it sucks that i have dyscalculia and RSD because i can go from doing math with a little bit of issue to full on breakdown in a second only to realize ive been reading a 2 as a 5 the entire time a few minutes later after already crying all over my homework
at least we have to wear masks for testing because that can catch the inevitable tears, i just gotta remember not to wear makeup :)
a running joke between my best friend (cis guy) and me (trans nonbinary) is he'll ask me to rank a group of characters/people from most to least transphobic and one time he had me rank every named character in the spiderman ps4 game. everything was going smoothly, everything correct, and then i got to screwball and had to reconcile my deep hatred for her with the fact that she is 100% absolutely trans. it was a dark day.
update: i had a panic attack in the costco parking lot while wicked played in the background :)
24 hours of insomnia brought to you by my latest manic episode (feat. anxiety, procrastination, and 3 shots of espresso)
I REMEMBERED I CAN BRING IT BACK BECAUSE WORD IS SO HELPFUL THANK YOU DADDY MICROSOFT
i deleted my fucking project on accident thinking it was the fucked up copy and i'm near tears :)
this is me before the new spider verse movie!! i'm so excited!!!! :D
once a year i get obsessed with sugared strawberries despite the fact that i am allergic to berries and it makes my mouth hurt and gives me a headache and cramps but fuck its so good
went driving alone,,, how do people do this,,,, i need a passenger princess,, a co pilot,,,, i embarrassed myself out there,,,,,,,
somebody slap me if i procrastinate my plan tomorrow its literally so i can catch up in one class within the week dear god if i don't follow through with this plan i'm dropping out
wanted to draw Miguel before injecting spider juice
check me out on Twitter if you like my art <3
i kin a character that canonically has a pet spider and another that is a spider, yet i'm literally arachnophobic
lol my friends almost unlocked more of my backstory, that was a close one
Name's Rain or Blueberry (or just Blue)they/them/he/himpan/a-speci also write so i might bring that upthis is really just stream of consciousnesscurrent interests: Spider-Man, MHA, Deadpool
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