You've Already Shown A Great Amount Of Strength By Continuing Your Art, You Can Make It Through This,

You've already shown a great amount of strength by continuing your art, you can make it through this, we believe in you!❤

I’m in desperate need of help.

Hey everyone, I hope you’re all doing well. If anyone can at least reblog this I would be very thankful. I go by Renee, I’m 21 years old, closeted bisexual and I come from a palestinian muslim family. I have lived an isolated life, wrought with physical turned emotional abuse by my mother who also faced abuse as a child. My depression and anxiety coupled with her treatment and restriction on my life has left me feeling awful, both physically and mentally. Art has become my passion and outlet in a household where any expression of emotion is punished. I have gotten where I am skill wise beneath all of that. I’ve been beaten down, spoken to in ways that no one should have to deal with for years. She has my life in a stranglehold. I’m not allowed to see my friends anymore. She’s trying to force me out of college. She’s trying to take art as an outlet away from me. She has even threatened to force me into marriage. She has taken all of the cash i have saved up, i have nothing now. She refuses to help me financially, and I’ve exhausted every option I have. I cannot stay here anymore. I’m already suicidal thanks to mental illness, and the option of transferring to an art college has been denied for me. I cannot be who I am here because of my mom’s anti LGBT views, and if they find out I renounced islam the consequences for both will be dire. If I have to stay here another year, I’m not sure what I’ll do. I have no other family, nowhere to go. But I want to move out and find some solace in my passion, attend an art school someday, go into animation. I want to finally live in peace. I have exhausted all of my options and attempts at this point. By the fall, I plan to move out to New York, but I have no money to my name. If you like my artwork, or would just like help me get out of this situation that’s plagued me for so long, I would greatly appreciate any sort of donation. All money donated will go to savings to help me move out. I will be linking my Ko-Fi account in all of my art posts from now on, and will soon be starting commissions so I can at least have some money to sustain myself. I’ll try to find other ways as well. I will be leaving said link here as well along with my YouCaring account. If anyone decides to donate I will be forever grateful, whether it’s because you like my art or just want to help. Please feel free to contact me if anyone needs further information.

Ko-fi

YouCaring

When I finally let someone use my phone

Them: what’s this site, “archive of our own”?

Me:

Me: *whispering to myself* I was so careful

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theohiangirl

5 years ago

tfw when you were born in 99 so you're forever the schrodingers cat of every single movement. Too young to be a millenial and too old to really fit into gen z territory. Fanfiction.net and it's shit search feature? Yes. ao3 aka the holy grail? Yes. The 90's? Yeah I relate. Growing up without tech? Been there. But also you are young enough to have experienced the rise of tech/internet and the culture that evolved from it. Like wtf? What the actual fuck. Being born in 99 actually sucks ass.

Growing up as a gen y in a fandom: lemon, lime, do not own characters, trigger warning, fanfiction.net, AMV vids, straight vs gay ship wars, happy for any content because everyone was homophobic in RL, keeping identity a secret online

Growing up as a gen z in a fandom: antis, NOTP, DNI, you have no morals if you ship this ship and you’re a terrible person, gay vs gay ship wars, making hate blogs, trying to go about your business, discourse, flagging tags, A03

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theohiangirl

8 years ago

This post, oh my god!😂😂😂

Bruh i forgot Fetty Wap dreads was fake

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theohiangirl

6 years ago

The shape of Earth -Flat

The Shape of Water needs to be part of a series on monster romance.

The Shape of Water - Merman Boyfriend ✅

The Shape of Fire - Hell Demon Fiance