reblog to kill yourself
i feel so fucking stuck here. mentally and physically. i cant get out. i will bever get iut. i feel ill. it feels like it is stuck in me like im stuck there. llease get it out. get this rot out if me.
"I let my intrusive thoughts win and I dyed my hair 😜😜😜" girl if I'd let my intrusive thoughts win I would be probably in a coffin with maggots eating my rotten corpse rn
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"I just wanna go home."
I say to myself while laying in my bed. at home.
NEEDꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)♡
Tw:bl@de$
i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again
And even when you do go deeper It’s not enough. Then blaming yourself for being shit at literally harming yourself.
tw: $hh
Why must I discover how to get to the blade of my pencil sharpener LITERALLY the day I’m supposed to start getting clean again
Such easy styros, no need to press super hard, and omg multiswiping was amazing
Needless to say, getting clean will have to wait
Boo hoo for me I guess
trying not to relapse because it's bad for me ❌
trying not to relapse because none of my blades are pretty enough ✅