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Because I’m a former wall-flower and now I’m really pretty outgoing at heart, but my anxiety is just something I have trouble getting over. I converse with someone and tweak my personality in small ways because I’m afraid that my unfiltered personality will annoy you.

I’m about to have a fun afternoon.

So my trainer’s bf cheated on her. She broke up with him. He’s holding her stuff hostage until she agrees to talk with him. Which she refuses.

She trains; for free mind you; three college linebackers, a college wrestler, two martial artists, a body builder, and… wait for it…. a Navy seal. We’re gonna go get her shit for her.

This should make for an interesting story.

Feeling guilty

I don't know but I feel bad for shipping Shance when Shiro literally had (has?) a fiancé on earth... I'm like, "he's probably still in love with Adam... He's definitely still in love with Adam." But then it changes to, "I still ship Shance! Adam's probably in the past." Like, nothing can get in the way of Shance! Shance all the way!

I mean, I don't know if I should just ship what I like to ship or just slowly back away... To be honest, I might join some of the others and just ship Lance with Shiro and Adam.

It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE

I love this with all my heart

“LET’S GO LESBIANS LET’S GO”

dark skinned girls wearing bright yellow/orange rb if u agree

Okay so I followed this video about foreshortening and…

Sycra. I love you so much for making this video.

Rant Ahead

What really annoys me is that I love Voltron but the fucking fandom is so fucking toxic. Like, people who ship one ship would start shit with people who ship another. I seriously don't understand why people are acting like this, some of these people are in their teens and are acting like fucking five year-old. And that's an insult to five year-olds cause I work with them and they are nothing like that. I literally don't mind what ships other people ship, it's not going to harm me when they say who they bloody ship together, they can express who they ship and don't ship.

If you don't like that ship then you can kindly tell them instead of making a massive thing over it like it's the end of the fucking world. Just because the character you ship with is in the same ship as theirs. I saw a post on Instagram where someone received a DM from this person shipping Sheith. Telling them that Klance will never happen and that it's not canon king, and never will be. I don't know if I misheard but didn't Shiro say Keith was like a brother to him in the recent season?

I understand that people will ship those two together still and I encourage it but why the need to going into a Klance shipper's DM and harrass them over their ship? I'm actually asking why some shipper's need to act in such a manner just because some people ship two characters together that they don't ship.

Sorry for my rant but thanks for reading.

When people don't know if Sebastian Stan and Margarita Levieva are still dating but then you low-key think they still are from Sebastian's comments on some of her photos. 😂 He wants to keep it private but still needs to praise the woman in his life!

So, in Avengers: Infinity War, if Tony goes back in time and brings past!New York Fight!Steve to the present and Bucky is still around when Tony brings him through time. How will Steve react while he sees Bucky, standing in front of him? Like, what would Steve's facial expression be when he sees Bucky, long haired, metal arm and scruffy Bucky?? Like, what will happen??

I don't know what I'm doing anymore 😂😂

Steve has a twin sister, known as Nicole 'Sarah' Rogers, in this and she took the serum just like him but survived the WW, after the war he changed her name to Sarah Daniels. She helped Peggy and Howard founded S.H.I.E.L.D and helped Howard look after Tony but left after staying till Tony was 16.

Steve wakes up, 70 years into the future. He wakes up to realised that he become a national icon to America, that they made comics about him and had a whole section at the Smithsonian just for him and the Howling Commandos. He wakes up believing his home is gone. To a world where he couldn't make weird, witty jokes with the commandos, smile at Peggy like a love sick puppy or look at Bucky as if his whole world is within his best friend's hands.

He soon finds out that he isn't truly alone in this cold, lonely world that only shows black and white. He finds out that Peggy is still alive but the Howling Commandos has passed away during the early 2000s. He finds guilt and anger well up inside him but he had no reasons to be angry, he should be the one they should be angry at... He shows up at the care home that Peggy was staying at, with guilt heavy in his chest. Peggy takes a few seconds to recognise him but when she doesn't, his heart breaks. He left his best gal all alone and yet she found happiness, something he wanted for her. They talk for a few minutes before Peggy forgets again and Steve had to watch as Peggy recognises him again... He had to leave his best gal behind because he needed to save the world, needed to save the people that have families or young children that still have so much ahead of them. He tells that to Peggy, tells her that he would do anything to protect the world and keep her safe but doesn't tell her that it was suppose to stop the guilt, that is still in his chest, the guilt he felt when he couldn't even save Bucky from the fall on the train.

He doesn't say anything though, he keeps the smile on his face and keeps himself in check because he's Captain America, and Captain America has to be strong for the people out in the world. Suddenly, 2 years have flown by and he's on a case, finding this assassin that was suppose to be a myth, The Winter Soldier. Steve does find him, well, the Winter Soldier finds him and his friends but he's no longer the Winter Soldier now. No, instead he's his best friend from Brooklyn, the guy that stuck by him through thick and thin, he's his Bucky. The Bucky that he couldn't save, the Bucky that didn't deserve whatever happened to him while in the hands of Hydra.

Steve fights Bucky, it's a bad thing because Steve couldn't concentrate on fight but only on the thoughts that he could've saved Bucky, he could've landed the plane. Could've told Peggy his coordinates and had that date with her. Could've stopped Howard from being like that to Tony and his wife and help save Bucky from Hydra again before it become so severe. But what happened, happened. He couldn't go back in time and change everything, instead he has to learn to live through he regrets and guilt and help get Bucky back, help Bucky with the pain he's going through.

After the fight on the helicarrier, Bucky disappears and Steve tries going back to how it was before he found out that the person he was hunting was his best friend. The best friend he thought had died from his fall from the train. Instead, he puts on his mask again, Sam and Natasha know it's a mask but they don't question it because they know Steve would lie to them, like he was lying to himself every day for the past two years. Only one year passes and he slowly gets through it, having his friends with him helps him get better a bit. But then things get bad again because Tony and Bruce designed a robot that now wants to get rid of the human race. So they fight. That's what Steve is good at, fighting and using his body as a shield for people that hasn't got quick healing like he does.

The fight ends and Ultron is defeated but Sokovia is in a bad bad state, lots of people's lives have been lost, including Wanda's brother and god does Steve understand what she's feeling because now, now, he starts thinking about his sister. God, his twin sister, the other person that stuck with him and encouraged him through things that he wanted to do, the person who also took the serum and servived. The person that Steve didn't have to see die during the war. And he feels the guilt again, so he stands next to Wanda, telling her it would be okay and helping her through the sadness and guilt throw the years.

Another year goes by and now he's found Bucky. Bucky who doesn't remember him but remembers something's from the past. "Read about you in the museum." Bucky says to Steve and Steve... Steve has to keep the tears from welling up from his eyes because that's not how he wants Bucky to remember him but he doesn't complain, instead he's there, helping Bucky fight the police force that is after Bucky. He's helping Bucky escape because that's what he can to do get forgiveness from not being able to stave him from the fall. When they get caught, Steve becomes a fugitive and that means that he doesn't have to hold himself in check now, doesn't have to have a bright on his face. But that still stays on even if he wants to take it off.

The doctor that was questioning bucky, makes Steve feel uncomfortable, he doesn't why but his gut is telling him that something is about to go wrong. And it does, Bucky breaks out of the weird prison and then the 'doctor' isn't seen again. Bucky fights his way through the facility and leaves. Steve and Sam find him later, Steve puts Bucky's metal arm in a metal holder in case they aren't talking to 'Bucky'. When Bucky does wake up, he has all the memories, ranging from Steve and his twin to the army and the fall. Steve shed some tears but wipes it away quickly before smiling brightly that he has his friend back. They get him out of the hold and tell him everything, tell him that they were on the run because they didn't sign the accords but that's okay, as long as he has bucky.

Then there's the fight between Steve's team and Tony's team. Steve and Bucky get out of it and travels to the place where Zemo is but then Tony turns up and says that he believes Bucky is innocent and Steve thinks that his 'family' is going to become okay but then Zemo destroys that. Shows the actually scene on what happened to Tony's parents, leaves the video playing long enough for Bu- no, for the Winter Soldier to look up at the camera and shoot at it. Tony's is angry and Steve understands he does but it wasn't Bucky but Tony doesn't listen. At the end of the fight, Tony is lying on the floor, babbling about how the shield belongs to his father, which it does but it has the marks of Peggy, so he lets it go. Like he did to everything else, he helps Bucky, the only person he can't leg go anymore, up and walks out of the vault, leaving Tony behind. When Tony does get back to the Avengers building, he's found helping Rhodes with is leg paralysis but he's getting better and Tony can tell. Then a parcel is there for him, a phone, sitting there, in the box, waiting patiently before being tipped out with a letter and it's from Steve. The same Steve that never leaves behind any family members, even if they are behind bars. This, Tony knows and doesn't discuss with Ross, hanging up on him within the first minute. He stares at the picture that's on his desk and it's him, Jarvis, his mum and dad along with Peggy and Sarah. Smiling brightly in the coloured photo, but he wonders who Sarah was other than his dad and Peggy's friend...

This may have been thought of already!!

What if, Steve and Bucky were actually secretly dating each other during the 1940's but they didn't want people to know so Bucky took on the roll of being a ladies man and tried to get Steve to have a double date with him because then Bucky could be with Steve while on a 'Date' with the girl. Like, what if they came out to the Howling Commandos and their responses was like,"That's great sarge! Congratulations, deflowering the Cap!!" Like what if they were really happy and then Bucky falls off the train and Steve couldn't live without him so he just contemplates suicide for a bit and Peggy tries to help him through it cause she's a good friend! Like what if, Steve's 'sacrifice' was actually an attempted suicide so Steve could be with Bucky... But then finds out he's been sleeping for 70 years and he couldn't be with Bucky at all until he finds out that Bucky is the Winter Soldier and then he thinks his life is back, his home.

Only to find out that he doesn't remember and then his home is ripped away from him again. Only to find out again, that Bucky is getting his memories back slowly and Steve has to protected his home, even if it means to fight Tony, a man that understands him in the PTSD and guilt department.

Like, this may have been thought of but I just want to put what I think out there. 😊

Guys, here’s an explanation! Read it before you actually blame the person. When there's so many people saying one thing and blaming one person, you gotta get to know the whole situation before specking your opinion. This person has fucking screenshots for evidence, I don't know how you guys won't lean more to the evidence side than the written non-showing evidence side...

The anti situation.

Minty here, and it’s time for me to actually put out the reason why i did this.

of course, you have all known the two situations ive been in. with dobbu and quiznah that caused a group of antis to interact with me.

but from ive done, i did it because i was tired of shit being talked behind my back. yeah, i went in an anti group chat, i expected the unexpected. 

but safe spaces? want me to be honest? there was nothing safe about that group. many other shaladins are posting the messages and screenshots of what was going down in that group.

you can say its invading privacy, you can say im a shithead for this but once i explain myself, wouldn’t you do the same?

AnarcheryLesbian

This woman, she’s something else. 

When i first got her anonymous messages, I was pretty shocked someone actually said that. They believed I was this “young lil innocent child that needed protection.”

i didn’t want part of that, so she blocked me. then proceeded to stalk and talk about me constantly in that group. from antis who believed to “not give a shit.” she gave a lot.

she called me “musty” or “misty” obviously throwing jabs at my name. would constantly link and reblog my posts even though i was blocked by her. i didn’t let it get to me till she started stating that my content was giving her physical harm. then i was pissed.

if something harms you, why dont you get away? but she constantly continued. i fought the urge to say something because i knew i wanted this to be public. 

she just wanted me to listen to her and i didn’t, that dug under her skin hard. i wasn’t manipulated by her.

Dobbu

the amount of times dobbu brings up the time i harrassed her is pretty silly. in the group chat i never once interacted with her. and i stopped interacting with her after we “made up”

but the fact she pulls the minor card plus the innocence card is completely hypocritical because of the shit she says while she is “joking”

there’s more, but i don’t even want to go deeper with that.

yeah, you’re 13 turning 14. you’re old enough to know what you’re saying. yeah we still make mistakes but don’t pull this bullshit while you constantly dry up the thrussy jokes and proceed to swim around in their nsfw chat.

its ironic.

The anon messages or concerns.

i know who sent what. im not dumb with web security. you all can defend your favorite people in this fandom, but know that these people aren’t who they really seem.

its easy to try and act like everything is alright when its not. 

The video/blog

that wasn’t just sent to the anti chat, i sent that to EVERY CHAT i was active in. you really think i sent that because i hate antis? NO.

I SENT THAT BECAUSE I FUCKING WANTED EVERYONE TO REPORT IT. ITS FUCKING DISGUSTING.

i cannot believe you really thought i sent that video just for giggles? ARE YOU ALL FUCKING MAD? 

A GIRL, THAT WAS A GIRL BEING SEXUALLY HARASSED AND YOU THINK THAT WAS BAIT?

GET YOUR HEADS OUT OF THE FUCKING GUTTERS. WHAT’S EVEN MORE RICH IS THAT THESE “ANTIS”, THESE “PROTECTORS” SWITCHED GEARS FROM ACTUALLY REPORTING THE BLOG TO GOING THROUGH THE BLOG AND COMPLAINING ABOUT IT. 

IRONIC.

The group(s) in general

Literally, people left from stress, mental health and more. there was acts of violence towards me of course but more shit too. (playing fmk with minor urls, verbally preaching they wanted to kill me and actually harming themselves with accessing literal nsfw from ships they are “uncomfortable” with.)

so. to wrap it up.

do i regret what i have done? no.

do i hate these people? no. 

will i ever do it again? never. 

is this blackmailing? no, i never asked forced anyone to do anything so it is not blackmailing. many people do this, it’s called “exposing.” look it up.

but why did you do it minty? wouldn’t you do the same thing if this was happening EVERY FUCKING DAY?

LETS NOT PLAY WHISPER DOWN THE FUCKING ALLEY AND GET IT STRAIGHT.

THIS IS NOT O-FUCKING-K, THIS IS THE SAME SHIT PEOPLE GET ARRESTED FOR. PLEASE, THING ABOUT WHO YOU ARE ACTUALLY INTERACTING WITH. AND THANK YOU.

there is more content about other people who were involved. i explained my side to the best i can.

fuller explanation with the AnarcheryLesbian situation

current album of screenshots from the anti server

tell me, wouldn’t you do the same thing?

That one Snapchat person...

So, I I do streaks on Snapchat and this one girl who, I have a streak with, always sends a picture of her boyfriend, lower half of her face with her tongue stuck out or her naked with the covers on. Tbh I don't want to see that and if I loose a streak with her, she's gonna get pissy. And she ends up dating the boy for a month or two before dumping them. So, as a non-good friend of hers, I made a bet on how long the relationship lasts...

Here’s me singing Dear Theodosia from Hamilton. I mean, I messed up on some parts and had to edit it out and stuff.

What is life for me?? XD

Song - Credit to Hamilton and Lin-Manuel Maranda

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Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

srsly tho this is absolutely a thing that dudes do all the f***ing time

like where if he knows a girl doesn’t necessarily want to give him a hug, he will trap her in this position in front of witnesses where she has 2 options- both of which are undesirable for her, while simultaneously desirable for him

if she doesn’t want to hug him, whatever she does, it will suck for her.

she can 1. say nah and be the fucking asshole in front of other ppl or 2. forsake her corporeal boundaries and allow unwanted intimate contact

it’s a f***ing trap

This is precious!!

here’s daveed free styling for y'all

Marvel’s Avengers: Age of Ultron - Re-Assembled - OFFICIAL aka the aou cast being precious idiots

Some quotes of Dean Winchester

N°5 - COMIC CON 2014 - Jensen Ackles  Photo credit goes to the amazing Redteekal