Having to socialize and be around for hours on end because thats whats expected, going home and just fighting sleep because you're just so done and tired. Barely having the energy for things you love and like doing. Not having the energy to connect with the people you like. Feeling like its getting bad again. I just don't wanna anymore. Why can't i just sell art for a living. Why does every single place i apply to reject me and any other jobs i cant do because of who my brain made me to be. Why can't i just stay home, why do i have to work my ass off to be what others are naturally. Am i looking at them enough, am i sounding interested and positive. Am i too loud again. Oh i can't say that out loud can i.
not to brag but I had a conversation today and I was really brave about it
My tadc oc with the holding breath thing, one semi serious one and one doodle for funsies. Oh no, he became a marketable plushie!
I gotta piss hard. See you in a sec
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some fiddlestan for my soul
I made a bunch of meme drawings for people in the CharacterHub discord