Feels good when my Mother and I are the same size bra/tops as I found out that was notbalways the case once upon a time.

It is true.... Mistress has made me do it as recently as last month... And even posted proof of me confessing that truth, while wearing my Mother's nightgown and panties, here and elsewhere as punishment for being disobedient.  So everyone can see what a pathetic sissy beta I truly am.