Latest Posts by trueemotions91 - Page 5
On a dark cold night
Awoken my soul under the moon light
Like a wolf in sheep clothes
While the whole world stayed closed
My soul opened to the universe
On that hill rise
I was exposed
To the elements of life
And lord behold
As the devils hide
And nature took hold
A beast , I felt , deep inside .
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All I need is air
The sun
The moon
The sea
All things that are beyond the beauty of the earth
When all falls silence , all at last will be
How the world was ment to be
I see you , your struggles and all the things behide
But nature is calling you
To heal you
In the silence , of the night
We need that, to reinstate
Reinstate with the earth , the very place we was made
To feel the air against your naked skin
The noise of the trees
The sound of the leaves and rain
This is what your body is craving
A break from hell
And back to heaven on nature’s ground
Bare footed
To recharge from the ground
Not from the television , we weren’t made a plug in
Pick up the leaves
let the creatures of earth wiggle on your feet
Put down the phone
And dig your hands into earths rich soil
Roll around like you never have
Smell the flowers and enjoy the earth.
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A soul is my beauty
Looks are deceiving
They try and trick the mind
To make us believe
In something that isn’t there
As a soul can’t lie
It speaks the truth beyond the mask
That’s put in as a disguise
To look beyond is hard
It’s a battle with mind and temptation
But which do you choose
When the pretty tunes in to the soul
And Creates the devil
Do you realise the danger your soul has intwined to,
A pretty soul will always have a pretty face ,
You just have to look deeper in the beholders eyes,
The eyes are the beauty ,
As dark as chocolate , as blue as the skies , as green as the mountains on a dewy morning sun rise ,
Not the cold hunger , with a smile upon the face ,
That’s clearly the devil in disguise .
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Hey ,
Welcome to my page . I’m a 29 yo female from the uk. I Joined to read other people’s beautiful poetry, writing , art and everything else wonderful on here, :) my friends think I’m crazy im sure 🤣 so yep thought I could talk to others alike , But also to express my own. So please mind , if my page is full of words that make no sense , also some days I may write a lot of it and some days none. Please feel free to read and share the love . Xxx Any questions or Criticism is WELCOME ! OR JUST SAY HELLO 😁 ! Thank you x
Ps. You may notice I get my their , they and there muddled up. Is a Long life goal of mine I still ain’t succeed so excuse them 3 words , I hope it don’t confuse lol x
I see the sun, I see the sand , I see the sea, but I can't see the air .
I can see all that's beautiful around me.
But you no what I can't see .
The thing that keeps me alive !!
And that's the distraction in life !!
We are surrounding by beauty, ugliness , and everything far and between .
But do those things really bother me ??
Where's my twisted feelings , my emotions when they run high, the 1000 words that race through my head every night !!!
But why ? Cant I see these in front of me!!
If these were on show they wouldn't be a distraction it's my lifelong goals !!
These are the main yet they kept locked away ... tightly secure inside my brain... The things we can see , touch, feel , smell are distractions in my way!!
Why can't the things that matter be so easy to reach and grab!!
To put all that matters out on a table would be a lifelong puzzle but that puzzle is my goal in life it's the only thing on this earth that's been made just for me!!!
So when you see that beautiful flower blossoming don't make it a distraction , make it a reality and amend it on your perception to alter what it divides your own path to!!!
Come see what I see
Twisted deformed faces in front of me
Crazy they call me
But these fuckers clearly can’t see
Like sheep in a line, all gawping when I open my mind
Don’t believe me when I say
It’s the most powerful thing about me
Trust me when I say it
Ain’t no delusion
I have to fight the beast everyday
You , you are nothing
Compared to this fucker
I cant escape it , not even run from it
Stuck with it till I die
Can you see ?
You , you are nothing to me.
Human like me
But I don’t use my fist to win this fight
My brain is always right
So no escaping me
Because once I get in
They ain’t no getting out
I cant escape me
Even the devil don’t want in this game .
A monster in disguise ,
A gift from god
Who knows what it’s called
Electric powers me
The Voltage erupts
Causing me a rage
With a mind full of volts
That turn into words
Them words turn into ideas
And the whole world spins .
Still makes no sense
Still can’t understand
Nor can I , so join the clan .
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Lost in a world of emotions
Covid on my mind
Not a worry for the blind.
It’s not the strain of my eyes
from watching the tv
Or holding my phone all day
It’s the battle going on in my brain .
A pain I feel through shut eyes
The light don’t bother me no more
Used to the dark and the man made lights
With a flip of the switch .
It Seems day and night no longer disgunish
The hurt no longer exists
But neither does my happiness .
Lost in my own mind
But just a empty space .
Dying to breathe in the fresh air
To revitalise my brain .
Lost words that make no sense
Emotions I can’t figure out .
The world has gone crazy
And my brain is on the fall out .
How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,
Just me .
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Confused they once told me .
Confused of what I asked ?
Life was thier reply.
Life? I asked ? Im Not confused of life , I’m confused to why in life is so much hatred . I understand life is a game of play but I can’t accept the world we are in!
I can’t understand the broken homes, the hunger, the greed , the death!
I don’t understand why another human would want to hurt another human?
Or is it because they ain’t human ? Or maybe I’m not?
Surely in life we all want the same , love , happiness and equality!
I don’t understand how ones brain can tick to create such havoc ! I don’t understand how we as humans can disregard each other’s life so easily !
It’s not humane - yet we call ourselfs human! A human has a heart and two eyes ! To see and to feel the damage of our actions ! Not to be blind!
So yeah I’m confused to what has happened to the what we call human life !
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Life one look one love , one heart one soul, one shot at this game .
Play wisely like a fool watch for the stars and fill the space .
Don’t let the clouds move that amstophre push them thoughts through quicker then a river.
Watch how it moves, watch how it trembles . It bears a lot of Weight but yet - never do it buckle .
To love, to loss ,to lose , to gain, to win , to climb.
To fly like a bird with the wind gliding your path.
You flip I flop .
You fall I climb .
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My mind is my game , my soul in one blink.
Try hard but I promise you will not see me !
My brain is what makes me
My legs , my arms, my heart , my eyes aint nothing unique to me
We all have these simple things !
But my brain ,
hell yea this mother fucker on another league out here ! Controlling my bodily functions ,
controlling my mind ,
Voice in my head that i can not hide ! Can turn you off quicker then you think !
But your mind will keep tick tick tick
A million voltages dash around,
But do we really understand how we are ground ! My mother taught me feet rooted hard but My feet can take off,
not rooted hard but my brain is connected stem and all.
Belive me when I say
Ain’t no escaping this uncontrolled machine !
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My mind is a jumble of words!
Constantly flowing through my brain!
Don’t make sense just a load of jubberish taking up my personal space.
One two three I try and count to shut it up but hey ho theys no hail !
Ya mind is a complex tool more powerful then ourselves!
To be afraid of it is a under statement ! I try to push it away!
That voice gets louder and louder screaming inside but I can’t let it get passed coz it will fuck with my brain!
It’s itch I can’t avail it makes me feel wild !
Scared of how it triggers how it rushed inside .
How long can ya control it before it takes over ya mind !
It’s a constant fight between ya mind and soul !
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In life we have years , but in reality it’s seconds!
Within a blink our whole life can be altered !
Do you really appreciate life ?!
What we are giving , what we can give ?!
Is it a blessing or curse to be living on our world of ours today!
Children always hurting, adults always killing!
Not even the waters are no longer clean!
Food is processed - it’s a chemical overload to a body we have neglected !
The air we breath is no longer healthy it’s a time bomb waiting on your lungs!
The weak die young but their always live the hardest !
Life is a game of fear, hope & love,
But is it ?
Or is it just a part of a illusionist to paint ourselves this pretty picture
Our children ,
our off spring .
Have to be strong ,
mentally and physically to take on this world !
A lot tougher then us
As the world adapts people adapt!
And not always in the best way!
Hold ya love ones close , keep your enemy’s away not closer !
Hold your head high above the dark cloud that smothers you and carry on my soldiers !
Because I hope and pray one day the fog will fade and the sun will shine for all to breathe what was ment to be !
Peace and harmony
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In life we all make mistakes some bigger then others
But we all make them .
Who are you to judge the person next to you ?
You ain't living with the pain, there are paying for their actions .
Some more then others.
Just coz you see them smiling 😀 don't mean inside they ain't crying .
When you look in there eyes, they may be looking back but inside they are shutting .
Trying to smile to hide the pain inside
. Trying to walk when your knees are shaking.
But you know you have to make them steps.
You don't no what that person is feeling !!!
Same as they don't you.
So next time just sit and think what you do.
Coz your actions and vocals can cause more damage to someone then your ever know . Just think
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In life as a adult- we have what we give ourselfs.
Nothing in life is down to someone else.
It will always fall back to its down to you!!
You are the only one who made the descions that have now pathed out your life.
Its down to you where your life goes and what you achieva before your time comes.
It's your choice to hold the pain and lose the love
Or you can learn to live with the pain and grab the love your surrounding with that's your choice
Your choice to smile or cry.
To run head on or hide.
Every sec of every day of your life is dependent on the choices you make .... So when all is falling around you.
Don't look to the person stood behide you look at the person in front of you!!!
Coz that person looking back at you is the only person who can plan your life
So stop looking around, hold your head high and aim for that one direction where only you can take you!!!
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I look at a photo And a million words and memory's fly through my head.
They also bring tears to my eyes Why?
I want to smile and I want scream But that's good Means I'm still alive.
Means I know how to associate pain with happiness But Also means I'm strong enough to over come that pain By smiling By knowing one day all will come into place.
The puzzle may be missing pieces and some have been lost through out my life.
But they are there and they will one day be complete .
And when that day comes My heart and mind will in twine and awaken a deepen sense thats along been waiting .
A sense of fulfilment of love and happiness and my tears will still run through pain but it won't be in my eyes no more forever hid away
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A brain is a weapon , mass destruction , out of any league of your imagination .
You think fire burns ever had your head like it’s going explode, a build up of pressure , you can’t control , the motherfucker just squeezes even harder.
Till you can’t take it no more .
That’s a war .
A war on the inside only you can defeat.
A war with yourself.
No one else can see .
Now if these thoughts automatically went what would that brain have left to wonder.
Is this the issue why we all at war with each other .
our brains are on a constant over drive.
Fighting with our own imagination .
Why does our brain work this way .
Try so hard to turn the fucker off but hey ho it just feels a empty hole .
What’s the point the ability .
If only we can feel the pain .
It is self destruction and every single one of us do it.
But why ?!
Why do we cause ourselfs so much hurt, crying , pain .
Why can’t we allow ourselfs to live in harmony.
Something crazy going on
I’m sure we weren’t created for our brains to self destruct from the inside out.
That’s what we are doing !
Scary crazy shit happening up here , only god must stare .
Self destruct on every brain.
Hell no !
Its not the norm .
I’m sure
but how to defeat it
Is a whole other board game .
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I see the sun, I see the sand , I see the sea, but I can't see the air .
I can see all that's beautiful around me.
But you no what I can't see .
The thing that keeps me alive
And that's the distraction in life.
We are surrounding by beauty, ugliness , and everything far and between .
But do those things really bother me ?
Where's my twisted feelings ,
my emotions when they run high,
the 1000 words that race through my head every night !!!
But why ? Cant I see these in front of me!!
If these were on show they wouldn't be a distraction it's my lifelong goals !!
These are the main
Yet they kept locked away
Tightly secure inside my brain
The things we can see , touch, feel , smell are distractions in my way!!
Why can't the things that matter be so easy to reach and grab!!
To put all that matters out on a table would be a lifelong puzzle but that puzzle is my goal in life .
You see it's the only thing on this earth that's been made just for me!!!
So when you see that beautiful flower blossoming don't make it a distraction , alter it to the reality and perception , your own path in life is taking you through.
@trueemotions91
In life we are giving just one shot, what makes you think you have the power to take that from me? Did you create me ? Can you even see me? I told you I can’t breathe, yet my words were silenced upon your knee. A black thing is all you see, not a man not me . A human your brother , begging under for the force of your power for my right n will to breathe. And still you couldn’t see me. The devil is inside you and I sympathised with you . How can you allow that man inside your soul ? But now you have released him into me . My soul is free but my mind can’t breathe. 8 minutes you took that was long enough. I heard Jesus call me to the hood. But I weren’t ready to go . I bloody told you so ! Now I’m here with a million voices and more! All Screaming through my hometown I can’t breathe or move! Can you hear me now! A million voices roar. But still it falls upon your ears! My pain is burning up through your towns, co-operate-coppers still prowling the streets ! Through all the noise, anger and blaze you still can’t see me stood here , clear for all to see! Three simple words - I CANT BREATHE!