How My Journey Started
How my journey started
It all started in my teens with my best friend. We would play video games and the loser of the game or match would have to do a certain task. This was our way of “not being gay.” We made it into a competition. I was super competitive and would win most of the time. So, many times I would get jerked off, sucked on, etc. I even came in his mouth a few times.
By the way, we would usually give a timeframe to a certain “punishment.” Like, oral for 5 minutes for example. Well, whatever the timeframe was, I never lasted, even back then. I would always cum early. Every time. Usually around the 1:30 - 2 minute mark, I would cum (it’s quicker now :)) I could always tell, even at that age, he was embarrassed for me that I would cum so quick.
A couple of times I did lose the game and would touch on him mostly. I do remember one time I sucked on his thick cock tho. It was amazing looking back on it. I wish it would have gone on longer but somehow I weaseled my way out of doing it for very long. He didn’t cum in my mouth or anything unfortunately.
Of course, if I could go back in time, I would lose every match possible just to serve him. I had sucked one cock before his, quickly as well, with no orgasm then either, and none since. I have fantasized about these moments forever since then though. I very much hope one day I can serve my true cock-sucking purpose.
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Obsessing over PE
A friend, who shares my PE fetish, pointed out to me that I unconsciously feed this passion and thus make my PE worse. I avoid masturbating although I know that releasing some of that pent-up pressure might make me last longer inside a pussy. Instead, I purposely let the pressure build because I know it’ll make me lose it even faster, and because being PE has become a huge turn-on. I think about PE all the time, read about it, blog about it, talk about it. When I am about to have intercourse, I think "how quickly will I cum?"..."it’ll probably be even quicker than last time"...."I won’t even last a minute" and so on. And those thoughts just speed up my release. We all know the power of words and thoughts and suggestion.
So it's no surprise that during sex a few days ago, after three or four very gentle, very tentative pumps, I knew it was going to happen within seconds. So I just stopped, was totally still, didn’t move a muscle at all, just tightly held on to her. I felt the point-of-no-return inevitably, unstoppably coming at me like a freight train in slow motion. And then it was there. Earth-shattering orgasm. And another very premature ejaculation. I totally loved it.
How do you experience PE?
Don’t I know it…
100% yes. I cum just from thinking about it.
Hopeless
