This Is Everything I Wasn't Able To Say

reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺

how are people able to be skinny but still have boobs?

being poor is traumatic. even if you’re not homeless or starving. never being able to get anything nice for yourself, never being able to go out to eat without feeling guilty, never being able to do anything fun that isn’t free, making you housebound in bad weather because you can’t afford to go to a cafe or a movie. it takes a toll. being poor under capitalism makes your life a waking nightmare. this post must be reblogged by everyone.

why does it feel embarrassing to have any other ed than a restrictive ed?

(I apologize if this is rude to you, I don't mean to be rude or shame or bully anyone who struggles with non-restrictive eds it's just how I feel about myself. I'd rather say I struggle because I don't eat (enough) rather than saying I struggle because I eat too much and binge.)

“I hope that one day someone will make flowers grow in even the saddest parts of you.”

— vacants

I wonder what kind of a person I'd be if i didn't have anxiety

I hate that eating disorders are romantized and glamourized

Me trying to work out after eating like an actual animal for 7 months

Accurate

scrolling through tumblr like looking at skinny people would make me skinny