Me: I’m going to go to bed on time tonight for work!
My brain: HAHAHAHAHA you’re so cute.
How do you like to decompress after dealing with a lot of stress?
By drawing unspeakable things.
I feel like i was written as an oc with how much is wrong with me. Bro gave me everything as character design
Me starting to copy the random noises my friends make
I love being told that i’m “not that autistic” etc. (sarcasm) by older adults simply cause i’m high masking and not acting like your little autistic nephew. I’ve had to make myself palatable by people for actual years. Especially cause i would be yelled at by my parents and family if i did show signs.
You’re wondering why i’m not acting autistic when ive been absolutely detested for showing any signs of it for all my life.
Didn’t feel like rendering everything but anyway decided to try and realistically shade again to relax. Total time spent: 2h 30min.