I'm Learning That Being In A High Control Group Has Made Me A Fantastic Actor. I Had Doubts For Years

I'm learning that being in a high control group has made me a fantastic actor. I had doubts for years and while I felt a lot of guilt, I also just couldn't make myself feel or act how I knew I was excepted to. So I leaned hard into the shy sweet girl archetype. Sure they think I'm at least 5 years younger than I am, but I can do the bare minimum and ignore uncomfortable topics out of "nervousness".

The real me is opinionated, blunt, and consistently makes jokes. My family will tell others this, but they don't often believe them. It goes unquestioned and gives me some freedom. Still, I will be extremely relieved when I can retire the role.

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3 years ago

i am a simple apostate. i see a system or institution that discourages thinking and making decisions for yourself, ostracizes people, tells you to never question their authority, tells you it knows you better than you know yourself and thinks something is inherently wrong with people that only they can “fix” and i want to destroy it and burn it to the fucking ground with my bare hands

3 years ago

🌟 Would anyone be interested in participating in a live zoom call with fellow cult/religious trauma survivors? Hoping to create a safe space where we can all share our experiences and offer advice to one another 🌟

3 years ago

An incel gamer who calls himself a nice guy, decapitated a 17 year old girl “who wouldn’t give him a chance” after she went on a date with another guy.

An Incel Gamer Who Calls Himself A Nice Guy, Decapitated A 17 Year Old Girl “who Wouldn’t Give Him
3 years ago

thinking about when i was a kid and the circuit overseers wife told me she thought people were born gay and it was caused by pollution

8 years ago

Halle Berry as: Blanche, Leader of Team Mystic

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Viola Davis as: Candela, leader of Team Valor

Halle Berry As: Blanche, Leader Of Team Mystic

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Chris Pratt as: Spark, leader of Team Instinct

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3 years ago

mythbusters was so good because it wasn't a killjoy show. they didn't just say "see, it doesn't work" and leave it there

whenever they find that the stunt doesn't work as portrayed in the movie, they immediately ask "what would it take to make this happen?"


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3 years ago

I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSE!

1 year ago

if j*hova were real and also a human id bomb his house and steal his dog

3 years ago

To all of the PIMOs out there:

STAY STRONG

GOOD THINGS ARE COMING

I AM SO PROUD OF YOU

I LOVE YOU

YOU GOT THIS

💖

8 years ago

my reaction to “Earthlings”

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