I Remember Crying Over You, Not Just A Couple Of Beads Of Tears. I Remember Gasping For Air, Beating

I remember crying over you, not just a couple of beads of tears. I remember gasping for air, beating my fist against my chest trying to rip my heart out. Trying to get the pain to stop. You should have skinned me alive instead, it probably would have hurt less.

(via morphine-and-cigarettes)

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12 years ago

Anytime

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8 years ago

Hey, my pet and I just started this new lifestyle of chastity and denial. It was all his idea- he begged me to do it. But he doesn't listen as well as I want him too. He's locked but then forgets to communicate or won't listen to my rules. Can you give me some advice on how I can punish him? I want to find a perfect in the moment punishment rather than just telling him I'm adding on weeks because it seems like that makes him happy rather than motivates him to listen. Thanks for your help!

Here’s the thing about adding time, he doesn’t realize how much he actually WONT be enjoying it. But here are still a few ideas.

1. Spanking with a hairbrush or a cane.2. Snap a rubber band on his balls3. Find out what he hates and make him do it (crossdressing, public humiliation, etc)4. Dry fuck his asshole, nothing big though as going dry in dry can cause damage if done too intensely.5. Add spikes to his cage, feed him viagra, and tease the hell out of him.6. Locking buttplug7. Since weeks aren’t working, try adding months. He will regret it the longer he goes and starts realizing you were serious.8. Dress him in girly clothing (thong, thigh highs, heels, etc), take pics, and threaten to post on your blog if he doesnt behave…..unless of course he is into that.9. If you are into this, and in my opinion only in extreme cases as it is horrible, you can tie him up, unlock his cage and start rubbing a thick layer of Bengay or Icy Hot all over his dick and balls. This will have him screaming and most likely end up with him crying and swearing to be obedient.10. Buy a Tens Unit (bought mine for $25 on Amazon and WOW it’s powerful) and attach it to his balls with the sticky pads they send. Start zapping. Let him beg and plead for you to stop until you are convinced he learned his lesson, then tell him this awaits him whenever he back talks you again. Good thing, these units last years and have multiple settings as well.

9 years ago

Instructions

Through a series of texts I was instructed, today, to unlock myself, and masterbate. I was to be in a kneeling position, ankles bound together, and to my butt plug. Add a blindfold, a ball gag, and restrain my left hand above my head. If/when I pulled my waste away from my feet the plug would pull out and I was to stop masterbateing and put the plug back in. That happened several times. When I was finally able to orgasm, I was to report back. I then was to lock back up. This time with a numbered plastic lock. Restart the day count sunday Aug 9th. Pics to come...

4 years ago

5am Friday July 3rd. Lock up... and go...

3 years ago

Loctober 9th. Over 3 weeks locked.

Loctober 9th. Over 3 Weeks Locked.

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9 years ago

And then they are gone, again, and you are lost...

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