I Hate How I Feel. I Don't Understand Why I Feel How I Do, But I Do. Stupid Ahh Feelings....... Jdiwianwiajqiwjs.

The thought of someone having a crush on me is wonderful! I adore the thought of being the object of someone's idolization and affection. It's very validating and I enjoy it :)

And yet I, ironically, absolutely despise finding out people hold such feelings for me. It's akward, and I've never even came close to reciprocating such feeling. Every time I've actually felt anything similar to a "crush", it completely dissipated after: 1) I knew them better, 2) I found out they reciprocated it, or 3) it just disappeared into thin air, for whatever reason.

Help a young dad of two toddlers in غaza! 🌸

🌱 For a year I’ve been in contact with H, a young dad who is doing his best to keep his two toddlers alive after the destruction of their home.

🌱 H is a delightful, shy, sweet person, who always sends me the latest about his adorable little ones, updates on his family’s wellbeing, and, on Fridays, his prayers for my health.

🌱 They are terrified but persisting in hope. After months in a crowded tent, your support got them medical treatment after a life-threatening injury; food and supplies; and some shelter in an apartment, which has been crucial to their survival, especially protecting the kids from hypothermia and the whole family through numerous illnesses and medical emergencies.

Your help has truly saved this family more than once. Our task is simple—keeping this sweet family housed another month.

H’s family has requested privacy regarding their names & images and has requested I handle raising funds for them. I send all funds directly to them (and cover any fees myself). You can see all donations and my transactions to them in the doc below.

💚 pp: divyamper, ref “H”

💚 public accountability doc: tiny.cc/HelpH

£7/300

i have a headcannon that darry dies of AIDS in the 80s, because after sodapop and ponyboy left, during the 70s, darry would go up to new york for a week-a few months and would meet a guy (or a few guys) and sleep with them due to him having a lack of intimacy in tulsa because there was no obvious queer community. fast forward a few years (around 81-84) darry gets sick and figures out he has HIV and doesn’t tell anyone or try to get treated (not that there were many effective treatments in the first place) because of the shame he felt. he wouldn’t even tell his brothers. eventually it would develop into AIDS and darry would go back to new york to go to the hospital to live his last days out alone. in this time he’d get in touch with everyone, not to tell them of his impending doom, but to be able to have a connection with them before he passed. the last calls he made were to his brothers.

The outsiders but when Soda gets drafted pony poses as him and goes in sodas place

how my mom feels after saying an 18 year old girl dating a 13-14 year old boy "isn't grooming"

I genuinely can't remember the last time I was actually, like, feeling very good. Anxiety has ridden my days for literally as long as I can remember. What the funk...

i feel like such a bad person all the time for no real reason it's stupid like huh what no that's stupid, look at all these idiots (people my age) you're way better than all of them combined.

thinking abt that time when me and my family (mom, grandparents) were going to our state's capital (where my aunt lives), and we found out there were literal neo-nazis screaming slurs at ppl for a while,,, And my mom was talking about how she and my grandma looked Jewish and that it wouldnt be good???????

I look quite masc today + I like my hair so i am quite pleased

NPD culture is hating psych2go.