Got My Tooth Fixed Yesterday And Barely Ate Anything After Because When The Numb Wore Off It Hurt Too

reminder to all 14-19 year olds girls. that grown man does not like you. you are a victim

Poking their heads in doesnt make you feel any better, just observed. If they could actually do something, thats different. Sucks you had to go through that

Have a doctors appointment for something unrelated. They always do the depression screening and my number is always very high. So today the nurse is freaking out about leaving me in the room alone, leaves the door cracked and has already checked on me once while I’m waiting for the doctor. I appreciate that someone would show concern for an individual with my score. But also, I’m fine, leave me alone. I’m not planning to control-alt-delete myself in your office.

reblog if you love miso soup or if your eyes water whenever someone slightly raises their voice at you

Sometimes appreciating and communing with nature means accepting the limitations of where you live.

I used to feel bad when I read so much about meditating outside, sitting in stillness with your eyes closed. I thought these writers had to be much better pagans and witches than me to accept the consequences of that in order to be close to nature.

Then I was lucky enough to visit the UK a few years ago and I realized there's just not the same kind of bugs there. These people weren't somehow ignoring swarms of mosquitos to meditate. They weren't better pagans than me; they lived in a different place.

Since then, I've tried to adjust advice to fit my home. I do nature walk meditations instead of sitting by water and I accept that I can't be out for hours when the temperatures get into the high 90s in July. Once I started working within the limits of Florida, I felt a lot more at home in it.

Now I understand that loving nature doesn't have to look the same in every place and that's okay. You're not a bad witch or pagan because you have to adjust your practice to your home.

Train your mind!

Forgiveness Incense Powder

This was made with:

Rose petals - honesty

Thyme - clarity

Pine needles - exorcism

Apple Blossom - love, happiness

Mortar and pestle

Glass jar

I have some things I need to let go of and forgive myself for. I was young, impulsive and...it was stupid.

The ingredients in this are geared towards love, compassion... understanding and clarity. Being honest with myself about what I did and letting go.

This week I am focusing on water and spirit. The herbs I chose not only resonate with the intentions I want to set out, but are also water element herbs (except pine because the moon is moving into Pisces so I wanted to incorporate that as well).

The new moon is a perfect time for this in my practice since it is a time of new beginnings and correlated with me wanting to focus on the spirit element as well.

I shook up the jar and then placed it into an egg holder with moon water next to a moonstone point to enhance the water element of the herbs.

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27 NB New to ED MDNI 5'

sw : 225lbs

lw: 161.5 -4/25/25

cw: 163.7lbs

gw: 145lbs

ugw: 110lbs

I am pro-recovery for everyone but myself

I want to be abel to move like this!

One thing that makes it harder (and easier?) for me is that aside from anything else, I have AuDHD and ARID. ADHD makes me forget that time is happening, so I forget to eat (yay!) ARFID (Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder) makes it so my brain says "that's not food." to most foods. You'd think that'd be yay, but it isn't. The crap my brain is willing to accept is food is all processed stuff that makes me fat. Why can't it want steamed veggies instead of cheezits! I have a few "safe foods" that are things I can almost always eat, but they're like chocolate milk and frozen pizza. NOT YAY. Not yay at all. At least I have LOTS of practice not eating, between the two.